Tired and extremely tired of working in this company. Nothing to do also tired. Got things to do also tired. Worst thing is kana scold or shout for nothing.

First time in my life I work in a company, not your fault also become your fault. Starting I am curious why the turnover rate is so high... Then I start to realise... It's the management that has the problem, not the workers. I ask myself, why do you want to continue working in such company, just leave... When I think of no money, I swallow everything against me. Starting I really thought is because I am slow and cannot cope. Then I start to realise that manager scold me to hint another person. Yet I am so innocent to get it from her!!! I tell myself, asking why!!! I was following someone instruction to do all these. When I start to do my own, manager will question me: why never ask me first before you start? Show me before you send to supplier. Seriously, this is not what I am looking forward to. I heard about your rumours but I have been quietly seating one corner and pretend nothing happened. But why once again pick on me. WHY???

Sometimes, I thought I really found a great job but in the end, its the previous job that is good. Maybe I am stress with my school as well. But I will never give up until end of this month. I DIE DIE want to earn this AUG income!!!

Time to study... Goodnight and goodbye Monday Blue! :(((

Tonight I've done a brave thing. 1 shot kill 3 women. All are important to me. Firstly, I want to apologise to mummy, tammie and jesmiin. Mummy, I did tell John that I am not having anything for supper but if you already make my tea, I am fine. I will still drink. Yes, you wanted me to wash my face with tea coz I just came back from wake. Fine too. But you stare at me when I told you I forgot to shower with that.. I mean come on! Its too much.. You get angry over this small matter. Omg!!! So ended, I still wash it with my face. :( Tammie, I know you are pissed off with me and my delay of timing to zouk. But I really have my reasons. I thought of telling you when I eventually meet you... But you really disappointed me to the max!!! First, I told you I am in school. You say 11pm at orchard. Then you text me at 1030 tell me you are not sure of going down a not. You yourself suggested to drive down. So we have more than enough time. And you said that if its really pack then we go chilled or somewhere else.. I am ony a follower!!! Omg.. I pnly ask to meet at 1130 coz I WENT TO A WAKE WHICH IS NO CHOICE ONE. Tonight is my friend's sister last day on earth. Its really really sad to know that she die of choking incident. But you never know the story, tammie.. Coz you super impatience. I admit its my fault for not telling you coz I don't think its nice to tell another person about bad things.. But really.. I mean it as no matter what, I will still meet you if you are not driving.. We can always take cab one lor. Anyway, I think no point of saying anymore.. So I just blog lor. Lastly is Jesmiin!!! Truely enough I am suppose to go zouk. But the way you talk to me is like talking to your husband. Sadly, I am just your friend!!! Of coz, you definitely stand an importance but please don't treat me like a piece of shit or dog. When I told you I am going wake, I really mean it. Its you who trusted not to believe me!!! Damn disappointed. Worst and painful feeling is the way you talk to me. Your selfishness at that moment for not lending my your notes make me feels that you are like that kind of people. And I never even throw a temper to you. I even help you throw mcdonald waste. I really don't understand you now. Is it because we are too close till you feels that I am the next person after your husband??? Please lah.. I haven't get married nor having a gf yet!!! How can you treat me like that??? Really sad lor.. I said my friend wants to intro me a girl coz he is concern about me. You told me if I not scare of different status.. Omg!!! Instead of congrats to me like marcus did, you straight away rejected whatever I said. Damn!!! Seriously, I really don't know why all these incidents happen within 3 hours but I really really wanted to applogise to all the three of them. I AM SORRY. Until now I did not regret of making my choice of going to the wake and left school early... Never..

Time for sharing some photos I took since Jan 2012. The rest is in my FB. :))

3 months passed. And I have found a new job in Tai Seng area. It was a surprise job for me as I thought they were not going to hire me. Well... Fated.

Company benefit wasn't very fantastic but environment was good. Get to learn more things other than sales. My second week with the new company. Coincidentally, my cousin, Hui Ting was working there too. Get to know new staffs and they are pretty nice people to work along. (For the time being)

Exam is round the corner again. This time is first week of Aug. This year Aug gonna be a busy month for me. Exams, work, and holidays. Hopefully air ticket's price dropped so my campmates and I get to go holidays. :))

14 dayz to 1 year. It is really very fast... And I am still