Saturday, June 30, 2007

I m back from reservice. Two weeks past. So worry that time will fly slow during that in camp training but i was wrong. Now i miss the camp cos that is the only place where i can sleep in the afternoon and rest at 10pm at night. Haiz...

Was back on 29th afternoon where i suppose to meet my dear dear cos it's our 1 year and 7 months anniversary. Due to late booking out, we just met up at toa payoh and spend some time with her cos during evening i need to rush to school as my submisson is nearby. I know she was preparing lunch for my on saturday afternoon so i decide to cancel my night appointment with my campmates for Transformers.

30th. (morning 9.30) waking up early cos she said that she wants to go for morning breakfast. I was trying my best as i chiong at st.james till 3am with my campmates. Hehehe... Called her up to ask her if she wants to watch transformers and had breakfast with me but i end up get scolding. I clearly remember she say she wants to sleep and ask me go myself for the morning movie. FINE! I dropped my intention. (by the way, I did make some distrub call to someone. Sorry about that if you are sleeping.) I had my own breakfast at home. My parents even ask me if i am going out with her. I was confused. ?_? Decided to watch VCR at home instead of movie cos mood swing liao. She called up finally. Then came over not long after her dad called her to buy season parking tickets which she don't even know how to do it. Sad~!~

Follow her to HDB counter, then already closed to 1pm. I ask her to go home prepare first in case later we had a late lunch. Indeed it was a late lunch around 2.15pm. She blame me for cold food and late. I told her i need to change and get my stuff. Watching VCR half way and ask me to go straight. I am NOT superman or the flash. I personally feels that everyone has their own taste. Just like YOU! You like to doll yourself, like design clothes for yourself and do things different. For me, I am anything. I give comment to improve, NOT to critism your food. Reason is because i am the one who is going to eat your cooking in my next half of my life if i am going to marry you. So please DON'T ask me to give comments again in the future. I rather SHUT my MOUTH! :X

I never complain about hard to eat. Just that it's not my kind of taste. Your friend is your friend. It doesn't mean your friend = my taste. Most important part is NO ONE can EVER FORCE ME, correct! That's ME!!! to eat or to do thingz i don't like. Reason is you will increase 50% of my level of HATE to you from that moment! That's right! That's me! I am A FUCKING HELL PERSON WHO RIASE FROM THE GRAVE. People around me knows my temper and once my level is up, NO ONE can stop me! I think you try before. Hope you still remember the carpark near your house one night. Hehehe...

You said that I promise you to clean the kitchen for you if you cooked. Maybe I really forget I promise. I am SORRY! But it's doesn't mean that you can throw temper on me again. I just HATE that kind of doing thingz. The world owes you, not my fucking business. Let just see how many times you will repeat the same thingz. I never selfish at all. I still help you clean up after you wash 70% of the kitchen dishes, right?

If you really worried so much right, then don't rest when you already know time is near. You already know that I need to come over your place and print some documentz. You should let me finish my thingz first before we rest. I know I was in the wrong too. But doesn't mean that you can once again RAISE your voice at me and treat me like a FUCK! Yes, I mean I LO_OK like A FUCK to you! Or you would prefer DOG! Or DoggiE??? I NEVER say anything. I was fucking kind to you cos i FUCKING LOVE you. But everythingz just FUCK UP when you started. I try to leave the house ASAP. Did you FUCKING know that when you close the gate door, it cutz my feet? You never know right??? You should now know why i chose to walk down the stairz.

You must be wondering why I never say all these thingz. Do I have a chance to speak? Should i put it in this way, When you start to raise your voice @ people, have you think about their feeling? Your brain is use to think. Not just to design. Cos without a thinking brain, you cannot design. Understand? :P

Feelz hurt? Feelz like killing me right now? Or Hate me now and forever.? You chose the path. I will respect you. You are forever my LOVE. That's one thing I am be sure right now. :)))

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Yoz... So Sorry guyz for not updating my profile lately. Alotz of changez happening my life these few weekz.

Firstly is Adeline transfer out of TH Vivo. Following by Jennifer also tranfer out of Taka. Both who used to work for me now working under one roof with Agus. Damn lucky guy loh. Hahahaz... Anyway, I will still get to see them when they come over take IBT. Right??? Hehehez... It's really going to be a very busy weekz for me following monthz. July get myself prepare for self-study and august for exams for Econ and Accounting. Damn it... Shack like HELL loh~!~

Recapz on 2nd june cos that's the day Dear and me went Sentosa!!!!!! Finally we get to go Sentosa after so so longlong long... I have been planning to go with her but always got something cock me UP! Hahahaz... Was very happy to spend my date with her on that day. Was very fun and we accidentally met her Beatty School mate. Hehehe... Going to upload some nice nice photoz for you guyz! Hehehe...

Back to 10th june, QL's Bday. Was a real surprise to her early morning when she was not awake with her Xiao Bai Pj. Hahahaz... was having a fool around in her house until i met up with my soccer brotherz for a training for august. I hope to be in the team but i know i really can't afford the time for them. So i decide to play substitude. Hehehez... After my training, met up with Dear and QL and Besties include Ser's Bf, Weijie, for a dinner @ Thai Express. First time having Thai express, comment was not bad. After that was a stroll to Merlion and starbuck. Then head back home sweet home... :)))

12th, having class test. Was very worried about it. But everything went smooth cos it's an OPEN book TEST! Hahahaz... Gotcha! :P
But still, i had study bit by bit to make sure that i am prepare for exams in august. I now realised how i wish i was 10 years before and kept myself studying and studying. Hehehez... But I am still happy with my life now. Reason cos I had whatever i need now, family, friendz and Dear around me. That's Aquarius! Hahahaz...

Ok.. now back track to these few dayz. Computer cannot burn Cd, so i reformat to try my luck. End up success but I LOST all the photos that I Loves. Including the past and Dear's. I am a failure. Bad bad thingz to happen to me. Hope it can erase my mind as well. Anyway, Dear still kept some photos inside her computer. So HenG~!~ :")

Was packing my duffel bag as well. (Army's green Bag) cos reservice is so near... I am still wondering should i book out for studies... Keep on hunting my mind loh. Fuck~!~~!~~!~ Almost everything that is in green, i had already pack, now left only my personnal thingz. I just hate it when everythingz pack together at the same time for me. I don't have time to settle all these LAH~!~ God, plz GIVE ME SOME TIME!!! Pause the time for me can? Let me go DivinG, HolidayZ, Slp @ Home for 12 hOuRs, EaT and RegaiN my SoccEr skiLL. Lastly, play my PS2...
:(((

That's it lah... Forget about the last 2 sentences and go back to bed slp liao. Tata... Goodnight Folkz~!~

*I LOVE YOU DEAR~!~mUACK~!~