Today, Tomorrow, The Day After Tomorrow, Future is so hard to predict...

I have completed Singapore Bay Run with the coming (uploading). I have always ask myself what did I achieve in my LIFE??? What I really want to do and what have I got to bring back something that I LOST during my school life. And Yes, I completed the run with 417 out of 2062 people in Singapore Bay Run with the age of 27 this year. Hahaz... :P

I felt that I can improve more but still, I didn't give in my BEST timing. I enjoy every moment with Dear and my friendz during that morning. Photoz are with Dear. My friendz and I earn the medal with proud!!! Now my next target is Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2008, 42.195km, Full Marathon. I have already register through my cousin and she will be as well taking part in it.

I am damn busy with recent work due to new colleague coming in and need some tutoring around. Hahaz... I think they must be thinking why I am so hard working... But I don't might fooling around with them as well. Hahaz... :D

A lotz of people from different department keep asking me why I never join the government sector. All I can tell them is I just ended my course. Actually, I wanted the chance so much that I might lose confident in working for lately. Strezz... :((

Anyway, 1 thing that motivate me now is 4 hourz ago, I just completed 10km again. Looking forward to 15km soon... :)))

Yesterday was a mundee day for me. Whole day until the sun fallz and today was a busy day for me as I got new thingz to learn. :)))

I am going for the AHM Run on coming sunday. I am ready for the run. Hope everything goes smoothly as I am taking it as a form of training for the FULL marathon in DEC.08

Next month is a gathering for the guyz on the 2nd week and also my DEAREST BROTHER going for National Service. This month is a HELL test for me to see my performance in HDB. And also went for first interview after my examz. Hopefully more to come...

Finally, my examz are all OVER!!!

No need to travel to Tiong Bahru @ 7pm!!!

No need to tell whoever that need to study on TUE & FRI NIGHTzzz!!!

No need to seat inside class for 3 hourz!!!

No need to worry for EXAMzzz!!!

I just LOVE another weekend that is arrive. I am going to meet Dear for a movie tomorrow and get myself a pair of new shoes. Then evening going to downtown east for a classmate gathering... Hopefully tomorrow is a nice weather for dating. Hahaz...

I think I need to study these few nightz. I need my nightz as I cannot study in the morning. Dman it... :(((

4 dayz to examz... Work EXTRA HARD, DICK!!!

Today is abit unlucky. Kana a complain by applicant who came down to hub and do a declaration but he/she was told by the counter no need to do. He/she actually EITHER mistaken my communication on phone OR he/she is a STUPID IDIOT!!!!!

Worst thing is the whole department knows about my case and I had got confront by people who judge my understanding knowledge. I really HATE, HATE!!!! people who don't trust my knowledge. I can understand what is SELF-Employed & Unemployed!!! Don't need your explanation unless I am retarded. When I asked you about case number, you can't even tell me. Why??? Because SHY??? MY ASS, Sweetie !!! __

Now I can really understand why all the part timer says don't work in gov. sector. Damn it !!!!!

Recapz moment: Was in Neux studying for the last 2 dayz after working hourz. I am trying to store as much as I can coz time is really really running out. Was envy about Sally and Charles that they are leaving soon... Charles help me alotz in my job. Sally is the best entertainment
buddy to me. Too bad, good timez alwayz run out fast... Hope they will MISS me as I am going to MISS them soon, real soon...

Using My N80 which I always complain about. But good shotz!!!

Self-shotz!!!

Today is a BUSY day for me after I started working in HDB HUB. Alotz more quiet and tonz of workz for me.

I need to change my passwordz but cannot be activate until next day. So I need to take over Sally's job coz she's in camp orientation for 3 dayz. I forgotten to bring my water bottle and was damn thristy. I was busy printing 5 setz of 45 copies with 5-12 pages in each copy. My whole day was stuck with photocopy machine. WorsT thing is I work OT until 7.15pm then manage to leave the room. Last but not least, I DIDn'T manage to clear my filez to filing room today. I guess tomorrow morning is to clear that filez before I can start a fresh day. Haiz... :(((

Lucky, I manage to put my ear studz on time coz my mum forbid me since young. Anyway, in order to return her a favour, I ended with 2 studz on my left ear. Hahaz... :PpP

The process of piercing is damn PAIN. I swear if my kidz are to put studz, I rather they put when they are young, not NOW, like me, so poor thing. :"(

I had a tiring DAY starting with 10am swimming and tanning session with Dear till 12pm. More tanning than swimming part coz today is sunday and it's god damn lotz of people in the pool. Hardly got space to swim nor tanning. Boringzzz...

Was too tired that I fall asleep until Kechen sms me for meet up point and time. We met up at yio chu kang stadium 5pm but I was late so we started off around 5.45pm. Guanzhi finish his 12 rounds, Kechen ended with 15 and I was last to finish the whole run with 18 roundz in 35mins lane 2 non stop running...

Went to amk hawker center for satay bee hoon. Damn nice but queue for 10mins coz the food is damn famous. After food, went to buy snowflake for dessert at amk hub. Saw kokfei while walking towards the hub. He will be joining the AHM as well. I think most of us are still as fit as last time. It's just time that they need to train and regain what they wish for. :)))

Weekendz... Simply just LOVE it !!!

My 1st AIM now is Every sunday evening East Coast Park Training for 10km run.

2nd AIM is every week at least die die 3 chapters of revision for coming examz.

3rd AIM is REST more as I can. :)))

Complete my 6km jogging this morning at TPY stadium without timing myself. I would say it was really not easy for me to run this long as I don't really train in long distance. I just don't wish to strezz myself over the time system method. It seems like way back in army's life when all my campmatez and I almost everyday training for IPPT and Army Half Marathon.

So memorable of my NS life. Now I am so so attracted by Dear and QL taking part in all the event coming up 2nd half of the year. I need to plan carefully if I really want to join the event. Exams coming soon and I need to release my strezz... :)))

Project over and classez ending next week. 2 weekz before examz and I am not well prepare yet. I don't wish to prepare anymore. I want to end it soon.

I don't understand. I really don't understand... I always thought I never calculate wrong but not this time anymore. I always thought that the person who I trust is worth for me to trust. But it's all FAKE!!! Damn bloody FAKE!!!

Now I realised XxF is right, working with the group can vomit out blood and bleed when you realised the knife is behind your back. Damn it! The person whom you always close with and do project with end up to be the one who throw faces at you and most important is, her SELFISHness blind herself in the group. $11 is what I paid for our friendship. Thank god, it is all over. Lastly depend on ourself is so so much better than others.

Dear's going for an interview for kindergarten PAP part time teacher for 2 months tomorrow morning at toa payoh. Hope she gets the job so that she no need to worry about $. Hahaz...

I really need to plan my studies. I cannot play play anymore. One word is what I need, CONCENTRATE.

Jia You, Serene!!!

A rushing week had just past. New week for july just arrived.

Recapz: Whole week was like so fast for me. Went reservist for a week from 30th june to 5th july. But on the 4th july, I am already back at home resting. Hahaz... So heng heng loh. Just lucky to process out just in time to see Dear's Bestie won the Miss Singapore Sweetheart 2008. I am proud of her winning the title but don't know is it the future career for her coz I can sense that winning the title is going to be a busy year for her.

Ser: No matter how tough the road is going to be, you MUST hang on coz we are always behind you supporting you!!!

This month is a lucky month for me coz I also won my Marksmanship + IPPT Sliver award in ICT. Total of $400 to pay my billz. Hahahaz... :P

I had interview almost 10 jobs. All reject because they think I am wasted to work for admin or corporate sales. They think I should work in customer service line. Worst thing is they don't have a job for me on that. Hahahaz...

4 months never work. I am so so bloody hell lucky to find myself survive but struggling... Now I look for temp job and they still ask me the same question, why didn't you chose customer serivce assistant??? Now I had change my mind !!! I work for customer service line... And i want to work not because of my interest but the fact that everyone thinkz I am much more suitable for that. WTF!!!

I start to increase my expected pay and see who will hire me. Hahaz... :P

Just came back from Dear's Grandpa funeral at Lakeview 2 hours back. It was full of taskz for me. Should I say poor me???

First thing i do is help her father set up table for guest to seat. Secondly, went Shop and Save to buy 15 packetz of sweetz, 4 packetz of 3 in 1 coffee, 15 packetz of peanutz and 2 rows of paper cup. At last, I carried alone. Walking almost 2km in and out just to buy and carry these. I am not angry, i just felt that after all i am also a guest right. Sometimez, i just think that they really no brain loh. All got car also never want to go. Maybe the price of oil is expensive, then sell it away, DUDE!!!

Most happening part coming... I was walking back alone and saw this ah gong walking in front 100m dropped somethingz. At first, I thought he was throwing rubbish. When i walked closely, I saw pack of $50 notez. I think got $500 together. I picked the $500 sweating like hell and chase after ah gong. Kept calling him but he never reply, then I tapped him and told him his $ dropped then he came to realise. He wanted to give me $50 for repayment but I never take coz I think it's his hard earn $ or he might need the $ that's why he cash out so much in the night. We talk for awhile and he suddenly disappeared... I just feel happy that I didn't take the $. Although, I always wish that sky could drop me some $$$... Hahaz... :P

QL did a great help to walk out with me again to change the sweetz as I bought too much and need to exchange. Hahaz... Thank you!!! And also Thanks for your cousin's ride home.

Goodnight Folkz!!! :)))

Yesterday watched Don't mess with Zohan with Dear and QL.

Was very very sick but doesn't wish to stay at home so went to catch a movie instead. A very funny movie. After movie went home and temperature rise from afternoon 37.5 to 38.2 whole body was so hot inside and cold outside. I couldn't slept well last night. Waking up every hour. Worst night for this year.

Morning temperature rise again from 38.2 to 38.5, No choice but to follow and see chinese doctor with my mum. I am so tired and she always like to do this kind of thing to me. Anyway, I really got no strength to talk back so just accompany her.

Now was better after resting in bed during the late morning, dropped to 37.0

:)))

I AM FEELING SO so so so so so so so sosososososososo.... SICK!!!!

:(((

*Simply HATE this kind of FEELNG. Arghzzzzzz...

Happy Belated Birthday to my Grandmum. Although I was at home but I didn't attend cutting cake. I went for a movie with Dear. It's my idea...

Watch the HULK!!! So incredible!!! Sorry to Dear Dear coz I didn't close her house fridge properly. Anyway, I know it's already past but I still don't think that it's my fault coz I think everyone makes mistake and I even say so many sorry to you. Haiz...

Afternoon help my daddy to wrap popiah. Kana scold by him and ask me to leave the kitchen. If mummy never ask me to help her do all these, I think I don't even want to HELP all these. Everyone can start to say I am SELFish or SLACKer!!! Whatever... ;/

I just went to play badminton with Dear and her sister. Had a jogging session as well.