I had interview almost 10 jobs. All reject because they think I am wasted to work for admin or corporate sales. They think I should work in customer service line. Worst thing is they don't have a job for me on that. Hahahaz...

4 months never work. I am so so bloody hell lucky to find myself survive but struggling... Now I look for temp job and they still ask me the same question, why didn't you chose customer serivce assistant??? Now I had change my mind !!! I work for customer service line... And i want to work not because of my interest but the fact that everyone thinkz I am much more suitable for that. WTF!!!

I start to increase my expected pay and see who will hire me. Hahaz... :P

Just came back from Dear's Grandpa funeral at Lakeview 2 hours back. It was full of taskz for me. Should I say poor me???

First thing i do is help her father set up table for guest to seat. Secondly, went Shop and Save to buy 15 packetz of sweetz, 4 packetz of 3 in 1 coffee, 15 packetz of peanutz and 2 rows of paper cup. At last, I carried alone. Walking almost 2km in and out just to buy and carry these. I am not angry, i just felt that after all i am also a guest right. Sometimez, i just think that they really no brain loh. All got car also never want to go. Maybe the price of oil is expensive, then sell it away, DUDE!!!

Most happening part coming... I was walking back alone and saw this ah gong walking in front 100m dropped somethingz. At first, I thought he was throwing rubbish. When i walked closely, I saw pack of $50 notez. I think got $500 together. I picked the $500 sweating like hell and chase after ah gong. Kept calling him but he never reply, then I tapped him and told him his $ dropped then he came to realise. He wanted to give me $50 for repayment but I never take coz I think it's his hard earn $ or he might need the $ that's why he cash out so much in the night. We talk for awhile and he suddenly disappeared... I just feel happy that I didn't take the $. Although, I always wish that sky could drop me some $$$... Hahaz... :P

QL did a great help to walk out with me again to change the sweetz as I bought too much and need to exchange. Hahaz... Thank you!!! And also Thanks for your cousin's ride home.

Goodnight Folkz!!! :)))

Yesterday watched Don't mess with Zohan with Dear and QL.

Was very very sick but doesn't wish to stay at home so went to catch a movie instead. A very funny movie. After movie went home and temperature rise from afternoon 37.5 to 38.2 whole body was so hot inside and cold outside. I couldn't slept well last night. Waking up every hour. Worst night for this year.

Morning temperature rise again from 38.2 to 38.5, No choice but to follow and see chinese doctor with my mum. I am so tired and she always like to do this kind of thing to me. Anyway, I really got no strength to talk back so just accompany her.

Now was better after resting in bed during the late morning, dropped to 37.0

:)))

I AM FEELING SO so so so so so so so sosososososososo.... SICK!!!!

:(((

*Simply HATE this kind of FEELNG. Arghzzzzzz...

Happy Belated Birthday to my Grandmum. Although I was at home but I didn't attend cutting cake. I went for a movie with Dear. It's my idea...

Watch the HULK!!! So incredible!!! Sorry to Dear Dear coz I didn't close her house fridge properly. Anyway, I know it's already past but I still don't think that it's my fault coz I think everyone makes mistake and I even say so many sorry to you. Haiz...

Afternoon help my daddy to wrap popiah. Kana scold by him and ask me to leave the kitchen. If mummy never ask me to help her do all these, I think I don't even want to HELP all these. Everyone can start to say I am SELFish or SLACKer!!! Whatever... ;/

I just went to play badminton with Dear and her sister. Had a jogging session as well.

Yeah~!~ Just came back from East Coast Park...

Went cycling with Dear and get some sunset tanning as well. At first, I was trying to bring Dear to the new big splash park where they have got a bigger space for blading. But I think I had no luck with blading coz I had been trying to blade since last month. No luck was with me. I just don't know why they don't open for weekdayz. Why did they bother to write monday-wednesday, 3-8pm where we reach there 3.30pm.

Kaoz... __

Lucky we walk to mac house that side and do cycling. We had a long cycle to the other end and took some photoz. Just as I thought, it always peaceful with one end...

I cannot believe I had reject a job. I think their 6 millions turnover sound attractive but that's not the point.

Just don't wish to work in long long hours standing at suntec city and asking people to sign up for this plan or that plan. Just not my cup of tea that I am looking for. So different from what I am looking for.

Never mind. Just continue to find another one. Don't believe cannot get a job. Hahaz... :)))

If you ask me again, I still wish to propose to her under the tree.

The other day when Dear and me went swimming @ Toa Payoh Swimming pool, we passby a tree that dropped these white flowerz. We manage to catch our own luck. I just need that for Euro 2008. Hahaz... Just joking... :P

Bought a package of biscuit for my XxF.

Hope she likes it just like I do.

Thankz for the "Sex and the City" movie and Shi Lin dinner... So nice and YummY!!!

Simply like you so much... :)))

My MUM is still the BEST!!!!!!!!!

My DAD is a LOSER!!!!!!!!!

My Grandma is a PRETENDER!!!!!!!!!

My Uncle is a F*CKER!!!!!!!!

My Brother is a JOKER!!!!!!!!!

Myself is a 罪のない嘘!!!!!!!!

My Family is playing a Monopoly Game of MIND.....

You better DON'T F*UCK WITH US..... I MEAN IT... DON'T EVEN TRY!!!!!

Latest upload video clip @ 3am. I simply just love this song. How I wish I can play guitar. Still rem last time when I play guitar was in sec.2. Learning half way and was given up due to laziness. Hahaz...

My cousin arrived at 12.15am just now. Was with my parents and aunt to fetch her. She bought a wine that I request. Can't wait to open and drink. Hahaz...

Later 7.30am got to wake up and now still cannot sleep. 4 hours more to go... So sian...

*I feel like crying... Just feel like crying and crying...

I need a major change in my life.

My name, my finance, my everything that is going to be related with me.

Happy bday to my X.GF :)))

*No matter what happen, I promise I will always be there by your side.

I have QUIT my job finally. This recruitment consultant is really not my cup of tea. Cannot imagine i stay for 8 days without learning anything. Basic cold calling is = to boring job.

Somemore pay low, benefit no good. Arrange interview and people never turn up. Kana scold by client company somemore. What the FUCK! I declare myself "FREE" from that recruitment thing. But one thing at least i am happy with... Can able to stay for 8dayz over there. Now i can understand previous colleague who work 3 dayz and left. Hahaz... :P

These 2 weekz met up with my X-GF, old friend and XXF!!! So happening...

Today going to tann myself at the pool side and keep my mind awake. :)))

Went out with XXF to temple, raffles city and bugis for lunch and dinner.

We had MOS Burger before went library at bugis to do some research. Then we head down to raffles city for window shopping. Took a whole evening at raffles city. We had soupspoon for dinner and MOS Burger again. Hahaz... Healthy choice for the night cos she caught a flu in the library. So she need some hot stuffz. Poor girl...

She bought a shirt for working. Actually we were only window shopping and was browsing for a suit. End up she bought the white shirt. Hahaz... Although we had a short time but we really had a great time together.

Hope the sweetz kept all the memoriez in her mind forever and ever...

Man Utd 1-1 Chelsea
Cristiano Ronaldo (26)
Frank Lampard (45)

Last night was an Incredible spot kick drama. Goalkeeper Edwin van der Sar was the hero with a penalty save to deny Nicolas Anelka after Chelsea captain John Terry had missed the chance to win the Blues the trophy by firing his own spot-kick hit the post. Lady luck wasn't with Chelsea. Poor Chelsea...

Champions League Final 2008 (Moscow): Manchester United

The first 2 goals from each team.

Drogba makes Chelsea pay the price of losing 1 penalty taker!!! Follow by Penalties that didn't make it.

Mercy's bady was a wonderful one. QL is next. Hahaz... My life is up and down again. WTF!!!

Now my feeling is so so sad. I didn't make it for Consumer Behavior exams. I just don't believe that i cannot score at least 50%. Damn it...

I cannot blame anyone but myself for playing so so much during exams time. But i also cannot imagine passed so many exams and only left with 2 more to go, i flunk the FUCKING CB!!!!!
My mind goes blank in class. I cannot think for now and following few days. I guess i really got to change my attitude. I need to cancel all my holidayz mood. Haiz...

Can anyone understand my feeling??? Really understand??? Or just telling me "Don't be Sad"

Photoz of food done by daddy and help out by me.

Last Sat was out to Jennifer's bday at downtown east. The rest of the dayz was making home make durain stuffs. Wasn't all i do but my daddy.

Also met up with ah 5 for blading and swimming but blading renting store did not open. So end up went swimming. He swim, i tanning. Hahaz... Today just went to nearby community center to dig some soil for Dear and her sister's plant. Before that went to Toyogo to buy some plastic stuffz. Was surprise to see so many thingz sold there. Was a happy day out with Dear. I LOVE YOU, Muack~!~

These 2 night been watching soccer and having catch up with secondary friendz. Went visit vivocity on wed night. Nothing much changez over there. As usual, the same old vivocity!

Going to MISS Dear for these few dayz as I think she is right. We should not stick together too much. I going to do my own thingz once again. Last week just clean up my bicycle. This weekend going to sportz and repair my cousin's monitor. Gotta get myself to do something if not, i am going to bore to death soon. Going to catch up with NS friends soon as well.

Did send out a couple of resume for job. Hope got reply. Hahaz...