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Congratz to Mdm Tan for giving birth a newborn baby girl !!! :)))

Happy New Year to the WORLD in advance...

Till then... Goodbye 2008, welCOME 2009 !!!

ThE ChrisTmaS EVE (NiGhT) ParTY @ TinGz HouSE

ThE ChrisTmAs EVE (DAY) ParTY @ COU

Merry ChristMAS to the World...

1 day after BOXinG DaY & 2 DaYz after ChristMAS DaY.

Hope every children in the world getz their presentz from Santa Claus. :)))

4 dayz to END 2008.

5 DaYz to StarT A wholE New YeAR.

I PraY anD WiSH FoR AnotheR PeaCEFuL YeaR AheaD.

BeforE TimE Pass this YeaR, I shALL PosT MY BEST 2008 PhoToz.

Came home with laughter and joy after meeting with Caiping & Charles. Thankz to Sally Kor for putting aeroplane again....

We went to Jalan Besar for Steamboat buffet. It was recommend by Charles's sister and it was a good place for dinner. Had a bloody full dinner and head towardz PS for movie. We decided to watch YES MAN by Jim Carrey!!! The movie is damn lotz of laughter and crapz !!! Worth paying for a sunday price.

Caiping should be fortunate to have 2 guyz to watch movie with her. Hahaz... :P

Good newz for her is she patch back with her ex-BF. Hahaz... After 6 monthz of singlehood and I have officially takeover the baton. Hahaz... :P

Sally Kor always MISS out the fun that we had. I just don't understand why. Haiz... :(((

3 yearz ago, I started a new relationship on 29th Nov 2005.

3 yearz later, I ended the relationship on 14th Dec 2008.

Friendz are Forever.

I really hope that friendship stay till we grow old and look backwardz to the HAPPY MOMENT that we share our joy and tear in LIFE.

:)))

Latest update: I am ranking 3130 among 11,030 people taking part in Full Marathon for Men event. This can be found out in this website 32/110.

http://www.singaporemarathon.com/en/results/index.asp?Start=3100&cat=FMM

Congratz to myself for such achievement!!! :)))

This is SO SO SO SO SO CRAZY!!!!!

I have Officially Completed my 42.195km run with 5 hours, 17 mins and 17 sec... A FULL Marathon that I have never try in my whole life before!!! Hahahaz... I am absolutely delighted with the timing that I have achieve as it was not what I have expected. So Happy and Painful experience. Hahaz... Now my legz are still aching. Musclez are so so tight that they can't function properly. The only reason is because I never train well enough. Now I realized that in order to minimum the pain, I need to train even harder.

Recapz 7th Dec 2008: I can't sleep the night before coz I need to wake up at 3am to prepare myself for the run. I can only move left and right on my bed. I took 2 slicez of bread and plain water for the morning. Then walk towardz TPY Stadium to wait for the bus to pick the runnerz. I reached at 4.30am and prepare for warm-up then realized that I have forgotten to bring my towel along my hand. :(((

While waiting for the run at the start up point, I pray hard that it is a smooth one and hope my legz won't cramp during the race. During the 21km at ECP, I could hear police car horn at the park to scatter the crowdz for the KENYA runnerz. They were so fast. I was so amazing by their running... When I reach the 26km, my feetz start to feel the pain... I ignore the hard feetz and kept jogging. By the time I reached 28km, my musclez are so tightz that I kept rubbing the relief cream on my legz... During the race, I kept drinking water and 100+ that makez me wanna puke. (drink too much liao) Hahaz... :P

When I reached 32km, I saw a campmate of mine. He was taking part in the race as well. We were so tiring that we walk and chat along. Hahaz... His first time, so am I. :)))

The final moment came when I reach 41km, it was then I realized that I was so near to the ending point and I kept mumbling about 1.125km to go... I keep repeating this to myself and keep on running and running... It was the greatest moment in my life in 2008 when I ran across the finishing line!!!

The photoz are out for standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2008. My number is 21143. You can find one photo in it. Was not the best photo, but the best run in my whole life. :)))

Finally, I must admit that I am weak since last week. I kept coughing non-stop. Now I am taking chinese medicine to control the coughing. one morning after I woke up, I cough till blood colt with saliva. So serious until I kept coughing and coughing and so finally I decide to see doctor. Doctor Wong says I am too hot inside and outside too cold. As usual... Hahaz... Then talk cock with me and my mum awhile before we went to Long House have dinner. Hahahaz... :P

This friday evening I am going to collect my race pack. These 2 weekz were HELL to me. No jogging nor training. But as I predicted, I need 2 weekz rest before the race start. This is to build my momentum run on the big day itself. Hahaz... I am not going to cross in first nor race after $$$ nor compete with competitorz! I am just going to achieve this year goal, 42.195km... :)))

I have finally finish my examz for sales management. I hopefully hope that I can pass the examz although, I know I can pass. Just hope that I don't fail by margin. Hahaz... :P
Still got consumer behaviour to go. I will wait patiently for the graudate to arrive next year. :)))

I am going to watch my 10pm show liao. Bye bye Folkzzz.... Rest Well and Give me luck on my Health. :P

Just came back home after meeting with my cousin. So long never have a wonderful chat with her after since......

I accompany her to TH buy jacket. Then she accompany me to take my free iphone. I don't really like the iphone idea. Maybe becoz it's just not my style. But think about it, right now beside me, I started to have a thought of trying it for a few dayz before I start to sell it away. Hahahaz... I wanted to get a laptop for myself instead. Hahahaz... :P

Happy 3 years anniversary to my Dear!!! I don't really like the way everytime you sms me. You will sure include thingz like sorry to make you angry. Why must you always add in all these when you know I am angry. Just send a simple 3 years anniversary sms will do. Don't add in thingz that will irritate me. Thankz... :)))

Recently Monday to Wednesday is so busy while Thursday and Friday is so relax at work... Haiz... Tomorrow is Monday again. This day is going to be hell busy for me coz Chris on leaves until Wednesday. Then Thursday and Friday is MY TURN!!! Hahaz... Anyway, not really on leaves coz this week got to re take examz... So boring. Been trying very hard to study and study. Even cut down on sun tanning and watching tv and PS2. now I really need to catch the time before it endz just like that. :P

Recapz on the past few dayz. Slacking and resting at home after meeting Ser and Weijie for dinner at Tpy. Went to eat MOS Burger and thought the back by popular burger would be nice to eat. But it WASN'T AT ALL!!!! Hey people, don't go and try the steam egg burger !!! Not Nice at all!!! Waste $. Kaoz... Yesterday met my nephew and niece with my aunt at tpy swimming complex. Was asking them if they know how to swim. Then I realized they don't know and even worry that they will drown. Hahaz... I guess I need to bring them go swimming more often...

Today suppose to meet my campmatez for East coast training then I overslept. Wanted to meet up with them. Then they say someone drove them there. Although, they say they will wait for me but they always never. So I didn't want to waste my time go there alone and walk towardz ECP. I bet they are angry with me. But it's true that it rain in the evening as well. (One of the reason I gave them too. Hahaz.. :P)

I never join them and I went jogging myself. It was raining damn heavily while I jog at graveyard. I took 2 hourz to complete one TPY, one Potong Pasir and 4 roundz of Graveyard before I head home. This time, I increase the speed and shorten the timing so I am able to complete my 42 in coming Dec'08. It was not easy as it really rain and shoez were wet, clothez were heavy and morale WAS FREAKING HIGH!!!! Hahaz... :P

I got to study for these few nightz... It's a MUST Study night!!!! :)))

Tarot is always with me... I wish to know more than Tarot. Anyone can teach me??? Hahahaz... :P

I just gave away $500 to my mum to pay my school fee... Damn heart pain.

A Million Thankz to my Aunty who gave me that $500. Appreciate alotz... :)))

No more surprise from me... Not that I am lazy. It's just like the sound of wind that passes by saying... Why do you want to go Picnic.

Used to be so romantic that most of the girlz wish to do.. But not with her anymore... no more...

I think I better cut down on cracking my brain over what to do or what to get for her. Just a simple dinner and simpless smile to make her wish came true.

No longer wantz any celebrationz for her... Not even wantz to spend more time with her doing her stuffz...

I rather spend my own time doing nothing or with other girlz... :)))

I am so confuse with the examz date until I have double confirm with Alvin. Now I realised how close the date is... 28th of NOV. I am praying damn hard to pass the examz. :(((

Just came back from Charles bday party at his house. Was busy meeting up with the girlz to get his present. Bought a NUM's Tee, a small little paddle and turtle's hat!!! Hahaz... :P

Last nightz met up with campmatez for a drink at boat quay. Was abit angry at first but everything went cool down after we decided to seat in QB Cool Bar. We order a Chivaz that we took 5 hourz to finish that bottle. We were having cardz game when an unknown person join in and did some magic cardz that trickz us upside down. Hahaz... He taught us some trickz of his and we learnt somethingz interesting. Hahaz... We think he is either a part time magician or part time fortune teller. Hahaz... He can tell our future by hand palm and poker cardz. But I had told them to believe in 50% although he guess correctly most of our life. :)))

Anyway, we did enjoy ourselves last night with the drinkz and entertainment from the unknown.

:)))

I have come to a conclusion of my diploma. I have decided to re-module my Consumer Behavior and re-examz my Sales Management. Thankz for all the carez and advise from friendz and family memberz. I will learn to grow stronger!!! I promise !!! :)))

I am damn damn FUCKING UNLUCKY!!!!!

My Examz resultz are out. No need to say anymore, I think whoever read this blog will know the resultz. I reazlied that during the time I work and study, I manage to pass my examz. After I quit my job, everythingz were like FUCK! Anyway, I am now happy working with the temp job I am holding to it. But I don't really think that I can hold on more as it 's only a temp job. :(((

Life must go on. I have been thinking to appeal for my exams or re module it. Haiz... Cannot make any decision. Someone please help me???

I know this is funny and cute! But still... I somehow like this skin. Hahaz... I don't know why I like all this kind of funny and cute little stuffz... :PpP

Recapz: Yiwen is back!!! She is back to help us clearing the documentz for few hours before she left to school from monday. She just came back to help abit. No much useful for us. Hahaz... :P
This week was pretty fast, or should I say I work and work until the timez fliezzzzz..... Hahaz... I can only say that now the department cannot lose Chris nor me!!! I have been working since july2008. I felt that I worked for yearz, just like TH. Recently, I kept hearing my namez flying around and asking for this and that. I know all these are SHIT work. That's why they ask me to do. But I never think of it coz I know they will feel the pain when they realized we are gone! Last week till now, I have been clearing tonz and tonz of application formz... I think got 200 casez. Chris has called like mad dog chasing after their documentz.

Worst thing is new staff came in was an old aunty who doesn't know computer but wanna ACT as she knowz... Damn it!!! I have got to teach her close window screen, click here and there, how to look at emailz. I felt like I am overdoing it for what I had paid!!! The reason is because her first day working, she show me her salary being paid for $8.50!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! I only $7 per hour loh. That aunty who has decade yearz of experience working in society without computer knowledge can get fucking BETTER PAY than me!!! Damn fucking unfair!!!

Then best thing is she always act BLURR and push all the blamez to otherz!!! Let me tell you what she has done before I go to bed!

1) Tell me all her storiez about her children who workz in bank and earn big $

2) Change my chair for her own comfort. (Although I didn't saw she changed but I can see the chair that has the position back rest that is higher than otherz!!!)

3) Put wordz into my mouth is her BEST action! (I swear that I never taught her that way of doing documentz and she just put A-Z into my mouth, BITCH!!!)

4) Blamez otherz who is not around saying that the person taught her this way.

5) Alwayz ask me why this here and there. People don't pay you to ask, OLD LADY! Just get the documentz and forget it once and for all!!! Why so many yearz of working experience still want to ask so many questionz??? If itz related, then it'z FINE... BUT... Fucking NOT RELATED to what we are doing then why the HELL ask...

6) Took stationary without return!!! And BEST of all, left the rubbish staple bullet on my table and expect ME to help her clean!!!!!! FUCKING HELL AUNTY!!! 5 yearz ago, I am 100% sure that I will NEVER NEVER GIVE YOU FACE and scold in front of you even you are 60 yearz old!!!

7) Alwayz want to learn what I do. But she cannot catch up and ALWAYz delay my work!!! I do what, she wantz to KPO. Then alwayz ask me to teach her. BUT... She cannot catch up with what I have done and her memories are fallen apart. She tend to forget what I told her everytime. ARgHz....

I think she really gave me a "GOOD" impression working with her. At least, I am still happy ignoring her present in front of me. Hahaz... I think she realized that... WHATEVER, OLD LADY!!! No matter what I still kept something with me that I decided not to teach you all. Hahaz... :PpP

That's all Folk!!! Time to rest! Good the nightz !!! :)))

1st of all... New skin for myself!!! :)))

2nd, Lost all the linkz while trying out new skin... Sorry !!!

3rd, Happy Reading this short short blog. :P

Photoz taken at Swiss Merchant Court Buffet:

More than one week before I start to blog again. My dearest Brother came back on sunday afternoon after he book out. He was just like last time when I was enlisted. Black and duffy bag home with all the dirty and smelly clothes. Hahaz...

Was having night talk with him and realised that he does not really like the NS life. Don't even know what happen to him. Anyway, he is like that. He doesn't even want to speak much about how he fall in camp. Just told me he slip and fell. Just hope that he will be better after adopt a few months later.

Went jogging with Dear just now. Was chatting with her about my 42km run in 2months time. I don't have much time for training and personally feels that I don't have the heart to run. I hope I have the confident back which I lost it after I had a bad week before last. I had a really bad bad digestion on my stomach after the illness. I am now still having the pain in it. :(((

The day after tomorrow is service huddle day which I have to make a small little gift for my mystery partner (who she knows already). I had no idea of what to do or what to buy. Hahaz...

Alotz of time going wasted in my life after I have not longer becoming a part time student. Even in my work as well. I am just a temp staff which I think it's really a kind of wasting my time. I think it clearly for now. I will RESIGN once I get my diploma. CONFIRM. I think its really kind of wasting my time working as a part time staff. Monthly income didn't work out and I cannot just rot at home every sat and sun. :(((

Recapz: Lao celebrates her 20th birthday last sat as well. It suppose to be a nice dinner but went quarrel with Dear and thingz didn't work out after the dinner as well. Sorry LaoLao... Thankz for the dinner as well. Hope you like the mango cake coz I CHOSE IT!!! Hahaz... :P

Went to Swiss Merchant Court for buffet lunchie with Dear on Monday afternoon. Had a great fun eating durain, cakez and salmon... Hahaz... :))) Dear was so happy that day coz no need to pay as her aunt gave her the voucher to enjoy the lunch. We had a small quarrel again. Haiz... I really don't understand her nowadayz... I felt so annoying... :/

Last part of my blog... Happy Birthday to LaoLao and Yiwen. Hope this weekend is not going to be wasted like every weekend. Hahaz... :P

Recapz on wed (17/09/08): Went for KTV organize by Zhimin for her bday. Had a wonderful singing session and blindfold game on bday girl. I guess she really had a hard time in tasting those ugly stuff... Poor Girl... Hahaz...

Thursday and friday was not so busy as I take my time to clear my work. But don't know why someone still gave unnecessary thingz for us to do. I felt that it was rubbish for us. We do what we can and there is no need for you to give us EXTRA stuffz to do. Just hate that kind of feeling...

Saturday went Queenstown with Dear to look for her shoes. She is flickle minded about the price, the design, the right time to buy... Anyway, we went home after that and head to my aunty's house for dinner eventually I didn't have it.

Get to know Matt, my cousin's new BF from America. He is a nice guy and as long as my cousin LOVEz him, I will give her my blessing...

I had an upset stomach after I just had my dinner. I just wonder what had went wrong. Now I am having difficulties in breathing. :(((

Armour GuYz RocknG @ Downtown East 12,13,14 Sept 2008:

Upload My Dearest Brother (Jiong) Enlistment Day 12/09/2008:

Now my house is so QUIET after MasterFat (My Brother) went National Service last Friday. I can now understand the feeling of how he live in those 2 years when I was in NS during that time. I started to MISS the joke we always had at night, watching youtube together, sharing a bowl of magi mee and not forgetting playing PS2 together. Although, we always joke around in the middle of the night, we still kept our voice to minimum. But now... It's just QUIET every night...

Last Friday was his enlistment date: 12/09/2008. Went Tekong with my parents and his two friends. Everything was like back to the future for me. But Tekong was so much better than 40SAR where I started off with MoNo Intake in year 2002. Now it was so well fair to all the recruits. So envy to my brother!!! Hahaz...

Wonderful weekend as I spent it with my campmates after I send my brother to Tekong. Had a 3 days & 2 nights with the guys and simply drink and bbq throughout the weekend. I still glad that most people turn up. For those who never turn up, I will never ask again. Don't even bother to meet up coz you guyz SUCK!!! Wasted my SMS, BBQ stuffz and waiting for turn up.

My intention was to have a lantern night with Dear on Sunday itself. But due to her aggressiveness towards television program, spoil my mood... :(((
So I guess I have to wait another BIG full MOON which is countdown 363 dayz from now. :"(

Went back working this morning and realised I had an apple on the table. Still wondering who put on my table and almost all the temp staff got it. Thankz to the unknown person!!! So sweet of you... Someone spoken too loud in the morning and I started to ignore this person. I think this person is so annoying and it startz to get my nervezzz... :/

Let's just pray for another peaceful day and night. Hope my brother is getting use to the life. Better get well soon from illness and overcome Tekong...

Dear, I always want to make you HAPPY but you always cannot get my HAPPINESS. :(((

Recapz today Happy & Sad moment: Morning went to temple with my mum and brother. Got a message from "GOD" asking me not to change job since I am happy working now. That should be a piece of good news for me and my worry mum. Had curry puff and coffee with mum and brother at HANz upper Thomson road.

Went down to bugis to meet up with Dear. She told me she never bring shampoo and towel when we actually plan to go SENTOSA if the weather is good. I can understand she got alotz of thingz to do at home but what I cannot understand is why can't she just spend a few minutes to pack her stuffz the night before??? Anyway, I bought one huge towel and my wash bag along.

Went to Sentosa Tanjong Beach. Took alotz of photoz and got scare twice by different doggie. Hahaz... Then I suggest to eat Korean Fei Cui coz long time never eat with Dear. I thought this meal is going to be cheap as last time that I ate before but end up to be $75 for 2 of us. Yes, I admit I should not eat so expensive food. But.....

I have not spend alotz since last month with Dear. The only time I remember was MOS burger at TPY center. I just want to spend nice dinner with Dear but never expect she was upset about the payment. To all her friends: PLEASE DON'T BRING HER TO ANY RESTAURANT FROM TODAY ONWARDz!!! Please help her to SAVE $. I hope everyone understand what I say or what I mean.

Dear: I am SORRY to make you angry, cry and sad for all the stupid things, I say, I do and I act. But all these is to make our LOVE more fun, most entertaining and different from others!!! :)))

Today, Tomorrow, The Day After Tomorrow, Future is so hard to predict...

I have completed Singapore Bay Run with the coming (uploading). I have always ask myself what did I achieve in my LIFE??? What I really want to do and what have I got to bring back something that I LOST during my school life. And Yes, I completed the run with 417 out of 2062 people in Singapore Bay Run with the age of 27 this year. Hahaz... :P

I felt that I can improve more but still, I didn't give in my BEST timing. I enjoy every moment with Dear and my friendz during that morning. Photoz are with Dear. My friendz and I earn the medal with proud!!! Now my next target is Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2008, 42.195km, Full Marathon. I have already register through my cousin and she will be as well taking part in it.

I am damn busy with recent work due to new colleague coming in and need some tutoring around. Hahaz... I think they must be thinking why I am so hard working... But I don't might fooling around with them as well. Hahaz... :D

A lotz of people from different department keep asking me why I never join the government sector. All I can tell them is I just ended my course. Actually, I wanted the chance so much that I might lose confident in working for lately. Strezz... :((

Anyway, 1 thing that motivate me now is 4 hourz ago, I just completed 10km again. Looking forward to 15km soon... :)))

Yesterday was a mundee day for me. Whole day until the sun fallz and today was a busy day for me as I got new thingz to learn. :)))

I am going for the AHM Run on coming sunday. I am ready for the run. Hope everything goes smoothly as I am taking it as a form of training for the FULL marathon in DEC.08

Next month is a gathering for the guyz on the 2nd week and also my DEAREST BROTHER going for National Service. This month is a HELL test for me to see my performance in HDB. And also went for first interview after my examz. Hopefully more to come...

Finally, my examz are all OVER!!!

No need to travel to Tiong Bahru @ 7pm!!!

No need to tell whoever that need to study on TUE & FRI NIGHTzzz!!!

No need to seat inside class for 3 hourz!!!

No need to worry for EXAMzzz!!!

I just LOVE another weekend that is arrive. I am going to meet Dear for a movie tomorrow and get myself a pair of new shoes. Then evening going to downtown east for a classmate gathering... Hopefully tomorrow is a nice weather for dating. Hahaz...

I think I need to study these few nightz. I need my nightz as I cannot study in the morning. Dman it... :(((

4 dayz to examz... Work EXTRA HARD, DICK!!!

Today is abit unlucky. Kana a complain by applicant who came down to hub and do a declaration but he/she was told by the counter no need to do. He/she actually EITHER mistaken my communication on phone OR he/she is a STUPID IDIOT!!!!!

Worst thing is the whole department knows about my case and I had got confront by people who judge my understanding knowledge. I really HATE, HATE!!!! people who don't trust my knowledge. I can understand what is SELF-Employed & Unemployed!!! Don't need your explanation unless I am retarded. When I asked you about case number, you can't even tell me. Why??? Because SHY??? MY ASS, Sweetie !!! __

Now I can really understand why all the part timer says don't work in gov. sector. Damn it !!!!!

Recapz moment: Was in Neux studying for the last 2 dayz after working hourz. I am trying to store as much as I can coz time is really really running out. Was envy about Sally and Charles that they are leaving soon... Charles help me alotz in my job. Sally is the best entertainment
buddy to me. Too bad, good timez alwayz run out fast... Hope they will MISS me as I am going to MISS them soon, real soon...

Using My N80 which I always complain about. But good shotz!!!

Self-shotz!!!

Today is a BUSY day for me after I started working in HDB HUB. Alotz more quiet and tonz of workz for me.

I need to change my passwordz but cannot be activate until next day. So I need to take over Sally's job coz she's in camp orientation for 3 dayz. I forgotten to bring my water bottle and was damn thristy. I was busy printing 5 setz of 45 copies with 5-12 pages in each copy. My whole day was stuck with photocopy machine. WorsT thing is I work OT until 7.15pm then manage to leave the room. Last but not least, I DIDn'T manage to clear my filez to filing room today. I guess tomorrow morning is to clear that filez before I can start a fresh day. Haiz... :(((

Lucky, I manage to put my ear studz on time coz my mum forbid me since young. Anyway, in order to return her a favour, I ended with 2 studz on my left ear. Hahaz... :PpP

The process of piercing is damn PAIN. I swear if my kidz are to put studz, I rather they put when they are young, not NOW, like me, so poor thing. :"(

I had a tiring DAY starting with 10am swimming and tanning session with Dear till 12pm. More tanning than swimming part coz today is sunday and it's god damn lotz of people in the pool. Hardly got space to swim nor tanning. Boringzzz...

Was too tired that I fall asleep until Kechen sms me for meet up point and time. We met up at yio chu kang stadium 5pm but I was late so we started off around 5.45pm. Guanzhi finish his 12 rounds, Kechen ended with 15 and I was last to finish the whole run with 18 roundz in 35mins lane 2 non stop running...

Went to amk hawker center for satay bee hoon. Damn nice but queue for 10mins coz the food is damn famous. After food, went to buy snowflake for dessert at amk hub. Saw kokfei while walking towards the hub. He will be joining the AHM as well. I think most of us are still as fit as last time. It's just time that they need to train and regain what they wish for. :)))

Weekendz... Simply just LOVE it !!!

My 1st AIM now is Every sunday evening East Coast Park Training for 10km run.

2nd AIM is every week at least die die 3 chapters of revision for coming examz.

3rd AIM is REST more as I can. :)))

Complete my 6km jogging this morning at TPY stadium without timing myself. I would say it was really not easy for me to run this long as I don't really train in long distance. I just don't wish to strezz myself over the time system method. It seems like way back in army's life when all my campmatez and I almost everyday training for IPPT and Army Half Marathon.

So memorable of my NS life. Now I am so so attracted by Dear and QL taking part in all the event coming up 2nd half of the year. I need to plan carefully if I really want to join the event. Exams coming soon and I need to release my strezz... :)))

Project over and classez ending next week. 2 weekz before examz and I am not well prepare yet. I don't wish to prepare anymore. I want to end it soon.

I don't understand. I really don't understand... I always thought I never calculate wrong but not this time anymore. I always thought that the person who I trust is worth for me to trust. But it's all FAKE!!! Damn bloody FAKE!!!

Now I realised XxF is right, working with the group can vomit out blood and bleed when you realised the knife is behind your back. Damn it! The person whom you always close with and do project with end up to be the one who throw faces at you and most important is, her SELFISHness blind herself in the group. $11 is what I paid for our friendship. Thank god, it is all over. Lastly depend on ourself is so so much better than others.

Dear's going for an interview for kindergarten PAP part time teacher for 2 months tomorrow morning at toa payoh. Hope she gets the job so that she no need to worry about $. Hahaz...

I really need to plan my studies. I cannot play play anymore. One word is what I need, CONCENTRATE.

Jia You, Serene!!!

A rushing week had just past. New week for july just arrived.

Recapz: Whole week was like so fast for me. Went reservist for a week from 30th june to 5th july. But on the 4th july, I am already back at home resting. Hahaz... So heng heng loh. Just lucky to process out just in time to see Dear's Bestie won the Miss Singapore Sweetheart 2008. I am proud of her winning the title but don't know is it the future career for her coz I can sense that winning the title is going to be a busy year for her.

Ser: No matter how tough the road is going to be, you MUST hang on coz we are always behind you supporting you!!!

This month is a lucky month for me coz I also won my Marksmanship + IPPT Sliver award in ICT. Total of $400 to pay my billz. Hahahaz... :P

I had interview almost 10 jobs. All reject because they think I am wasted to work for admin or corporate sales. They think I should work in customer service line. Worst thing is they don't have a job for me on that. Hahahaz...

4 months never work. I am so so bloody hell lucky to find myself survive but struggling... Now I look for temp job and they still ask me the same question, why didn't you chose customer serivce assistant??? Now I had change my mind !!! I work for customer service line... And i want to work not because of my interest but the fact that everyone thinkz I am much more suitable for that. WTF!!!

I start to increase my expected pay and see who will hire me. Hahaz... :P

Just came back from Dear's Grandpa funeral at Lakeview 2 hours back. It was full of taskz for me. Should I say poor me???

First thing i do is help her father set up table for guest to seat. Secondly, went Shop and Save to buy 15 packetz of sweetz, 4 packetz of 3 in 1 coffee, 15 packetz of peanutz and 2 rows of paper cup. At last, I carried alone. Walking almost 2km in and out just to buy and carry these. I am not angry, i just felt that after all i am also a guest right. Sometimez, i just think that they really no brain loh. All got car also never want to go. Maybe the price of oil is expensive, then sell it away, DUDE!!!

Most happening part coming... I was walking back alone and saw this ah gong walking in front 100m dropped somethingz. At first, I thought he was throwing rubbish. When i walked closely, I saw pack of $50 notez. I think got $500 together. I picked the $500 sweating like hell and chase after ah gong. Kept calling him but he never reply, then I tapped him and told him his $ dropped then he came to realise. He wanted to give me $50 for repayment but I never take coz I think it's his hard earn $ or he might need the $ that's why he cash out so much in the night. We talk for awhile and he suddenly disappeared... I just feel happy that I didn't take the $. Although, I always wish that sky could drop me some $$$... Hahaz... :P

QL did a great help to walk out with me again to change the sweetz as I bought too much and need to exchange. Hahaz... Thank you!!! And also Thanks for your cousin's ride home.

Goodnight Folkz!!! :)))

Yesterday watched Don't mess with Zohan with Dear and QL.

Was very very sick but doesn't wish to stay at home so went to catch a movie instead. A very funny movie. After movie went home and temperature rise from afternoon 37.5 to 38.2 whole body was so hot inside and cold outside. I couldn't slept well last night. Waking up every hour. Worst night for this year.

Morning temperature rise again from 38.2 to 38.5, No choice but to follow and see chinese doctor with my mum. I am so tired and she always like to do this kind of thing to me. Anyway, I really got no strength to talk back so just accompany her.

Now was better after resting in bed during the late morning, dropped to 37.0

:)))

I AM FEELING SO so so so so so so so sosososososososo.... SICK!!!!

:(((

*Simply HATE this kind of FEELNG. Arghzzzzzz...

Happy Belated Birthday to my Grandmum. Although I was at home but I didn't attend cutting cake. I went for a movie with Dear. It's my idea...

Watch the HULK!!! So incredible!!! Sorry to Dear Dear coz I didn't close her house fridge properly. Anyway, I know it's already past but I still don't think that it's my fault coz I think everyone makes mistake and I even say so many sorry to you. Haiz...

Afternoon help my daddy to wrap popiah. Kana scold by him and ask me to leave the kitchen. If mummy never ask me to help her do all these, I think I don't even want to HELP all these. Everyone can start to say I am SELFish or SLACKer!!! Whatever... ;/

I just went to play badminton with Dear and her sister. Had a jogging session as well.

Yeah~!~ Just came back from East Coast Park...

Went cycling with Dear and get some sunset tanning as well. At first, I was trying to bring Dear to the new big splash park where they have got a bigger space for blading. But I think I had no luck with blading coz I had been trying to blade since last month. No luck was with me. I just don't know why they don't open for weekdayz. Why did they bother to write monday-wednesday, 3-8pm where we reach there 3.30pm.

Kaoz... __

Lucky we walk to mac house that side and do cycling. We had a long cycle to the other end and took some photoz. Just as I thought, it always peaceful with one end...

I cannot believe I had reject a job. I think their 6 millions turnover sound attractive but that's not the point.

Just don't wish to work in long long hours standing at suntec city and asking people to sign up for this plan or that plan. Just not my cup of tea that I am looking for. So different from what I am looking for.

Never mind. Just continue to find another one. Don't believe cannot get a job. Hahaz... :)))

If you ask me again, I still wish to propose to her under the tree.

The other day when Dear and me went swimming @ Toa Payoh Swimming pool, we passby a tree that dropped these white flowerz. We manage to catch our own luck. I just need that for Euro 2008. Hahaz... Just joking... :P

Bought a package of biscuit for my XxF.

Hope she likes it just like I do.

Thankz for the "Sex and the City" movie and Shi Lin dinner... So nice and YummY!!!

Simply like you so much... :)))

My MUM is still the BEST!!!!!!!!!

My DAD is a LOSER!!!!!!!!!

My Grandma is a PRETENDER!!!!!!!!!

My Uncle is a F*CKER!!!!!!!!

My Brother is a JOKER!!!!!!!!!

Myself is a 罪のない嘘!!!!!!!!

My Family is playing a Monopoly Game of MIND.....

You better DON'T F*UCK WITH US..... I MEAN IT... DON'T EVEN TRY!!!!!

Latest upload video clip @ 3am. I simply just love this song. How I wish I can play guitar. Still rem last time when I play guitar was in sec.2. Learning half way and was given up due to laziness. Hahaz...

My cousin arrived at 12.15am just now. Was with my parents and aunt to fetch her. She bought a wine that I request. Can't wait to open and drink. Hahaz...

Later 7.30am got to wake up and now still cannot sleep. 4 hours more to go... So sian...

*I feel like crying... Just feel like crying and crying...

I need a major change in my life.

My name, my finance, my everything that is going to be related with me.

Happy bday to my X.GF :)))

*No matter what happen, I promise I will always be there by your side.

I have QUIT my job finally. This recruitment consultant is really not my cup of tea. Cannot imagine i stay for 8 days without learning anything. Basic cold calling is = to boring job.

Somemore pay low, benefit no good. Arrange interview and people never turn up. Kana scold by client company somemore. What the FUCK! I declare myself "FREE" from that recruitment thing. But one thing at least i am happy with... Can able to stay for 8dayz over there. Now i can understand previous colleague who work 3 dayz and left. Hahaz... :P

These 2 weekz met up with my X-GF, old friend and XXF!!! So happening...

Today going to tann myself at the pool side and keep my mind awake. :)))

Went out with XXF to temple, raffles city and bugis for lunch and dinner.

We had MOS Burger before went library at bugis to do some research. Then we head down to raffles city for window shopping. Took a whole evening at raffles city. We had soupspoon for dinner and MOS Burger again. Hahaz... Healthy choice for the night cos she caught a flu in the library. So she need some hot stuffz. Poor girl...

She bought a shirt for working. Actually we were only window shopping and was browsing for a suit. End up she bought the white shirt. Hahaz... Although we had a short time but we really had a great time together.

Hope the sweetz kept all the memoriez in her mind forever and ever...

Man Utd 1-1 Chelsea
Cristiano Ronaldo (26)
Frank Lampard (45)

Last night was an Incredible spot kick drama. Goalkeeper Edwin van der Sar was the hero with a penalty save to deny Nicolas Anelka after Chelsea captain John Terry had missed the chance to win the Blues the trophy by firing his own spot-kick hit the post. Lady luck wasn't with Chelsea. Poor Chelsea...

Champions League Final 2008 (Moscow): Manchester United

The first 2 goals from each team.

Drogba makes Chelsea pay the price of losing 1 penalty taker!!! Follow by Penalties that didn't make it.