Thanks BB Heng. Thank you for having everything in my life.

I understand your concern about mum over our relationship. So I have decided to make this decision myself instead. I know that no matter what, you won't want to make this decision. So I have to decide for you in order not to stress you.

It is not easy for us to walk this 1 and half year. We have try hard to maintain this relationship but failed. Don't stress so much as we will still be friends even we can't be together. I always believe in fate.

Hope we can meet again and be together again. Goodbye... :((

Its been 4 monthz...

2 more weekz before the first examz after 1 year I graduate from PSB Academy. I think everyone would have thought I have given up on this blog.

BOO~~!~~!~~

I am back again...

Gald to see the changez among everyone...

Can sense that everyone include her, is avoiding me...

Treating me like a stranger for so so long...

After so many yearz have passed...

I did not change... NOT at all...

I STILL NEVER FORGET TO BLOG... NEVER... .. .

Wow.. 3 monthz didn't blog. Did realised but slightly lazy. The only word that describe me. Hahahaz.... :p

I am sick again. Think about it, thankz to Hanisha, my classmate, who pass me the virus through the class. Fuck!!! I am so careless...

Recently went for a few job interview and has stopped applying coz I am going for a long holidayz in coming MAY. It was a last minute booking and this time I am really going far far away. :((
It's my dream to visit that country and it came true...

I am now taking some part time breeching modules. Hopefully I pass all my examz. Its really really stress to study again... But for my future and BB Heng, I will do my BEST. No matter how hard, I must do it. I have been going to school every weekend and finally get to complete my courses. Now I need to focus on work and other planz.

I am just tired and shack !!!! I am sorry BB Heng. :'((

7 days to a brand new week of 2011.

Let's start off with the last Monday of 2010.

My MONDAY wishes for 2011: Never ever BLUE BLUE again... Hope to STRIKE TOTO on every MONDAY (at least 1 time a month lah).

TUESDAY wishes for 2011: As usual, SOCCER TIME !!!!! No injuries throughout the YEAR 2011 especially towardz end of the game !!! I HATE INJURIES !!! SHOO ~~ SHOO~~~

WEDNESDAY wishes for 2011: meet BB Heng for DINNER every mid-week. Hopefully still can have lunch with her as 2010, STRIKE 4D, have fish soup... But I doubt I can wait for that moment anymore... .. . Well, as I type; mid-week dinner is for Dearest, hopefully... .. .

THURSDAY wishes for 2011: This is an unusual day, Thursday. Most of the time is for Soccer. But but but... I wish for more... .. something different. Strike TOTO!!!

FRIDAY wishes for 2011: A Simple dinner with friendz, colleaguez, buddiezz & faMILy memberz. A wonderful PARTY even though its along long time... .. .

SATURDAY wishes for 2011: OUTING, MOVIE LUNCH CUM DINNER WITH DEAREST BB HENG... .. . Most of the time is fully occupy, let's slot for a BIG MATCH !!! WooHOO !!!

SUNDAY wishes for 2011: IT's gonna be SLEEPING TIME !!!!! Let my wish come true on this very DAY ~!~!~!~ Amen !!! God Bless BB Loi !!! :pPp

Are you ready for Resolution of 2011... .. . :)))

sometimes, you just don't understand me. ..

sometimes, I hope you can just stopped. ..

But most of the time, things don't really goes well... .. .

1 more week to my holidays !!! Waited for almost 4 monthz right after I came back from Phuket with my brother. This year I have not book even one flight for next year 2011.

I think it might not be the same like now I used to be as I am trying to make a different next year. Yes, next year.

Another Defending Champion for both Touch Rugby and E-Gamming Held in Oct and Nov 2010. Once again, I prove myself that we can make it. Although E-Game I didn't even get any medal due to different team. But I feels that it has never been fair. But its ok. I don't blame them coz they are going to LOSE and MISS me soon. REAL SOON...

its 2nd day of my MC and I am trying to make full use of it.

First, I try to find out more on taipei and starting to plan day by day.

Secondly, I am trying to bend my knee and do more light exercise on my right knee.

Third, I must thanks alot of people who concern about my knee especially BB Heng who accompany me for these few dayz.. I LOVE YOU!

I AM A HAPPY BOY AGAIN... :)))

2x defending Champion = 1x injury knee !!!

That's what I have sacrifice to the Dept.

BB Heng accompany whole day yesterday and even she do sacrifice herself for the game of getting sun tanned.. The game was intense and weather was extremely hot!!!

I am still waiting for my right leg to recover and I will be kana scold by alot of people for sure !!! hahahaha... :p

Hopefully I can get 2 days MC. hehehehe... :pPp

1 more month to holidayz !!! This time is every girl's FAV !! hahaha... Not Hong Kong for sure..

1 more day to pay day !!! Even though i know the $ wasn't alot to me. I am still a HAPPY kidz !!! :pPp

Had my hair cut today!!! Cut a style something like Jay Park which I accidentally pick up his photo on the magazine. Hahaz... :p

Met up with BB Heng for slight breakfast before she went to work. I still continue to sleep on my lovely SUNDAY !!! :)))

almost 20 dayz never post a single blog... Time fly and I have totally forget that I used to blog.
:(((

I have view my PSA pay. It was so disappointed that I think they are so stingy when it comez to giving out $$$... Anyway, I will pass the money to BB Heng coz as I promise to keep the money with her for Taiwan soon. Yeah, real SOON !!! :pPp

Recently I am so busy with Inter-department sportz once again... This year is I think worst than last year; Reason.. I have more gamez to play. This year, I took part in Snooker, Squash, Volleyball, Touch Rugby and Carom (TBC). Almost every gamez I am IN. I have alot of time-off and I think those who don't like me will have RED-EYE on me.. (Who cares, Bitches..)

What is important to me is I finish my thingz before I go for my time off and training... Hahahaz... :p

Hopefully, BB Heng will be there to support me throughout this year end... I am starting to look for a better career. Yes... Finally its end of the YEAR soon... :)))

Dickson Loi is a happy boy again after last night. Spend alot alot of money on soccer shoes and bought a watch. Hehehe... :)))

I brought BB Heng a watch that she long waiting for one. And she brought me the antiquity watch which I always wish for. The same type that my late grandpa used to wore. I am so happy. Everything seems fine after I vomit and sick for the past 2 weekz. Now I am feeling better again and start to play my gamez. Hope everything will be fine again. :)))

I cannot understand what my little brother is thinking... How can he works part time and study part time at the same time? This is just stupid thinking and I totally agree that he is misleading by all his friends. I am so angry with the way he handle things. So childish !!!

Anyway, we have all decided not to get any loan from the bank. Forget it.

sometimes I just don't understand you. First, you says you just want to go consultant and see if you can lasik. That day itself, you just dropped me a sms and told me that you are going surgery the next day. WTF !!!

Ok. I told you not to do it before our holidays trip in NOV. But I also never told you to do it now... I can understand the feeling that you have long waiting for; but please forgive me. This month is the SEVENTH month. Why do Chinese people don't stay out late and sleep early at night; never buy house or see house during this period; don't visit the hospital... Everything got their reasonz. YES ! Precisely !!! You told me that you are "Pan Dang" superstitious about ghost. Forget it.

I told you that I am going to apply half day leave on friday. Reason is to spend time with you, even trying to book online YOG for that day itself but fully booked.

I NEVER EXPECTED that you are going to lasik on thursday and the person who accompany wasn't me, JingFeng. A person whom your mum likes... I was told by you, he will accompany you in the morning GYM and afternoon to lasik. You told me that I should care and concern for you. But should I ???

When the person who accompany you wasn't me, why should I ?? I decide to cancel my friday leave even you told me friday you need to go back for consultant. Might as well ask HIM to accompany you both dayz and I won't have to waste my half day leave. True enough, I am jealous... Why is it so? Becoz of you !!! You choose a last minute lasik without letting me accompany you. Why should I give you a chance to meet me when you already plan everything in your hand without discussion with me? I am SELFISH !!! I told you before... If you did something to me, you will get the DOUBLE !!! I mean it !!! :pPp

You says I never care and concern for you... But did you listen to my advise? You always think that I am negative and pour cold water over you. Never listen to you and ignore your feeling... If I am really that kind of person, do you think I will think so SO so SO much for you?? Your safety ??? You had choose your way and let's be it.

By the way, you ask me about will I sms you tomorrow? I told you my truthful answer. I hope you don't get angry with it. But in my hearty heart, I really pray and wish your surgery successful. :))

Happy National Day !!

Went to Alvin's house today and realised that his house was so nice renovate till like a new flat. It costs him around $325k for everything include COV $15k I think. I guess he is still a happy man after selling his 5 room and downgrade to 4 room flat. :)))

Pat resign finally. After she nagged for so long that she wanted to change a new job. Hope she can find a better job than current. Good luck.

Saw Eric with his wife Joey and his child, Lowe. So cute. Only 2 years old and running around happily. Can see that Eric doesn't seemz to be like last time the Eric that I know. Maybe with a children now is tiring for him. Afterall, I think he and Joey never expected to.... I guess.

Going to meet BB Heng later. We are going to watch 3pm The Last Airbender. Hope everything gies smooth as she is going out with her family for lunch at noon. We are watching 3pm show at Cineleisure.

Phuket marked another end of the tour. Well... One more to come... Before next... Where shall I go??? hmm...

Brotherz In ActioN @ Phuket !!!

16-20 July 2010...

Forget about the last post to become a million dollar man or even a million dollar dream.. Reality is always cruel. Firstly I lost almost $100 in world cup. So I decide not to bet anymore just in case I lose even more !!!

Secondly, I think I rather quit HDB then staying there work like a piece of SHIT !!! Another 4 days before I leave Singapore for year 2010 !!!

This time I am going to resort !!! :)))

Let's just put everything behind for this 2nd half of the year !!! Studies and jobs... leave me alone first !!!

Holidays... Here I come... :)))

Nowadays, I am really slack... Don't want to run or play soccer... I think I am starting to hate all these after a number of injuries and scare of future being a cripple. Recently I have been thinking alot...

Thinking of my future, my current job, my salary, my family, my education and my relationship... I have all these but just not enough... What should I do???

When I start to think my future, I start to think what should I do next?

When I think about quitting the current job, Did I make effort to look for another job?

When I think of continue my degree, I cannot decide what course to be taken.

When I think about my family, I start to worry their finance.

When I start too think about my relationship, I start to think that I did not put in enough effort to mantain.

When I start to think about my salary, I keep thinking it's not enough... Till now...

What if I have alot alot alot of money...

I can happily quit my current job and start to do a small business and my family will have a stable income. I can start to plan my degree even in oversea. I can even bring BB Heng around the world to travel...

Goodnight Folkz...

From a Happy Man :)))

After hearing all what you have said... Suddenly I just feels that I am still in love with SINGLE scheme and MY-OWN holidays around the world...

Ended 2010 HDB Futsal Game and wasn't impress by the team EAPD.. I expect much more from them. I think I was expecting too much from them... This is the first game I ever took part and never win anything. I really think that it was a kind of wasting my SAT afternoon.

Although everyone was right that not everyone has my stamina but I did not see anyone who is dying to chase after the ball. Overall result is just POOR !!!

Poor until I am the only sole scorer and there is like so many chances for them to score. Lack of confident is shown on the team. I told them I will never join the Futsal again next year unless I see great improvement or new blood in the team.

Get myself injured left footy and coughing virus transpass by my mummy who is sick for 2 weeks. :(((

Day time is so so unlucky to me. Jam counters during duty. System up and down during duty. SD do wrongly during duty. Hot become Cold soya bean milk during duty. Almost everything regards on duty is wrong !!!

How can I survive in long run if I were to attach to counter forever...

Luckily I have a gf who accompany for my craving Bak kut teh at balestier road. Followby 717 trading durain pudding for dessert and lastly Gui Ling Gao for finishing !!! hehehehe... YummY !!! :pPp

I am still hoping that the school is accepting me. On the other hand, I hope that the school don't accept me at this point of time... Coz I am planning for my this year holidayz tour !!! Hehehhee... Which ever comes, I will accept the FATE. Leave it to my dearest GOD in Heaven... :)))

Saw Mummy Heng's gfz yesterday and they say I look different from photo. Hahahaz... :p
I think Mummy Heng must be a happy girl right now. hehehehe...

What a busy I had after reservist!! Busy with all the sportz coming up and planning of my oversea holidays trip. I am so happy and confuse with which hotel and attractive placez sould I travel first. :)))

This time I am no longer alone coz Mummy Heng is following along... I am going to make it more enjoyable than last year ! hehehehe... :p