I have come to a conclusion of my diploma. I have decided to re-module my Consumer Behavior and re-examz my Sales Management. Thankz for all the carez and advise from friendz and family memberz. I will learn to grow stronger!!! I promise !!! :)))

I am damn damn FUCKING UNLUCKY!!!!!

My Examz resultz are out. No need to say anymore, I think whoever read this blog will know the resultz. I reazlied that during the time I work and study, I manage to pass my examz. After I quit my job, everythingz were like FUCK! Anyway, I am now happy working with the temp job I am holding to it. But I don't really think that I can hold on more as it 's only a temp job. :(((

Life must go on. I have been thinking to appeal for my exams or re module it. Haiz... Cannot make any decision. Someone please help me???

I know this is funny and cute! But still... I somehow like this skin. Hahaz... I don't know why I like all this kind of funny and cute little stuffz... :PpP

Recapz: Yiwen is back!!! She is back to help us clearing the documentz for few hours before she left to school from monday. She just came back to help abit. No much useful for us. Hahaz... :P
This week was pretty fast, or should I say I work and work until the timez fliezzzzz..... Hahaz... I can only say that now the department cannot lose Chris nor me!!! I have been working since july2008. I felt that I worked for yearz, just like TH. Recently, I kept hearing my namez flying around and asking for this and that. I know all these are SHIT work. That's why they ask me to do. But I never think of it coz I know they will feel the pain when they realized we are gone! Last week till now, I have been clearing tonz and tonz of application formz... I think got 200 casez. Chris has called like mad dog chasing after their documentz.

Worst thing is new staff came in was an old aunty who doesn't know computer but wanna ACT as she knowz... Damn it!!! I have got to teach her close window screen, click here and there, how to look at emailz. I felt like I am overdoing it for what I had paid!!! The reason is because her first day working, she show me her salary being paid for $8.50!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! I only $7 per hour loh. That aunty who has decade yearz of experience working in society without computer knowledge can get fucking BETTER PAY than me!!! Damn fucking unfair!!!

Then best thing is she always act BLURR and push all the blamez to otherz!!! Let me tell you what she has done before I go to bed!

1) Tell me all her storiez about her children who workz in bank and earn big $

2) Change my chair for her own comfort. (Although I didn't saw she changed but I can see the chair that has the position back rest that is higher than otherz!!!)

3) Put wordz into my mouth is her BEST action! (I swear that I never taught her that way of doing documentz and she just put A-Z into my mouth, BITCH!!!)

4) Blamez otherz who is not around saying that the person taught her this way.

5) Alwayz ask me why this here and there. People don't pay you to ask, OLD LADY! Just get the documentz and forget it once and for all!!! Why so many yearz of working experience still want to ask so many questionz??? If itz related, then it'z FINE... BUT... Fucking NOT RELATED to what we are doing then why the HELL ask...

6) Took stationary without return!!! And BEST of all, left the rubbish staple bullet on my table and expect ME to help her clean!!!!!! FUCKING HELL AUNTY!!! 5 yearz ago, I am 100% sure that I will NEVER NEVER GIVE YOU FACE and scold in front of you even you are 60 yearz old!!!

7) Alwayz want to learn what I do. But she cannot catch up and ALWAYz delay my work!!! I do what, she wantz to KPO. Then alwayz ask me to teach her. BUT... She cannot catch up with what I have done and her memories are fallen apart. She tend to forget what I told her everytime. ARgHz....

I think she really gave me a "GOOD" impression working with her. At least, I am still happy ignoring her present in front of me. Hahaz... I think she realized that... WHATEVER, OLD LADY!!! No matter what I still kept something with me that I decided not to teach you all. Hahaz... :PpP

That's all Folk!!! Time to rest! Good the nightz !!! :)))

1st of all... New skin for myself!!! :)))

2nd, Lost all the linkz while trying out new skin... Sorry !!!

3rd, Happy Reading this short short blog. :P

Photoz taken at Swiss Merchant Court Buffet:

More than one week before I start to blog again. My dearest Brother came back on sunday afternoon after he book out. He was just like last time when I was enlisted. Black and duffy bag home with all the dirty and smelly clothes. Hahaz...

Was having night talk with him and realised that he does not really like the NS life. Don't even know what happen to him. Anyway, he is like that. He doesn't even want to speak much about how he fall in camp. Just told me he slip and fell. Just hope that he will be better after adopt a few months later.

Went jogging with Dear just now. Was chatting with her about my 42km run in 2months time. I don't have much time for training and personally feels that I don't have the heart to run. I hope I have the confident back which I lost it after I had a bad week before last. I had a really bad bad digestion on my stomach after the illness. I am now still having the pain in it. :(((

The day after tomorrow is service huddle day which I have to make a small little gift for my mystery partner (who she knows already). I had no idea of what to do or what to buy. Hahaz...

Alotz of time going wasted in my life after I have not longer becoming a part time student. Even in my work as well. I am just a temp staff which I think it's really a kind of wasting my time. I think it clearly for now. I will RESIGN once I get my diploma. CONFIRM. I think its really kind of wasting my time working as a part time staff. Monthly income didn't work out and I cannot just rot at home every sat and sun. :(((

Recapz: Lao celebrates her 20th birthday last sat as well. It suppose to be a nice dinner but went quarrel with Dear and thingz didn't work out after the dinner as well. Sorry LaoLao... Thankz for the dinner as well. Hope you like the mango cake coz I CHOSE IT!!! Hahaz... :P

Went to Swiss Merchant Court for buffet lunchie with Dear on Monday afternoon. Had a great fun eating durain, cakez and salmon... Hahaz... :))) Dear was so happy that day coz no need to pay as her aunt gave her the voucher to enjoy the lunch. We had a small quarrel again. Haiz... I really don't understand her nowadayz... I felt so annoying... :/

Last part of my blog... Happy Birthday to LaoLao and Yiwen. Hope this weekend is not going to be wasted like every weekend. Hahaz... :P

Recapz on wed (17/09/08): Went for KTV organize by Zhimin for her bday. Had a wonderful singing session and blindfold game on bday girl. I guess she really had a hard time in tasting those ugly stuff... Poor Girl... Hahaz...

Thursday and friday was not so busy as I take my time to clear my work. But don't know why someone still gave unnecessary thingz for us to do. I felt that it was rubbish for us. We do what we can and there is no need for you to give us EXTRA stuffz to do. Just hate that kind of feeling...

Saturday went Queenstown with Dear to look for her shoes. She is flickle minded about the price, the design, the right time to buy... Anyway, we went home after that and head to my aunty's house for dinner eventually I didn't have it.

Get to know Matt, my cousin's new BF from America. He is a nice guy and as long as my cousin LOVEz him, I will give her my blessing...

I had an upset stomach after I just had my dinner. I just wonder what had went wrong. Now I am having difficulties in breathing. :(((

Armour GuYz RocknG @ Downtown East 12,13,14 Sept 2008:

Upload My Dearest Brother (Jiong) Enlistment Day 12/09/2008:

Now my house is so QUIET after MasterFat (My Brother) went National Service last Friday. I can now understand the feeling of how he live in those 2 years when I was in NS during that time. I started to MISS the joke we always had at night, watching youtube together, sharing a bowl of magi mee and not forgetting playing PS2 together. Although, we always joke around in the middle of the night, we still kept our voice to minimum. But now... It's just QUIET every night...

Last Friday was his enlistment date: 12/09/2008. Went Tekong with my parents and his two friends. Everything was like back to the future for me. But Tekong was so much better than 40SAR where I started off with MoNo Intake in year 2002. Now it was so well fair to all the recruits. So envy to my brother!!! Hahaz...

Wonderful weekend as I spent it with my campmates after I send my brother to Tekong. Had a 3 days & 2 nights with the guys and simply drink and bbq throughout the weekend. I still glad that most people turn up. For those who never turn up, I will never ask again. Don't even bother to meet up coz you guyz SUCK!!! Wasted my SMS, BBQ stuffz and waiting for turn up.

My intention was to have a lantern night with Dear on Sunday itself. But due to her aggressiveness towards television program, spoil my mood... :(((
So I guess I have to wait another BIG full MOON which is countdown 363 dayz from now. :"(

Went back working this morning and realised I had an apple on the table. Still wondering who put on my table and almost all the temp staff got it. Thankz to the unknown person!!! So sweet of you... Someone spoken too loud in the morning and I started to ignore this person. I think this person is so annoying and it startz to get my nervezzz... :/

Let's just pray for another peaceful day and night. Hope my brother is getting use to the life. Better get well soon from illness and overcome Tekong...

Dear, I always want to make you HAPPY but you always cannot get my HAPPINESS. :(((

Recapz today Happy & Sad moment: Morning went to temple with my mum and brother. Got a message from "GOD" asking me not to change job since I am happy working now. That should be a piece of good news for me and my worry mum. Had curry puff and coffee with mum and brother at HANz upper Thomson road.

Went down to bugis to meet up with Dear. She told me she never bring shampoo and towel when we actually plan to go SENTOSA if the weather is good. I can understand she got alotz of thingz to do at home but what I cannot understand is why can't she just spend a few minutes to pack her stuffz the night before??? Anyway, I bought one huge towel and my wash bag along.

Went to Sentosa Tanjong Beach. Took alotz of photoz and got scare twice by different doggie. Hahaz... Then I suggest to eat Korean Fei Cui coz long time never eat with Dear. I thought this meal is going to be cheap as last time that I ate before but end up to be $75 for 2 of us. Yes, I admit I should not eat so expensive food. But.....

I have not spend alotz since last month with Dear. The only time I remember was MOS burger at TPY center. I just want to spend nice dinner with Dear but never expect she was upset about the payment. To all her friends: PLEASE DON'T BRING HER TO ANY RESTAURANT FROM TODAY ONWARDz!!! Please help her to SAVE $. I hope everyone understand what I say or what I mean.

Dear: I am SORRY to make you angry, cry and sad for all the stupid things, I say, I do and I act. But all these is to make our LOVE more fun, most entertaining and different from others!!! :)))

Today, Tomorrow, The Day After Tomorrow, Future is so hard to predict...

I have completed Singapore Bay Run with the coming (uploading). I have always ask myself what did I achieve in my LIFE??? What I really want to do and what have I got to bring back something that I LOST during my school life. And Yes, I completed the run with 417 out of 2062 people in Singapore Bay Run with the age of 27 this year. Hahaz... :P

I felt that I can improve more but still, I didn't give in my BEST timing. I enjoy every moment with Dear and my friendz during that morning. Photoz are with Dear. My friendz and I earn the medal with proud!!! Now my next target is Standard Chartered Singapore Marathon 2008, 42.195km, Full Marathon. I have already register through my cousin and she will be as well taking part in it.

I am damn busy with recent work due to new colleague coming in and need some tutoring around. Hahaz... I think they must be thinking why I am so hard working... But I don't might fooling around with them as well. Hahaz... :D

A lotz of people from different department keep asking me why I never join the government sector. All I can tell them is I just ended my course. Actually, I wanted the chance so much that I might lose confident in working for lately. Strezz... :((

Anyway, 1 thing that motivate me now is 4 hourz ago, I just completed 10km again. Looking forward to 15km soon... :)))

Yesterday was a mundee day for me. Whole day until the sun fallz and today was a busy day for me as I got new thingz to learn. :)))

I am going for the AHM Run on coming sunday. I am ready for the run. Hope everything goes smoothly as I am taking it as a form of training for the FULL marathon in DEC.08

Next month is a gathering for the guyz on the 2nd week and also my DEAREST BROTHER going for National Service. This month is a HELL test for me to see my performance in HDB. And also went for first interview after my examz. Hopefully more to come...

Finally, my examz are all OVER!!!

No need to travel to Tiong Bahru @ 7pm!!!

No need to tell whoever that need to study on TUE & FRI NIGHTzzz!!!

No need to seat inside class for 3 hourz!!!

No need to worry for EXAMzzz!!!

I just LOVE another weekend that is arrive. I am going to meet Dear for a movie tomorrow and get myself a pair of new shoes. Then evening going to downtown east for a classmate gathering... Hopefully tomorrow is a nice weather for dating. Hahaz...

I think I need to study these few nightz. I need my nightz as I cannot study in the morning. Dman it... :(((

4 dayz to examz... Work EXTRA HARD, DICK!!!

Today is abit unlucky. Kana a complain by applicant who came down to hub and do a declaration but he/she was told by the counter no need to do. He/she actually EITHER mistaken my communication on phone OR he/she is a STUPID IDIOT!!!!!

Worst thing is the whole department knows about my case and I had got confront by people who judge my understanding knowledge. I really HATE, HATE!!!! people who don't trust my knowledge. I can understand what is SELF-Employed & Unemployed!!! Don't need your explanation unless I am retarded. When I asked you about case number, you can't even tell me. Why??? Because SHY??? MY ASS, Sweetie !!! __

Now I can really understand why all the part timer says don't work in gov. sector. Damn it !!!!!

Recapz moment: Was in Neux studying for the last 2 dayz after working hourz. I am trying to store as much as I can coz time is really really running out. Was envy about Sally and Charles that they are leaving soon... Charles help me alotz in my job. Sally is the best entertainment
buddy to me. Too bad, good timez alwayz run out fast... Hope they will MISS me as I am going to MISS them soon, real soon...

Using My N80 which I always complain about. But good shotz!!!

Self-shotz!!!

Today is a BUSY day for me after I started working in HDB HUB. Alotz more quiet and tonz of workz for me.

I need to change my passwordz but cannot be activate until next day. So I need to take over Sally's job coz she's in camp orientation for 3 dayz. I forgotten to bring my water bottle and was damn thristy. I was busy printing 5 setz of 45 copies with 5-12 pages in each copy. My whole day was stuck with photocopy machine. WorsT thing is I work OT until 7.15pm then manage to leave the room. Last but not least, I DIDn'T manage to clear my filez to filing room today. I guess tomorrow morning is to clear that filez before I can start a fresh day. Haiz... :(((

Lucky, I manage to put my ear studz on time coz my mum forbid me since young. Anyway, in order to return her a favour, I ended with 2 studz on my left ear. Hahaz... :PpP

The process of piercing is damn PAIN. I swear if my kidz are to put studz, I rather they put when they are young, not NOW, like me, so poor thing. :"(

I had a tiring DAY starting with 10am swimming and tanning session with Dear till 12pm. More tanning than swimming part coz today is sunday and it's god damn lotz of people in the pool. Hardly got space to swim nor tanning. Boringzzz...

Was too tired that I fall asleep until Kechen sms me for meet up point and time. We met up at yio chu kang stadium 5pm but I was late so we started off around 5.45pm. Guanzhi finish his 12 rounds, Kechen ended with 15 and I was last to finish the whole run with 18 roundz in 35mins lane 2 non stop running...

Went to amk hawker center for satay bee hoon. Damn nice but queue for 10mins coz the food is damn famous. After food, went to buy snowflake for dessert at amk hub. Saw kokfei while walking towards the hub. He will be joining the AHM as well. I think most of us are still as fit as last time. It's just time that they need to train and regain what they wish for. :)))