Thursday, December 29, 2011

Tonight is a special night. Why?!?

It's my cousin sister, Dolly, 10 years death's anniversary.

This month wasn't a great month. Indeed a sad month right after I am sick for 2 weeks. Also, my grandfather's, 10 year death's anniversary.

Right, it's true. Both my beloved die 10 years ago. And after 10 years, another beloved pass away, my granny. It's difficult for me to explain this logic nor my heart to stop missing them...

Before 2011 ends, I would like to give my sincere pray to all of them who has been watching me in heaven, A Virtual Big Hug & Kisses...

YOU WILL ALWAYS IN MY HEART... .. .

LOVE YOU, DOLLY,

LOVE YOU, GRANNY,

LOVE YOU, GRANDFATHER...

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

My Wish List for 2012.
  1. Pass Every Exams & Graduate in December 2012
  2. A Good Health
  3. Wish Everyone a HAPPY 2012

That Simple.

Simply Love Everyone Around Me... .. .
2011 is an average year for me.

Why did I say that?!?

Simply Recapz:

First half of the year 2011, celebrate my birthday with BB Heng with our Fav Crab at YCK Rd. I didn't want any celebration due to my beloved grandmum pass away... Till now, I still MISS HER VERY MUCH. :(((

I must admit that I did enjoy the first half of 2011. As much as United State of Amercia with BB Heng and my uncle and aunty to visit my cousin, Fongli and Matthew's Wedding and her Convocation. It was simply awesome during that break and I really really enjoy myself alot... .. .

School started in June 2011, my First Degree Course in my Life. A study which I always wanted to all along... Inspiration by BB Heng. :)
Although life have been tough as I have never thought that it could be that tougher than Diploma, I screwed one of the easiest paper, ODHRM.

Double combo hit when I broke off with BB Heng. :"((

Reason is basically her mum who cannot accepted me after we have been together for these 1 and a half year. Alright, I suppose to be the BAD GUY! The one who broke her heart by flirting around with other girlz after we broke. But...

That is the most easiest way to let BB Heng forget me... So I planned everything includes the Check-In Status on FB.

Right, life still goes on after break up in the 2nd half of 2011. I had a lot of thoughts and was initially falling in love which I thought I am ready, but I am not. Not because I am not ready at all, is because I really don't understand "Her".

So my life still swaying around until I finally found out that REAL FACT:

I NEED TO SLOW DOWN, EVERYTHING INCLUDE MY LIFE.

That moment arrives after I went for a MRI Scan which discover a serious illness in me, a broken ACL. It means I am unable to play soccer like I used to be. A metal plate is going to insert into my knee to ease the pain. During that scanning, lots of time dreaming when I was pushing through the scanning. Its like a dying patient lying on the bed that kind of feels...

Then once again... I realised that...

I NEED TO SLOW DOWN, EVERYTHING INCLUDE MY LIFE.

Recently after scanning, I decided to fire my ex-boss from Academic Centre & Clinic because I find him unreasonable and stingy. Gotten a lot of advise from family members, brother and aunties, friends and best friends... Decided to make my own decision. Looking for a part time job... That is where I found IRAS.

Nonetheless, before I end 2011, had a wonderful and great time spending with my BEST FRIENDS, FRIENDS and FAMILY MEMBERS... Simply LOVE all the Chirstmas Presents and December outings, speically Family Gathering on BOXING DAY!

Basically, I know what I am doing and hopefully 2012 is a GREAT AND SUCCESSFUL YEAR FOR ME AHEAD!

Monday, December 26, 2011

Boxing Day is a secular holiday that is traditionally celebrated on 26 December, the day after Christmas Day, which is also St. Stephen's Day, a religious holiday.

A ‘Christmas Box’ in Britain is a name for a Christmas present. Boxing Day was a day off for servants and when they received a ‘Christmas Box’ from the master. The servants would also go home to give ‘Christmas Boxes’ to their families.... A box to collect money for the poor was placed in Churches on Christmas day then opened the next day. Great sailing ships when setting sail would have a sealed box containing money on board for good luck. If the voyage were a success the box was given to a priest, opened at Christmas and the contents given to the poor.

Curious about St. Stephen?

Stephen lived in Rome and was the first man to be killed for believing in the teachings of Jesus. His story is told in the Acts of Apostles 6: 1 to 8: 2. Some people claim that he shares this day with another St Stephen, who came from Sweden. St Stephen of Sweden is the patron saint of horses.

Well, thats how I know about Boxing Day. Simply Just Love It...

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas to Everyone & Every Little Children In This World...

Wishing them a wonderful Christmas for the Year 2011.

Hope every children will have their presents from Santa Claus.

Simply Love Every Children... LOVE YOU!!! :PpP

Friday, December 23, 2011

Simply Love It!!! <3

2012 Yearly Chinese Horoscope for Rooster

Overview 2012


You're looking at a year of opportunities and challenges, and it's up to you to be smart about it. The Dragon brings luck, and Water favors the Rooster. You should also be happy that the coming year will be much better than the last one -- indeed, the Rabbit is hardly your friend. You'll probably do best by focusing on education, networking, communication and travel, as these tend to bring good results in a Water year. You'll also want to take care of important things during your five favorable months. If you can play things right, you'll be fine.

Career


In what could turn out to be a so-so year, you actually have a lot of control over your career. The Dragon often brings big changes, so prepare to step outside the box and do some creative thinking. It's possible to land that promotion, and it's feasible to switch career paths -- you'll just have to take complete initiative. If there are circumstances holding you back or skills you lack, now is the time to charge forward and make improvements. Be alert for opportunities and make it your mission to network with the right people. Finally, be enterprising, step up to the plate and show your worth to the team!

Relationships


On the love front, it's probably going to be a busy year ahead for you. Did you know the Dragon loves weddings? Well, actually, the Dragon loves any reason to celebrate, so you might be attending some engagement parties -- or even throwing your own. If you're single, this year should stand out as a passionate, memorable one in which meaningful growth occurs or a lasting relationship is started. If you're already attached, you might experience some drama during your unfavorable months, but you should be able to work through any issues just fine. Demands on your time will threaten to diminish the romance, however, so make sure you keep those embers burning.

Health


There may be times this year when you feel out of control (thanks to the Dragon), and this may affect your mental and emotional state. Because of this, be sure to take excellent care of your health. Channel your energy into exercise, especially hardy sports such as kickboxing or mountain biking. Release stress with a hard workout, and don't let your diet suffer during any rough spots you may encounter. A clear mind and strong body will be necessary if you want to meet your lofty goals this year.

Wealth


It seems you could come out ahead in 2012, although it may not become clear until the second half of the year. In the meantime, be more resourceful than ever as you use your practical, conservative Rooster tendencies to stay afloat. The Dragon may tempt you into making major home improvements or buying expensive outfits. Instead, make use of what you have. You might still be playing catch up from last year, so be smart in this one. Then sit back and smile if that money rolls right in during the second half of the year -- you'll have earned it!

Simply Just Love It!!! <3

 

Overview of 2012


This is the year to come out of recent hiding, Aquarius. Saturn, your traditional ruler, will be making its way to your sector of fame and recognition this year, so get ready! Your standing in the world takes on great importance, especially during the latter half of the year. The total solar eclipse in November in your career sector is another huge catalyst to boost your professional status. Being born under the sign of fame, this spotlight is in keeping with your destiny, darling. It's time to come out of humble reclusion, and let yourself shine!

Jupiter spends the first half of the year in your home and family sector, placing the focus squarely on family dynamics and other long-buried issues. You'll gain many philosophical insights during this period about not only your roots, but your role in your family. This is a chance to expand your viewpoint on past events that have shaped who you are today. You may also find yourself in a more introverted and introspective space during the first half of the year until Jupiter enters your romance and pleasure sector in June.

Perhaps the best news is that foggy Neptune is finally leaving your chart in February, allowing you to see clearly - especially in your relationship to yourself. After perhaps suffering some serious disappointments and disillusionments over the past few years, you have started to doubt your ability to read people accurately. However, you'll no longer be under the influence of Neptune's illusory powers, so you'll be able to get back on track. But beware: Neptune will move into your money sector, potentially obscuring your ability to be spend within the bounds of your financial reality. The upside is that Neptune in your financial house could bring an inspiring and soulful means for you to earn money. The arts - film, dance, photography or painting, in particular - could play a bigger role in your income than in years past.

Romantic


Your romantic sector can expect plenty of planetary action in 2012, bringing an abundant supply of love and pleasure. Venus will be visiting this corner of your chart for an extended stay between April and August. During Venus's retrograde period between May and June, you may enter a period of reflection and reconsideration over recent romantic developments; you may also encounter unexpected reunions with lovers from your past. In any case, you'll be revisiting sweet memories of love to remind you where you've come from - and help direct you where your love life is going!

The new Moon solar eclipse in mid May will make a strong imprint on the love sector of your horoscope for the duration of the year. The effects of the eclipse will be revealed as an unfolding of events during 2012's second half, all having to do with romantic matters. Current relationships could develop quite quickly, causing a bit of a whirlwind in your heart. When Jupiter joins your love house in June, this will only amplify the power-of-love theme.

Although you often pride yourself on being rather detached and objective, you could find yourself swept up in the drug of love before 2012 is finished with you. But with two of the most benefic planets blessing the romantic house of your horoscope during the second half of 2012, how can you go wrong? Enjoy your fate as a hopeless romantic without having to suffer the tragedy of unrequited love. If anything, you'll be the one turning down offers!

Career


This promises to be a stellar career year for Aquarius - your star is clearly rising! You've been in a bit of a gestation period for the past few years, but now you're getting ready to unveil your genius. Though 2011 may have felt like a bit of a stalemate for you, you'll soon realize that you were simply collecting experiences, ideas and dreams that will all be put to good creative use this year. Saturn will be sitting strong at the zenith of your chart for the next few years beginning in October. Under Saturn's tutelage in your career house, you'll be applying the proper focus, discipline and follow-through necessary to make things happen. Your time has come!

While Mars is retrograde until April, you may still be holding your cards closer to your vest as the incubation period continues. But with Mars powering up your sector of resources and other people's money for such an extended period (the first six months of the year), you should have no trouble asking people for backing you might need to get your larger-than-life plans off the ground. You'll be highly resourceful during the first half of 2012, so take advantage of your innate networking skills - they will most definitely pay the bills!

Come springtime, your projects will go off the charts. November's total new Moon solar eclipse in Scorpio will further trigger amazing events in your career house over the latter part of 2012. Themes of death and rebirth - as well as a total transformation of how you approach your career - are certain to emerge, and you'll be required to possess much more power in your chosen field. Do you see yourself as a key player, a leader and a pioneer? Hopefully so, because you're about to be called upon to step into the biggest shoes of your life. No playing small! This is your year to see and be seen, Aquarius.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Second day of the week.

Been sleeping late at night recently. Somehow, I just hate to fill up online job application. So troublesome. :(

Wake up late and receive a call from Sports Council to ask me my preferrence on jobs type. I just want a temp job where I don't need any commitment. Yet, they ask me for a contract base job. Silly, aren't they?!?

Had a weird morning dream:

Lao add me on the facebook message and said, you go and talk to her. Then everyone just kept quiet in the Facebook. I did not even have a chance to talk or say anything, Dreams gone... Anyway, the girl who called me name Yunting. Until now I am still thinking it is just coincidence. :)

Friday, December 09, 2011

Recapz:

Officially Quit my Academic Centre & Clinic job as a Sales and Marketer. Its not about the job, its about the BOSS! I DISLIKE HIM TO THE MAX! ;(((

The whole office people is nice and I feels good. The only thing is the BOSS.

He is a stingy boss and wants us to work for him like a maid. How do I say that...

Imagine that you are task to go I.T Fair and queue early morning at 10am and he came only like 11am when the event starts? Worst, scold you in front of the counter and says " How can you do things like that and you are so not resourceful!!!" The reason why he scold me is because I told him a wrong location of the event. This location was told by his neighbour I.T shop owner's staff. He blame me for not resourceful?!?!? WHAT THE FUCK!!! YOU THINK I WORK IN I.T FAIR IS IT!!!

Thats not all... He ask me go Ikea with him cos he wanted to buy new shelves for his new premises. He said his car is TOO SMALL to carry the woods back. Then he ask me to bring it back the next day with his trainer who has a bigger car. SERIOUSLY, WHAT A STINGY GUY HE IS!!! CANNOT EVEN AFFORD TO MAKE A $50 DELIVERY!

He brought me to buy mini radio and I told him it is unable to mount onto the wall. He insisted of getting it cos IT IS FUCKING CHEAP!!!! HE IS SUCHA CHEAPO FELLOW!!! After getting the radio, he brought me to buy dustbin. He don't want to park his car at chinatown and ask me get down and walk every shophouses to check out the design and MMS him! He doesn't even want to put parking coupon!!! CHEAPO AGAIN!!! When I MMS him, he came down of the car and said he wants to look at the design, ask me quickly show to him. Then he tone down and start to ask me if I have enough money to pay first cos he never withdraw any cash. He drives a MERCEDES 2 DOORS CAR, NO CREDIT CARD OR CASH MEH!!! STINGY FELLOW!!!

Of cos, people who knows me well, knows that I paid on the behalf of Goodwill's. That dustbin COST $85!!! FUCK!!! When he unload the dustbin, he yelled at me again, WHY YOU NEVER LOOK AT THE DUSTBIN BEFORE YOU BUY? Then I realised it is a bit dented. Human eyes cannot see clearly unless you concentrate looking at it. Yet, he make a BIG FUSS!!! WHO PAY? I PAY & I KANA SCOLD. SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT!!!
I told myself lucky I only left with 3 days and what can I expect... The next day after I bought the shelf, he SHOUT at me again!!! This time after work as I was inside my cousin's car for Happy Hour, he called and said: Dickson, I thought I ask you to get two shelves?Why only get one? You ah.. Your life is FOREVER LIKE THAT!!!

After hearing that, I was felt so sad and emo! Who the hell is he to comment on my life!!! That time I wanted to FUCK HIM up-side-down. But I still haven't get my pay cheque. So I just keep cool... Argh!!! Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!!

3 days passed. And I didn't help him to solve the shelf problem. No longer his staff, he still call me and ask me what happen to the shelves that I PROMISE TO HIM! BUT...

HOW ABOUT THE PROMISE OF MY COMMISSION !!! WHERE IS MY RIGHT OWN COMMISSION that I have work for the past few months!!!!

In the end, I have to ask my senior to chase after my commission as I have no longer with that company! I WILL NEVER EVER STEP INTO THAT COMPANY AGAIN! OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!

LASTLY, LET ME TELL YOU GUYS,

IF YOU CANNOT WORK WITH YOUR BOSS, SAY: I QUIT!!!

Thursday, December 08, 2011

I got a SHOCK of my life when the doctor tell me how bad is my condition of my right knee. He has given me an early Christmas Gift in advance!

Doc: How did you injured? Your ACL is BADLY TORN!
Me: Played touch rugby last year Oct. And also... sometime soccer...
Doc: Scroll the MRI Scan and read the X-Ray Report... You need an operation.
Me: ?!? (My heart thinking.. What the HELL is ACL?!?)

Finally, Yahoo find out the answer for me!!! YAHOOO OO O!!! Hahaha... :pPp



This comment that I post on facebook wall is so funny!!! Kana scold by my friend when I post that online...

Sunday, December 04, 2011

Well done!!!

I have just edit my new version of blogskin!

At the same time, I lost all my link! WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!

Damn it.... HATE MYSELF!!!

:(((((

Sunday, August 07, 2011

Thanks BB Heng. Thank you for having everything in my life.


I understand your concern about mum over our relationship. So I have decided to make this decision myself instead. I know that no matter what, you won't want to make this decision. So I have to decide for you in order not to stress you.

It is not easy for us to walk this 1 and half year. We have try hard to maintain this relationship but failed. Don't stress so much as we will still be friends even we can't be together. I always believe in fate.

Hope we can meet again and be together again. Goodbye... :((

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Its been 4 monthz...

2 more weekz before the first examz after 1 year I graduate from PSB Academy. I think everyone would have thought I have given up on this blog.

BOO~~!~~!~~

I am back again...

Gald to see the changez among everyone...
Can sense that everyone include her, is avoiding me...
Treating me like a stranger for so so long...
After so many yearz have passed...
I did not change... NOT at all...

I STILL NEVER FORGET TO BLOG... NEVER... .. .

Saturday, March 12, 2011

Wow.. 3 monthz didn't blog. Did realised but slightly lazy. The only word that describe me. Hahahaz.... :p

I am sick again. Think about it, thankz to Hanisha, my classmate, who pass me the virus through the class. Fuck!!! I am so careless...

Recently went for a few job interview and has stopped applying coz I am going for a long holidayz in coming MAY. It was a last minute booking and this time I am really going far far away. :((
It's my dream to visit that country and it came true...

I am now taking some part time breeching modules. Hopefully I pass all my examz. Its really really stress to study again... But for my future and BB Heng, I will do my BEST. No matter how hard, I must do it. I have been going to school every weekend and finally get to complete my courses. Now I need to focus on work and other planz.

I am just tired and shack !!!! I am sorry BB Heng. :'((