Thursday, November 12, 2015
12th of Nov 2015.
Going to be the end of 2015 soon in another one and half month time. I have been working in Kong Guan Dumpling / Pau Mfr Pte Ltd since 09th Dec 2013. Almost 2 years and I have grown up a lot in this company. Yes, a lot of scope being covered; like audit, delivery, setup of new stall and Guldfood event in Dubai earlier this year.
I REALLY WISH TO THANK MONA SIM GIVING ME THIS OPPORTUNITY IN KONG GUAN.
And also met my dearest Baby Ruixin. We have been officially dating since 03rd March 2015 but unofficial to her family. This is as usual but this time round is no longer a break up ending. I have promise to her that we will walk through this very hard moment in our life to make her mom accept me as it is. Well, as usual, many mom doesn't like my age of being too old for their children. Hello aunty, do you really think that this is what I want? I really hope that you can really look into my heart and see what I have been volunteering throughout these years.
Although this is going to be a tough battle but I have a 100% trust in our relationship because we do shared a lot of thing in common. We think alike, sharing the common thinking and discussion. Most of all, we love each other deeply than anyone thought.
I LOVE YOU BABY RUIXIN ~Muack~Muack~
Grandma is not feeling well recently and her hearing is getting from bad to worst. I hope she will be fine. My parents are getting old as well but they seems happy about their lives in this house. I really think that one day if we (my brother and I ) move out of this family, they will be super sad and depress. I pray that my parents understand us well.
Dear God, please let me strike TOTO or Big Sweep FIRST PRIZE!!! HUAT AH~!~!~
Friday, August 14, 2015
This whole week after National Day, everyday was super shitty for me. Today is really the bloody shittiest day I had. Early morning wake up preparing to go to work as usual. Met up my gf usual timing and she was later than me coz she went to transfer my money back to me.
While onboard the train, she rise questions on Sze Yun again. Then I started to get a little annoying. And she force me to show evidents that I didn't like Sze Yun before. I started to feel pissed off not because I dont want to show her but more on why want to do this early morning. After I shown to her & she cannot find any proof, she started to blame me for putting so many problems between us. Initally I thought maybe because of her period but her period wasn't even close! Then I think no point quarrel coz I told her before that I dont want to quarrel over Sze Yun. Shuttle bus came and I told her to walk faster and she went to help Sze Yun get newspaper. I even more pissed off coz the bus uncle is waiting and he is impatient person and I worried we get scold. After we board the bus, I saw Sze Yun happily sit down and expect the newspaper to arrive. Then I got more angry with my gf being so stupid and dumb. Yet my gf told me Sze Yun text her for help coz she needs to withdraw money. Then I asked why cannot withdraw afternoon then she say dont know. In the office, Sze Yun told me because she is helping Renee to withdraw money. I got angry. Why want to help people you don't know well.
Then my friend Evon text me saying she got throat infection and so I ask her to rest well and we can meet another day. Then she says she want to eat something light like soup spoon. Then i ask her to choose the location coz I am starting to work. Shegot pissed off and scolded me if I m not happy to eat soup spoon then dont meet. I was really caring for her and ask her postpone but she dont appreciate. I feel really WTF LIAO. Then ended I still got to become nicer tone and text with nice message to ask her to meet me for dinner. Haizzz
After which falls lunch time while I am doing my work, everyone left me alone in the office without asking if I want any lunch. I feel so lonely that moment. I still walked out alone and had my lunch. I asked my gf if she wants polar cake and we can shared. She told me ok and she can eat for breakfast. I was happily queing for that and the sales lady was taking long time like 5 mins to process transcation. OMG luckily I still got a bit of time and decided to walk fast fast in the afternoon sun. Reached kong guan building and msg my gf if she wants any drinks. I really never expected her to come and meet me. And worst thing is meet me at the wrong place!!! Tick tock and my boss is in the office. I told her that usually I took the cargo lift and she said She dont know and say i very fierce. OMG AGAIN!!! If I am fierce then how come I can survive!!!!
While I thought whole day is going to end soon.. My gf never wait for me as usual and boarded the train ahead of me. I dont even know what happen until she text me sorry I left with sze yun coz she is in a hurry. When I heard that, I was pissed off. Again is SZE YUN!!!! I really find it disappointing because I can put in effort to meet her and walked to the front carriage when we took the same train but she cannot do it for me. I am more disappointing because I am so sad and no one is there for me, worst is my gf totally forgot she promise to take my polar cake and left with a good friend she thought but not.
While I am in the train, I TOLD MYSELF AGAIN.. HISTORY HAS REPEATED..
I SHALL NOT PUT IN 90% TO LOVE MY GF. TODAY INCIDENT HAS PROVE THAT I SHOULD JUST PUT 30%. #simplyhateit
FUCK YOU PEOPLE!!!!! KNNBCCB
While onboard the train, she rise questions on Sze Yun again. Then I started to get a little annoying. And she force me to show evidents that I didn't like Sze Yun before. I started to feel pissed off not because I dont want to show her but more on why want to do this early morning. After I shown to her & she cannot find any proof, she started to blame me for putting so many problems between us. Initally I thought maybe because of her period but her period wasn't even close! Then I think no point quarrel coz I told her before that I dont want to quarrel over Sze Yun. Shuttle bus came and I told her to walk faster and she went to help Sze Yun get newspaper. I even more pissed off coz the bus uncle is waiting and he is impatient person and I worried we get scold. After we board the bus, I saw Sze Yun happily sit down and expect the newspaper to arrive. Then I got more angry with my gf being so stupid and dumb. Yet my gf told me Sze Yun text her for help coz she needs to withdraw money. Then I asked why cannot withdraw afternoon then she say dont know. In the office, Sze Yun told me because she is helping Renee to withdraw money. I got angry. Why want to help people you don't know well.
Then my friend Evon text me saying she got throat infection and so I ask her to rest well and we can meet another day. Then she says she want to eat something light like soup spoon. Then i ask her to choose the location coz I am starting to work. Shegot pissed off and scolded me if I m not happy to eat soup spoon then dont meet. I was really caring for her and ask her postpone but she dont appreciate. I feel really WTF LIAO. Then ended I still got to become nicer tone and text with nice message to ask her to meet me for dinner. Haizzz
After which falls lunch time while I am doing my work, everyone left me alone in the office without asking if I want any lunch. I feel so lonely that moment. I still walked out alone and had my lunch. I asked my gf if she wants polar cake and we can shared. She told me ok and she can eat for breakfast. I was happily queing for that and the sales lady was taking long time like 5 mins to process transcation. OMG luckily I still got a bit of time and decided to walk fast fast in the afternoon sun. Reached kong guan building and msg my gf if she wants any drinks. I really never expected her to come and meet me. And worst thing is meet me at the wrong place!!! Tick tock and my boss is in the office. I told her that usually I took the cargo lift and she said She dont know and say i very fierce. OMG AGAIN!!! If I am fierce then how come I can survive!!!!
While I thought whole day is going to end soon.. My gf never wait for me as usual and boarded the train ahead of me. I dont even know what happen until she text me sorry I left with sze yun coz she is in a hurry. When I heard that, I was pissed off. Again is SZE YUN!!!! I really find it disappointing because I can put in effort to meet her and walked to the front carriage when we took the same train but she cannot do it for me. I am more disappointing because I am so sad and no one is there for me, worst is my gf totally forgot she promise to take my polar cake and left with a good friend she thought but not.
While I am in the train, I TOLD MYSELF AGAIN.. HISTORY HAS REPEATED..
I SHALL NOT PUT IN 90% TO LOVE MY GF. TODAY INCIDENT HAS PROVE THAT I SHOULD JUST PUT 30%. #simplyhateit
FUCK YOU PEOPLE!!!!! KNNBCCB
Saturday, January 03, 2015
Happy 2015 to everyone around the world!
Recapz 2014:
1) Another upset relationship. Finally, I broke up with Miranda after a 1 & half year of relationship. Like my last blog, we were not ready to get married and mostly because I still cannot provide a home for her. Yes, I admitted my fault and no one to blame, except myself.
2) Work hasn't been stressful except I kept stressing myself because my manager kept hiring her own people to work as the same level of me. When I interviewed in dec 2014, my manager said there are no family related in the company. But ended keep hiring her own relatives to work in the company. Imagine same position (marketing executive) yet a diploma level and I am a fucking degree holder. He keep eating and growing so fat yet everyone said I am skinny. It's like WTF! He only came in office after 830 everyday whereas I need to wake up at 6am daily and catch the company bus 730 at admiralty station. Fucking unfair! Only reason my manager told me is because they both stay near each other and she fetch him daily without failed. Now even he bought a car, he is late too! Fuck you Chang! I simply just hate people who late for work and end early but pretend to be hardworking after we left at 5pm. We won't know 515pm have you left home, dude! SO FUCK THAT SHIT OK!!! _|_
I simply cannot wait to get my AWS in February and fuck off of this company. To be honest, I like my role and job and my company but because of some idiots.. I cannot stay with my pride down! I cannot imagine I have to fall under his management where he does not even have a degree or experience!!! I really don't know how long I can stay in this company. Pray pray ~~~
3) Another marketing executive who is in charge of customer service has fallen for me but I have zero chemistry for her! Worst is everyone is teasing us to be together. I had tried to talk to her, telling her that we are just friends but she cannot be bother with what I told her. I am so fucking tired about everyone's comment including my manager. I think I will rise up and embrace myself to tell my manager and HR about this. Fucking tired over all this shit!!!
Tired tired 2014. Pray for a better 2015!!!!! <3 nbsp="" p="">
Recapz 2014:
1) Another upset relationship. Finally, I broke up with Miranda after a 1 & half year of relationship. Like my last blog, we were not ready to get married and mostly because I still cannot provide a home for her. Yes, I admitted my fault and no one to blame, except myself.
2) Work hasn't been stressful except I kept stressing myself because my manager kept hiring her own people to work as the same level of me. When I interviewed in dec 2014, my manager said there are no family related in the company. But ended keep hiring her own relatives to work in the company. Imagine same position (marketing executive) yet a diploma level and I am a fucking degree holder. He keep eating and growing so fat yet everyone said I am skinny. It's like WTF! He only came in office after 830 everyday whereas I need to wake up at 6am daily and catch the company bus 730 at admiralty station. Fucking unfair! Only reason my manager told me is because they both stay near each other and she fetch him daily without failed. Now even he bought a car, he is late too! Fuck you Chang! I simply just hate people who late for work and end early but pretend to be hardworking after we left at 5pm. We won't know 515pm have you left home, dude! SO FUCK THAT SHIT OK!!! _|_
I simply cannot wait to get my AWS in February and fuck off of this company. To be honest, I like my role and job and my company but because of some idiots.. I cannot stay with my pride down! I cannot imagine I have to fall under his management where he does not even have a degree or experience!!! I really don't know how long I can stay in this company. Pray pray ~~~
3) Another marketing executive who is in charge of customer service has fallen for me but I have zero chemistry for her! Worst is everyone is teasing us to be together. I had tried to talk to her, telling her that we are just friends but she cannot be bother with what I told her. I am so fucking tired about everyone's comment including my manager. I think I will rise up and embrace myself to tell my manager and HR about this. Fucking tired over all this shit!!!
Tired tired 2014. Pray for a better 2015!!!!! <3 nbsp="" p="">
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