Once bitten twice shy.

That is happening to me now. Miranda starts to ask about our future when she told me she doesn't want to get married early. Then why again telling me about you stress over our future?!?
I'm so tired of relationship when everyone started a new family and me, myself, stuck at a room with my brother. None of my family members understand our feeling; not even our parents. All they care is their shelter and does we make enough money for them. We as the next generation really felt helpless. We cannot even afford to have our own room while others able to live happily in theirs. Although we never complain but our heart to heart is communicating. Sometimes, I really wish to blast out in front of my family. Though our income increase, we still cannot afford a hdb flat of our own. The standard of living is way too high in singapore.

Yet once again, Miranda doesn't understand my feeling. I always get very very bothered and irritated by the way she hide her feeling and start telling me when I needed to focus my job the next day. Hated the way when I asked her if there is anything wrong and I always get that nothing nothing..
If you really have nothing, don't text me the problem before my bedtime. That is super irritating BITCH!!!!! Really upset by the way she told me about future.

When we started, you told me it is alright and we can prove the world everything is wrong. But why now!!! Why again asking me we need time to think about our future. I had told you my plan for the future. Yet you still suspect. Then what is the point of you comparing with all my ex. If you really think that you have doubts in my credibility, then don't hold my hand. Because my fingers are waiting for the right one!