If you ask me again, I still wish to propose to her under the tree.

The other day when Dear and me went swimming @ Toa Payoh Swimming pool, we passby a tree that dropped these white flowerz. We manage to catch our own luck. I just need that for Euro 2008. Hahaz... Just joking... :P

Bought a package of biscuit for my XxF.

Hope she likes it just like I do.

Thankz for the "Sex and the City" movie and Shi Lin dinner... So nice and YummY!!!

Simply like you so much... :)))

My MUM is still the BEST!!!!!!!!!

My DAD is a LOSER!!!!!!!!!

My Grandma is a PRETENDER!!!!!!!!!

My Uncle is a F*CKER!!!!!!!!

My Brother is a JOKER!!!!!!!!!

Myself is a 罪のない嘘!!!!!!!!

My Family is playing a Monopoly Game of MIND.....

You better DON'T F*UCK WITH US..... I MEAN IT... DON'T EVEN TRY!!!!!

Latest upload video clip @ 3am. I simply just love this song. How I wish I can play guitar. Still rem last time when I play guitar was in sec.2. Learning half way and was given up due to laziness. Hahaz...

My cousin arrived at 12.15am just now. Was with my parents and aunt to fetch her. She bought a wine that I request. Can't wait to open and drink. Hahaz...

Later 7.30am got to wake up and now still cannot sleep. 4 hours more to go... So sian...

*I feel like crying... Just feel like crying and crying...

I need a major change in my life.

My name, my finance, my everything that is going to be related with me.

Happy bday to my X.GF :)))

*No matter what happen, I promise I will always be there by your side.

I have QUIT my job finally. This recruitment consultant is really not my cup of tea. Cannot imagine i stay for 8 days without learning anything. Basic cold calling is = to boring job.

Somemore pay low, benefit no good. Arrange interview and people never turn up. Kana scold by client company somemore. What the FUCK! I declare myself "FREE" from that recruitment thing. But one thing at least i am happy with... Can able to stay for 8dayz over there. Now i can understand previous colleague who work 3 dayz and left. Hahaz... :P

These 2 weekz met up with my X-GF, old friend and XXF!!! So happening...

Today going to tann myself at the pool side and keep my mind awake. :)))

Went out with XXF to temple, raffles city and bugis for lunch and dinner.

We had MOS Burger before went library at bugis to do some research. Then we head down to raffles city for window shopping. Took a whole evening at raffles city. We had soupspoon for dinner and MOS Burger again. Hahaz... Healthy choice for the night cos she caught a flu in the library. So she need some hot stuffz. Poor girl...

She bought a shirt for working. Actually we were only window shopping and was browsing for a suit. End up she bought the white shirt. Hahaz... Although we had a short time but we really had a great time together.

Hope the sweetz kept all the memoriez in her mind forever and ever...

Man Utd 1-1 Chelsea
Cristiano Ronaldo (26)
Frank Lampard (45)

Last night was an Incredible spot kick drama. Goalkeeper Edwin van der Sar was the hero with a penalty save to deny Nicolas Anelka after Chelsea captain John Terry had missed the chance to win the Blues the trophy by firing his own spot-kick hit the post. Lady luck wasn't with Chelsea. Poor Chelsea...

Champions League Final 2008 (Moscow): Manchester United

The first 2 goals from each team.

Drogba makes Chelsea pay the price of losing 1 penalty taker!!! Follow by Penalties that didn't make it.

Mercy's bady was a wonderful one. QL is next. Hahaz... My life is up and down again. WTF!!!

Now my feeling is so so sad. I didn't make it for Consumer Behavior exams. I just don't believe that i cannot score at least 50%. Damn it...

I cannot blame anyone but myself for playing so so much during exams time. But i also cannot imagine passed so many exams and only left with 2 more to go, i flunk the FUCKING CB!!!!!
My mind goes blank in class. I cannot think for now and following few days. I guess i really got to change my attitude. I need to cancel all my holidayz mood. Haiz...

Can anyone understand my feeling??? Really understand??? Or just telling me "Don't be Sad"

Photoz of food done by daddy and help out by me.

Last Sat was out to Jennifer's bday at downtown east. The rest of the dayz was making home make durain stuffs. Wasn't all i do but my daddy.

Also met up with ah 5 for blading and swimming but blading renting store did not open. So end up went swimming. He swim, i tanning. Hahaz... Today just went to nearby community center to dig some soil for Dear and her sister's plant. Before that went to Toyogo to buy some plastic stuffz. Was surprise to see so many thingz sold there. Was a happy day out with Dear. I LOVE YOU, Muack~!~

These 2 night been watching soccer and having catch up with secondary friendz. Went visit vivocity on wed night. Nothing much changez over there. As usual, the same old vivocity!

Going to MISS Dear for these few dayz as I think she is right. We should not stick together too much. I going to do my own thingz once again. Last week just clean up my bicycle. This weekend going to sportz and repair my cousin's monitor. Gotta get myself to do something if not, i am going to bore to death soon. Going to catch up with NS friends soon as well.

Did send out a couple of resume for job. Hope got reply. Hahaz...

Man U won! Who's next???

Saw someone in facebook... Not tired eyes playing mind game. It's REAL!

Listen To The Song. Have some imagination where you and your lovez one be right now...

:)))

Starting to HATE staying at home.

1) Billz went up due to watching soccer at night!

2) Cash $$$ running low till i think i need a job soon.

3) Keep gambling until madness.

4) Cannot sleep at night and start playing PS2.

5) Hate myself and above all!!!

i bought a DRAW. But i wish to make it different tomorrow night. Shall I do something different? Hmm... A strong strong feeling that "C" will WIN over "M". Was my feeling strong enough?

So hard to predict. Shall be my last before i settle for work. How am i going to hunt for work? So so long never go for interview. Hahaz...

BRB...

Just came back from Zouk mambo. So long never go mambo. Last time was like every week wed sure visit. Now was like once a blue moon then go. Hahaz... :)))

Although it was only 10-1am but it feels like long hourz in there. Been to Phuture as well. But it wasn't as fun as i think. Maybe coz it was still early like 12am. Anyway, i had drank alotz. Mix with beer and vodka. Nearly gone case and was lucky able to dance at the dance floor to keep myself awake. Time now is 3.30am and was watching Barca VS Man U. Ronaldo miss penalty. What a pity!!!

Magi mee was my survivor for the nightz!!! :P

Tonight going to watch soccer again. Hahaz...

My studies start next Tue 29th April. So fast, so furious!!!

I need to rest my mind and computer! Hahaz...

Happy Earthday to everyone!!!

Happy Birthday to you as well...

The black arts of Africa have been described as shocking, sublime, bold, severe, dynamic, restrained, and expressive by connoisseurs in the West.

We should not look at, but also look into an object, to appreciate the cultural meaning of the work, and better understand the people who produced it.

Finally i have enough sleep and had my jogging last night after awhile.

Past few dayz were so tired coz been helping Dear to buy cloth, help cutting bitz of her project, and even bring the project to her school @ 7am. This time is her final year. Now i guess she is still sleeping at home. We are going to catch a movie and spend some timez together. Hahaz...

MAE, no matter what happen, i will always stay by your side giving you all the support you need. :)))

Today's Outing photoz with MAE... So happy to see her again. :)))

Ringing really makes someone angry especially in the morning when i was not prepare to wake up early. Shit~!~

Then afternoon MAE called to wake me up at 12pm to confirm meeting. Luckily she called coz the other time we didn't manage to meet up coz of this problem "Waiting for each other to call". Hahaz... We decided Jurong point. Better place to walk and movie as well. Watched "Definitely, Maybe" and went Swensen restaurant for lunchie. (We always do that once a year except last year) Sorry!!! :)))

She told me about her problem and i can understand. But it's her decision to decide. Well, after movie send her home coz she meeting her ah boy for seafood at JB. Hahaz... Was too tired to take bus home from CCK. Fall asleep in train and almost miss the stop. She keepz reminding me to upload the photoz. Arghz...

Got to upload to exchange something from her. Hahaz... :P

This is Guan yin ma give me lucky number under the light!!! Must buy 4D ah!!! Hahaz... (above all is joking)

I always remember people like to take photoz of their feetz... Somehow i did the same old silly thing. Hahaz... :P

Some strangerz (cute bunk walking down the stairz)

The bridge near my house. Car racing just started. Hahaz...

The opposite of ECP.

The 3/4 moon that i close up.

My bicycle.

Last night ECP Photoz. So long never cycle for this long... So Beautiful... Most important is "Never Give Up Till Last"

I went cycling for 5 hours. My legz are so tired now!!! So damn long never cycle for this long le. Last time my record is from AMK ave 10 to ECP at 1hour non-stop. now i took almost 2hours to reach there from TPY... Haiz... Losing all my stamina soon...

Actually i was cycling very fast but i don't know the way there. So in fact i make a big round and super duper long long track to ECP. Halfway almost get KILL at Geylang Road. Heavy traffic during 10+11pm. Then i went to Esso at Manhattan road for a H2O drink. Hahaz...

Night cycling was damn fun. Big splash has changed alotz. Got a cozy place there! And a BIG Carl's JR. Sometime it's better to go cycle alone. Alotz of troublez in your mind will go off. Hehez...

Most important, there are not as many people fishing at Bedok Jetty like last time. Complete my journey for tonightz!!!

Got so many timez of my day! I am going to do somethingz i should have done long long time ago. Going out to hunt for "Animalz" Soon..... I might come back from HELL. Call me the Hell Raiser...........................................................................................................

One track found when i was bored !!! It RocKz my day!!! Click yourself and Enjoy the music!!!

:)))

I cannot go Utah. I really feel very very SAD!!!

I HATE this kind of feeling...

Tonight is another drinking night at home. When will I ever ever stop this kind of emoz...

I WANT MY HOLIDAYz!!!!!

Examz OVER for these 2 modules. Only got 2 weekz break before next module startz.



Alotz of thingz to do and think about whether to work a not. I am just fickle-minded about what i need to do. I think i better stick to what i suppose to do... Haiz... Really HATE that...



Last night was a better night among these 2 monthz except for zouk class gathering. Went shopping with XXF. Had a korean Fei cui at Taka. It was a great meal I had for that day. Coz morning only had one tea, two eggz and one slic of bread only loh. Hahaz... Then she bought a chanel gift for her friend at Lido. We decided to go chilled out. We walked from Lido to Timbre. Sorry, XXF!!! If not for the walking, your feet won't get hurt. But i did repay you for the drinkz. After all, the walk was fun and abit scary at Park Mall and SMU. Hahaz... I even try to delicate songz for you. Too bad, they played the songz earlier before we went! Hahaz... I believe that ONLY such a guy like me will "hurt" you. (I mean your FEET) Hahaz... :)))

If it is Impossible, then I will TRY to make it Possible when i still alive, I Promise!!!

I don't understand WHY i always got scolded when everyone's feeling moody. When i feel moody? Anyone CAREz??? WTH...

Recapz on 11th: Part time maid yesterday for 2 hourz. Got scolded coz making the kitchen, living room and even clothez oily. Even it is oily, cannot ask me to clean the whole living room right? Ridiculous!!! I am just trying to make something for you to eat. If YOU don't appreciate it. Then it's FINE!!!

Never mind... I wanted to mop the floor but insisted me to use cloth. Hey, I m not MAID OK. Never mind again... I clean up with cloth. I even clean the living room. Worst thing happen... Even wanted to cook magi mee after i clean up the whole kitchen. Making me even angrier. Argh...

About to left that time then i realised i was suppose to be worker as well. Going there not to cook but help to do homework. I couldn't imagine such a thing happen to me. Don't ever ask me to TAKE photoz again if you think I am lousy. Coz you really make me SICK of helping YOU. Yeah!!! YOU!!!

Muffinz for the DaY.

Dear's new hairstylist design for her. Cool right? Hahaz...

Photoz for Dear's present. Before & After

Exams preparation is good. But quite worry when come to actual exam time start. Always got exams FEAR that carries with me. Haizzz... So Strong yet so Weak. That's my weakness!

Passed Dear's belated present. Hope that she likes alotz... It's not expensive but abit... Hahaz... :)))

I have nothing much to do at home so bake some muffinz today as well. Those i bake before cannot be eaten... Hahaz... Today one is a great improvement.

Whole day trying to slack again... Life still goes onz... :P

Exams this 2 weekz. First paper on 9th. Second is on 15th.

Gotta Chiong for these 2 paperz !!!

Dear's Bday gift is here !!! Waiting for her to open up this present.

:)))

Random photoz for tonight...

Just came back from a secondary school classmate bday celebration at Zouk.

Had a really wonderful chat with my classmatez. So damn bloody long time never chat with them. Hahaz...

I need my oversea holidayz... Really MISS alotz of thingz...

:(((

3 dayz time examz. Am I prepared???

These are all bullshit!!!

Everytime Complain!!!

No time to finish submission!!!

No time to meet ME!!!

But got time to work for Roadshow!!!

WHATEVER !!!

Random photoz for tonight. :)))

Daddy is resting at home for 28 dayz before the right eye can be see again. Doctor says there is still some blood cot inside his eye.

Hmm... 28 dayz is like have to bend down and slp for these dayz. cannot lift the head up unless bathing. Got abit tired at home now. Been sleeping late at night and wish to change the time. hahaz...

I am not going to USA. Unless someone is going with me. I just feel that it's not worth the $ to go alone. Sorry to those who wish to buy thingz from US. I cannot help you all at the moment. Maybe next time ba... :)))

Random Photoz came acrozz:

Need all these to motivate myself again. Need to do training... Lousy march 2008. USELESS!

Daddy is going minor operation on eyes today.

Trying to study hard at night was a good idea. Only night fallz helpz a better kidz.

Feel like going holidayz but I go a feeling I cannot go to USA find my cousin...

God... Still sick with FLu.

Happy Qing Ming Jie!!!

Going to pray hard for ah Gong to give me 4 numbers. Hahaz...

joking lah~!~ Lah~!~ Lah~!~ :P

Happy Anniversary to US. You know who you are... ;)))

Simply just Love you as i always do. Muack~!~

Suddenly, i finish up what i should have complete tomorrow. Now it's time to go study awhile before bed. :P

New blogskin finally done! Tiring...

Still got one more thing to finish up this blogskin. :)

New blogskin after along along time...

This month is so long...

Examz are drawing closer and closer...

What am i suppose to do???

Hope is still around. Got to try harder...

The luck was just so bad... I LOST...

I need my LUCK! God Please help ME~!~

Project finally finish... Hahaz... Now only left with studies to do. I hope i can pass these two smoothly...

I was simply doing nothing and rot at home. Hahaz... Went to Chinatown with Dear today to carry mani queen. Had a great dayz eating toad porridge. Then took a cab home. Hehe...

Tomoro i m going down to IT fair to buy my stuff. I wanted a external hardisk to put all my important photoz and filez... I thinking 80G or 120G. Haiz... so head pain.... :(((

Always Be Happy!!! :)))

One project down! One more to go!!!

This week is once again so so busy... I have got to do better for this time round coz the marcom project seems to be on the dot only. Hahaz...

Recapz on the 29th: My cousin's John wedding at Furama riverfont. Went to help out from morning till night. Although we are not close but I still help abit coz after all I felt that we are cousinz.

After 1st march, been doing nothing in the morning coz can slp late liao mah. Hahaz... Then rot at home and meet up with dear before i finish up the presentation powerpoint before 4th march. Sometimes I felt that I have put in alotz of effort. So plz bear with my complainz as I PUT IN EFFORT for to do project. If u think u have any comment, then plz come and do. Stop asking me also. READ THE PROJECT!!! Hahahaz....

Felt so tiring now after spending so many timez run up to amk mac and down to my house at 3am morning. Sian~!~

I had been asked by so many people... "WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER YOU QUIT?"

I understand that everyone is concern for me. But i really don't know wat i want to do. I know i needs a job. But I wish to set up my own business to success. I know i need capital. I have some but when i know that family is going to have financial problem handling the house loan, i keep thinking should i just do my own and leave them alone? I might be poor but i don't want my $ to pay for a house where no one wantz to contribute except my mom. Haiz...

Now i just want to finish the project and hand up to Emily on friday. The rest, leave it after friday and I promise will look into this big matter. :)))

Cheerz everyone! :)))

My last day at Tommy Hilfiger tomorrow morning. All the best to everyone and thankz for the gift.

Friends forever!!

:)))

Project week once again. This time round really shortage of talented people. We will try our BEST to do. Without who also cannot. More heads are better than one. I always believe in it.

4 more modules to clear the dipolma course. I MUST Make it through !!!

Thankz god for passing the last two. Now worries only focus on these two at the moment. Submission next week. Diez..............


:(((

Strawberry cake from Bakerzin by Cyful :)

Long Sleeve Tee from Dear ( I like the Black one more than white )

Perfume from Siew Li

T-shirt from Lirong

complete gift for bday

Uncomplete upload.

Happy V.Day to Everyone.



Recapz on my Birthday celebration: Went swimming in the morning and recieve a few sms from friendz reminding me that I am OLD. Thankz to whoever SMS me. Hahahaz... Don't get jealous, one day u will reach my stage as well. Hahaz... Met up with Dear in the evening coz she got class until 4pm. We went to T3 for dinner. She bought me a cake, 2 long sleeve T-shirtz and 1 cute cute vibrating cushion. Hahaz...



We ate Teppanyaki @ Sake sushi. We order lobster set. Damn nice :)))

Then I decided to took a bus home coz too tired of walking. End up we miss our stop and change bus from Esplanade. Hahaz... I told her i just want a simple celebration this year so we went to Garden and celebrate. I tried to borrow lighter to light up the candle but end up cannot success as the wind was too strong. :(((

Really had a wonderful night with Dear.

I LOVE U, Dear! Muack~!~

I LOVE all the presents that you gave me. :)))

Today is my BIRTHDAY! :)

I WISH EVERYONE HAPPY LIKE ME FOREVER AND GO LUCKY EVER. WISHES ALL THE POOR KIDz IN THE WORLD GOT FOOD TO EAT. :)))

Still got 12 days @ Tommy Vivocity. :)))

I have decided to change blogskin and take a few more leaves before I left the company.