I think i must be crazy. I block and deleted all those from COU except those uncle and aunties from FB. I know i shouldn't even do that. But think about it, why do i care so much?!?
When you add them into FB, what did you get from them? Nothing... They just like to Stalk alot of time. I SHALL HACK CARE AND DELETE THEM FROM MY ACCOUNT.
Well... I must say this one and for all. Im not going to accept anyone unless that person can read my mind and know what i want. Seriously, I just want to go to the BEACH!!! A SIMPLE WISH BUT NO ONE ANSWER. Hais....
Dear Cheryln Choo, I have put in my effort. Im Tired!!! Too tired to patch things up for your 21st. Just like I never attend Yiwen's 21st. I guess it really take a lot of time to heal cos I took a lot of time to get back Yiwen as my friend again. :(
Recapz: We used to talk to each other and met up at East. Walk to her home and spend time at the park. Those were really memorables to us. One day, I decided to give you a surprise. Telling you I do not have the present for your 21st. (which i already got it with my BF evon at Taka) Then worst thing strike is Friday Law Class change to Sat Law Class. I have no choice but to meet you evening. From there, you changed...
Start telling me you are meeting your friends and cannot meet me. So I was very very disappointed. I decided to let you choose which day to meet me. You told me no time to meet. So I waited.
When you finally meet me, you never talk to me. I tried everything, my heart cried. My soul sad. But you never know. So I decided to let you go home alone. You said that you cried. But I told my heart pain. We never talk for a month until you started messaging me again. I started with smile and hope. But again... you asked. Why... Why must you be the last one to message me on my 21st?
I started to blame myself. Apologise for everything and wish for a 2nd chance. You told me this.. Age Gap is our biggest problem.. I keep quiet and regret saying.
Then I move on with my life. 2012 came, you message me do you still remember what you have promise me? I told you YES, I will always be your Donald. And you smile. You asked me, do you still remember I said about Age Gap?!? My opinion has changed. I smile. Started with my text and trying to meet up with you like last time. But I failed. Weeks before we met up, you type this... Do you know that everyone only has one time 21st? You told me how important that day was to you. I told you once again how regret i am. I even told you to decide carefully. I really don't wish to quarrel over and over again for this 21st. You said you need time to think about it. I decided to give you more time. You said you wanted to meet me on my bday but you claim that you have gastric. Because the person likes you, so he forgive you. (But whats the truth behind only you know)
You wanted to meet up on Vday. I have class. I gave up. I went for that date. Hopefully it will change. But.. it never appears to be what i wanted... You told me that your mum told your dad about us. (not even together yet) and he object it. So you asked/told me... I told you that you are big enough to decide for yourself. In the meantime, I can seriously sense that you doesn't want this to be continue. So i have to decide for US. I choose to GIVE UP not because of your dad.
IT IS BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.
A lot of things I wanted to say in front of you but i didn't. Reason is because you gave me a lot of excuses. I really HATE IT! Now i have decide the way i wanted this story to be ending, i SHALL NOT REGRET!!!
I HOPE THAT DOWN THE ROAD, YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME. SINCERCELY ME MISS YOU... .. .
