Once bitten twice shy.
That is happening to me now. Miranda starts to ask about our future when she told me she doesn't want to get married early. Then why again telling me about you stress over our future?!?
I'm so tired of relationship when everyone started a new family and me, myself, stuck at a room with my brother. None of my family members understand our feeling; not even our parents. All they care is their shelter and does we make enough money for them. We as the next generation really felt helpless. We cannot even afford to have our own room while others able to live happily in theirs. Although we never complain but our heart to heart is communicating. Sometimes, I really wish to blast out in front of my family. Though our income increase, we still cannot afford a hdb flat of our own. The standard of living is way too high in singapore.
Yet once again, Miranda doesn't understand my feeling. I always get very very bothered and irritated by the way she hide her feeling and start telling me when I needed to focus my job the next day. Hated the way when I asked her if there is anything wrong and I always get that nothing nothing..
If you really have nothing, don't text me the problem before my bedtime. That is super irritating BITCH!!!!! Really upset by the way she told me about future.
When we started, you told me it is alright and we can prove the world everything is wrong. But why now!!! Why again asking me we need time to think about our future. I had told you my plan for the future. Yet you still suspect. Then what is the point of you comparing with all my ex. If you really think that you have doubts in my credibility, then don't hold my hand. Because my fingers are waiting for the right one!
Tuesday, August 19, 2014
Sunday, July 20, 2014
Wow!!!
Time really flies fast. My last post is 31/12/2013 and now is 20/07/2014. Half a year gone in 2014 and I was almost 34 soon. Really missed my time in Tommy, HDB, Iras, ACAC, Noel and Store-11. Among most of the jobs, retail was my best in life. Of coz, that special one in my life. I guess many of them include Leon, Raymond, Doreen and Wendy had their own lifestyle now. I will be happy for them. Current company: Kong Guan Mfr Pau/Dumpling Pte Ltd at 8 woodlands link.
Job title: Marketing Executive
Job scope: Retailing
But as time passby, I'm handling more than just retail. Now I have to audit, monitor corporate sales and even my own retail outlets. Plus events as well. Really really tired of all the workload that past down to me. It's like never ending and worst is my manager is not very corporative with me. That's where I felt very sad. Many times I told myself to hang onto the job because I have great colleagues, great environment and job that I studied. Now I'm very reluctant to wake up at 6.07 everyday and get to work. I hope that this job can last me for another year before I made a huge step out again. Company did not pay according to what I expected. I just hope that they would even gave me my confirmation letter that they owe me for 2 months!!! What a shit company it is. I'm praying that they would take back my workload and continue letting me doing my own preference/skills.
I hope that fellow will leave the company asap. So I will be the only point of contact who can make the shot. I really hate people who used power/relative relationship to promote. I totally want to puke when I saw people trying to pretend like an angel. This is not a company of yours!!! Please respect the company, your job and the people who worked hard in there!!!! :(((
I will continue to survive as the end of the year is coming. I will take my first bonus and consider of staying. Provided there is a change in current situation which I doubt so. Pray for a better second half of 2014...
Goodnight everybody! ~muack~
:)))
Time really flies fast. My last post is 31/12/2013 and now is 20/07/2014. Half a year gone in 2014 and I was almost 34 soon. Really missed my time in Tommy, HDB, Iras, ACAC, Noel and Store-11. Among most of the jobs, retail was my best in life. Of coz, that special one in my life. I guess many of them include Leon, Raymond, Doreen and Wendy had their own lifestyle now. I will be happy for them. Current company: Kong Guan Mfr Pau/Dumpling Pte Ltd at 8 woodlands link.
Job title: Marketing Executive
Job scope: Retailing
But as time passby, I'm handling more than just retail. Now I have to audit, monitor corporate sales and even my own retail outlets. Plus events as well. Really really tired of all the workload that past down to me. It's like never ending and worst is my manager is not very corporative with me. That's where I felt very sad. Many times I told myself to hang onto the job because I have great colleagues, great environment and job that I studied. Now I'm very reluctant to wake up at 6.07 everyday and get to work. I hope that this job can last me for another year before I made a huge step out again. Company did not pay according to what I expected. I just hope that they would even gave me my confirmation letter that they owe me for 2 months!!! What a shit company it is. I'm praying that they would take back my workload and continue letting me doing my own preference/skills.
I hope that fellow will leave the company asap. So I will be the only point of contact who can make the shot. I really hate people who used power/relative relationship to promote. I totally want to puke when I saw people trying to pretend like an angel. This is not a company of yours!!! Please respect the company, your job and the people who worked hard in there!!!! :(((
I will continue to survive as the end of the year is coming. I will take my first bonus and consider of staying. Provided there is a change in current situation which I doubt so. Pray for a better second half of 2014...
Goodnight everybody! ~muack~
:)))
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