sometimes I just don't understand you. First, you says you just want to go consultant and see if you can lasik. That day itself, you just dropped me a sms and told me that you are going surgery the next day. WTF !!!

Ok. I told you not to do it before our holidays trip in NOV. But I also never told you to do it now... I can understand the feeling that you have long waiting for; but please forgive me. This month is the SEVENTH month. Why do Chinese people don't stay out late and sleep early at night; never buy house or see house during this period; don't visit the hospital... Everything got their reasonz. YES ! Precisely !!! You told me that you are "Pan Dang" superstitious about ghost. Forget it.

I told you that I am going to apply half day leave on friday. Reason is to spend time with you, even trying to book online YOG for that day itself but fully booked.

I NEVER EXPECTED that you are going to lasik on thursday and the person who accompany wasn't me, JingFeng. A person whom your mum likes... I was told by you, he will accompany you in the morning GYM and afternoon to lasik. You told me that I should care and concern for you. But should I ???

When the person who accompany you wasn't me, why should I ?? I decide to cancel my friday leave even you told me friday you need to go back for consultant. Might as well ask HIM to accompany you both dayz and I won't have to waste my half day leave. True enough, I am jealous... Why is it so? Becoz of you !!! You choose a last minute lasik without letting me accompany you. Why should I give you a chance to meet me when you already plan everything in your hand without discussion with me? I am SELFISH !!! I told you before... If you did something to me, you will get the DOUBLE !!! I mean it !!! :pPp

You says I never care and concern for you... But did you listen to my advise? You always think that I am negative and pour cold water over you. Never listen to you and ignore your feeling... If I am really that kind of person, do you think I will think so SO so SO much for you?? Your safety ??? You had choose your way and let's be it.

By the way, you ask me about will I sms you tomorrow? I told you my truthful answer. I hope you don't get angry with it. But in my hearty heart, I really pray and wish your surgery successful. :))

Happy National Day !!

Went to Alvin's house today and realised that his house was so nice renovate till like a new flat. It costs him around $325k for everything include COV $15k I think. I guess he is still a happy man after selling his 5 room and downgrade to 4 room flat. :)))

Pat resign finally. After she nagged for so long that she wanted to change a new job. Hope she can find a better job than current. Good luck.

Saw Eric with his wife Joey and his child, Lowe. So cute. Only 2 years old and running around happily. Can see that Eric doesn't seemz to be like last time the Eric that I know. Maybe with a children now is tiring for him. Afterall, I think he and Joey never expected to.... I guess.

Going to meet BB Heng later. We are going to watch 3pm The Last Airbender. Hope everything gies smooth as she is going out with her family for lunch at noon. We are watching 3pm show at Cineleisure.

Phuket marked another end of the tour. Well... One more to come... Before next... Where shall I go??? hmm...