I am reading through online article of a Private NSF who passed away ytd afternoon, my condolences to his family. Looking through the comments, i realised that a lot of singaporean parents are not willingly to send their sons to NS Training. I believe that most of them fear that their children will DIE when they enlisted into Army. Some of them feels that its meaningless to even join the forces. But what lies behind Army, no one knows execpt those who had gone through...
People always think that their children look fit and healthy at 20s but why are they leaving earth? At times, training is tough, totally agreed. I remember those days outfield training was tough. 4D3N without showering, wearing smelly uniforms and keep walking through forests like we never know when it will end. Everything was just FUCK UP. But...
My officer never failed to encourage us; Cannot Bath right, Powder Bath lo. Smelly Uniform right, take out field pack one and change lo. Tired of walking right, at least here got forest shelter, outside HDB to your destination got fully sheltered meh. Thirsty, got two full water bottle, how to get dehydration? With these that I have gone through in my life, I seriously felt that how can a person die during his training?
I really thinks that no one wish to see things happen like this. Personally I believe that this is an unnatural death.
Monday, April 02, 2012
Operation is over!!!
I am back at home resting and my knee feels great. Although there is a slight pain but still endurable. Many many thanks to those who really concern for me. Thank you for the sms, whatsapp and FaceBooking. Hehehe... :))
I am officially ironman. Hehehe... Now most important thing is to rest at home and speedy recovery. Another important thing is to study hard for up-coming exams. :)))
Nonetheless, I am bless by god and friends and family. Thank you and love everyone! Muack~!~
I am back at home resting and my knee feels great. Although there is a slight pain but still endurable. Many many thanks to those who really concern for me. Thank you for the sms, whatsapp and FaceBooking. Hehehe... :))
I am officially ironman. Hehehe... Now most important thing is to rest at home and speedy recovery. Another important thing is to study hard for up-coming exams. :)))
Nonetheless, I am bless by god and friends and family. Thank you and love everyone! Muack~!~
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Mark today!!!
Its an important day in my life for now. Officially going to be a part man and part robot. 1 hour and 30 mins time i will be going to operate my right knee and have it steel with screws. Sound scary but thats life. Nervous?!? Of coz i will lah!!! Never thought an operation will happen to me.
Fasting from last night 12am till now. Almost 12 hours without food or drinks, not even plain water. I guess i ate too much good food. Hahaha... :p
Exams is coming again round next month. 14,15 & 16th April. Unlucky or lucky? Consecutive 3 days of exams. WOWOW!!! Dead man...
Afterall I quit my current job in IRAS. They were caught by surprise about my leaving due to 3 days notice and i think most of them was like... what?!? today is his last day?!? Hahaha...
Appreciate the Stamp Duty Team for the past 3 months of teaching and guidance. I was pretty luck not to get shitty colleagues and most of them are pretty nice people. Before I left yesterday, they bought me a box of chocolate and one of them gave me ang bao of $38. OMG!!! So touching lah...
Well, I have to start all over again and rest my leg and prepare for exams. Everything in smooth condition. At this point of time, I just want to concentrate on my studies and healing... :))
Its an important day in my life for now. Officially going to be a part man and part robot. 1 hour and 30 mins time i will be going to operate my right knee and have it steel with screws. Sound scary but thats life. Nervous?!? Of coz i will lah!!! Never thought an operation will happen to me.
Fasting from last night 12am till now. Almost 12 hours without food or drinks, not even plain water. I guess i ate too much good food. Hahaha... :p
Exams is coming again round next month. 14,15 & 16th April. Unlucky or lucky? Consecutive 3 days of exams. WOWOW!!! Dead man...
Afterall I quit my current job in IRAS. They were caught by surprise about my leaving due to 3 days notice and i think most of them was like... what?!? today is his last day?!? Hahaha...
Appreciate the Stamp Duty Team for the past 3 months of teaching and guidance. I was pretty luck not to get shitty colleagues and most of them are pretty nice people. Before I left yesterday, they bought me a box of chocolate and one of them gave me ang bao of $38. OMG!!! So touching lah...
Well, I have to start all over again and rest my leg and prepare for exams. Everything in smooth condition. At this point of time, I just want to concentrate on my studies and healing... :))
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Alright, my parents bluff me. They told me its $250, yet its only $60. FML, I know. :((
14 Days to operation. This time I am on real business. My right knee is going to be operated and insert some stainless steel things. Yes, I must admit that I LIE TO EVERYONE!!!
I am going operation earlier than my schedule, reason is because I want it to heal ASAP!!!
Recapz: 6ht ICT 2012, met up with buddies and slack for the first week. No longer able to go outfield with them at such condition. 2nd week of ICT, trying to hide iphone inside my shoes and trying to SIAM outfield. Stupid idiot Commanding Officer still want me to go outfield. Damn idiot!!!
Alright, went for a 3D2N outfield. Get sunburn abit on arms and trying to tell IRAS people that I was GARANG! LOLxxx!!!! :pPp
Cleared 2012 ICT but was announced that next ICT in JAN 2013!!! Freaking hell faster than i can imagine. Went back to school on Monday and met up with Jesmiin for dinner at food junction Bugis. Had a half night class as usual and back to Tuesday class where I had presentation on that night 13/3/2012. I was on half day leave for medical check up. Before hand was cursing and swearing why must I do a blood test and everything. Guess the god heard my swearing and granted me a small wish. Just some simple Q & A and I can go. Was lucky to find Sally Kor who is FREE to meet up with me before I go presentation. We met up at Raffles Place and walk passed Fullerton Hotel. That was the first time in our life walking into Fullerton Hotel. We went for Starbucks and had a wonderful chat. Was pretty surprise with what she had told me. I hope things get better for her and Chester...
Affer Starbucks, presentation in class. I brought my pant but I never put it on as I really find that's stupid to do that. Well, at least I put on a shirt which look smarter, I believe!!! LOL....
Wednesday came where my supervisor Suziyana was out of office for next 3 weeks. Happy Marriage to her and Happy Honeymoon Holiday. No government but a lot of voice mails. After work, went for my LAST RUN & SKIPPING of 2012.
2.8km & 517counts of skipping...
I WANT TO RUN AND SKIPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!! :(((
Well, I know myself well enough... Out for a season. I believe I can do it and I WILL BE BACK!!! :)))
14 Days to operation. This time I am on real business. My right knee is going to be operated and insert some stainless steel things. Yes, I must admit that I LIE TO EVERYONE!!!
I am going operation earlier than my schedule, reason is because I want it to heal ASAP!!!
Recapz: 6ht ICT 2012, met up with buddies and slack for the first week. No longer able to go outfield with them at such condition. 2nd week of ICT, trying to hide iphone inside my shoes and trying to SIAM outfield. Stupid idiot Commanding Officer still want me to go outfield. Damn idiot!!!
Alright, went for a 3D2N outfield. Get sunburn abit on arms and trying to tell IRAS people that I was GARANG! LOLxxx!!!! :pPp
Cleared 2012 ICT but was announced that next ICT in JAN 2013!!! Freaking hell faster than i can imagine. Went back to school on Monday and met up with Jesmiin for dinner at food junction Bugis. Had a half night class as usual and back to Tuesday class where I had presentation on that night 13/3/2012. I was on half day leave for medical check up. Before hand was cursing and swearing why must I do a blood test and everything. Guess the god heard my swearing and granted me a small wish. Just some simple Q & A and I can go. Was lucky to find Sally Kor who is FREE to meet up with me before I go presentation. We met up at Raffles Place and walk passed Fullerton Hotel. That was the first time in our life walking into Fullerton Hotel. We went for Starbucks and had a wonderful chat. Was pretty surprise with what she had told me. I hope things get better for her and Chester...
Affer Starbucks, presentation in class. I brought my pant but I never put it on as I really find that's stupid to do that. Well, at least I put on a shirt which look smarter, I believe!!! LOL....
Wednesday came where my supervisor Suziyana was out of office for next 3 weeks. Happy Marriage to her and Happy Honeymoon Holiday. No government but a lot of voice mails. After work, went for my LAST RUN & SKIPPING of 2012.
2.8km & 517counts of skipping...
I WANT TO RUN AND SKIPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!! :(((
Well, I know myself well enough... Out for a season. I believe I can do it and I WILL BE BACK!!! :)))
Sunday, February 19, 2012
I STIRKE 4D!!!
I did not realised until I took my stack of 4D and TOTO out. I was so happy. Its been awhile since I have strike my last 4D number. This time is purely LUCK & well... I must say it again.
DRAGON YEAR IS MY LUCKY YEAR!!! HAHAHAHAz....
THE number is 9861. I only bought $1 which means I have earn $250. :pPp
I totally cannot recall why I bought that number. I only remember to ask my Daddy to buy for me on 12/02/2012 which falls right after my birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! GOD GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!! :D
I'M A HAPPY BOY, FOR SURE!!! :P
I did not realised until I took my stack of 4D and TOTO out. I was so happy. Its been awhile since I have strike my last 4D number. This time is purely LUCK & well... I must say it again.
DRAGON YEAR IS MY LUCKY YEAR!!! HAHAHAHAz....
THE number is 9861. I only bought $1 which means I have earn $250. :pPp
I totally cannot recall why I bought that number. I only remember to ask my Daddy to buy for me on 12/02/2012 which falls right after my birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! GOD GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!! :D
I'M A HAPPY BOY, FOR SURE!!! :P
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
I think i must be crazy. I block and deleted all those from COU except those uncle and aunties from FB. I know i shouldn't even do that. But think about it, why do i care so much?!?
When you add them into FB, what did you get from them? Nothing... They just like to Stalk alot of time. I SHALL HACK CARE AND DELETE THEM FROM MY ACCOUNT.
Well... I must say this one and for all. Im not going to accept anyone unless that person can read my mind and know what i want. Seriously, I just want to go to the BEACH!!! A SIMPLE WISH BUT NO ONE ANSWER. Hais....
Dear Cheryln Choo, I have put in my effort. Im Tired!!! Too tired to patch things up for your 21st. Just like I never attend Yiwen's 21st. I guess it really take a lot of time to heal cos I took a lot of time to get back Yiwen as my friend again. :(
Recapz: We used to talk to each other and met up at East. Walk to her home and spend time at the park. Those were really memorables to us. One day, I decided to give you a surprise. Telling you I do not have the present for your 21st. (which i already got it with my BF evon at Taka) Then worst thing strike is Friday Law Class change to Sat Law Class. I have no choice but to meet you evening. From there, you changed...
Start telling me you are meeting your friends and cannot meet me. So I was very very disappointed. I decided to let you choose which day to meet me. You told me no time to meet. So I waited.
When you finally meet me, you never talk to me. I tried everything, my heart cried. My soul sad. But you never know. So I decided to let you go home alone. You said that you cried. But I told my heart pain. We never talk for a month until you started messaging me again. I started with smile and hope. But again... you asked. Why... Why must you be the last one to message me on my 21st?
I started to blame myself. Apologise for everything and wish for a 2nd chance. You told me this.. Age Gap is our biggest problem.. I keep quiet and regret saying.
Then I move on with my life. 2012 came, you message me do you still remember what you have promise me? I told you YES, I will always be your Donald. And you smile. You asked me, do you still remember I said about Age Gap?!? My opinion has changed. I smile. Started with my text and trying to meet up with you like last time. But I failed. Weeks before we met up, you type this... Do you know that everyone only has one time 21st? You told me how important that day was to you. I told you once again how regret i am. I even told you to decide carefully. I really don't wish to quarrel over and over again for this 21st. You said you need time to think about it. I decided to give you more time. You said you wanted to meet me on my bday but you claim that you have gastric. Because the person likes you, so he forgive you. (But whats the truth behind only you know)
You wanted to meet up on Vday. I have class. I gave up. I went for that date. Hopefully it will change. But.. it never appears to be what i wanted... You told me that your mum told your dad about us. (not even together yet) and he object it. So you asked/told me... I told you that you are big enough to decide for yourself. In the meantime, I can seriously sense that you doesn't want this to be continue. So i have to decide for US. I choose to GIVE UP not because of your dad.
IT IS BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.
A lot of things I wanted to say in front of you but i didn't. Reason is because you gave me a lot of excuses. I really HATE IT! Now i have decide the way i wanted this story to be ending, i SHALL NOT REGRET!!!
I HOPE THAT DOWN THE ROAD, YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME. SINCERCELY ME MISS YOU... .. .
When you add them into FB, what did you get from them? Nothing... They just like to Stalk alot of time. I SHALL HACK CARE AND DELETE THEM FROM MY ACCOUNT.
Well... I must say this one and for all. Im not going to accept anyone unless that person can read my mind and know what i want. Seriously, I just want to go to the BEACH!!! A SIMPLE WISH BUT NO ONE ANSWER. Hais....
Dear Cheryln Choo, I have put in my effort. Im Tired!!! Too tired to patch things up for your 21st. Just like I never attend Yiwen's 21st. I guess it really take a lot of time to heal cos I took a lot of time to get back Yiwen as my friend again. :(
Recapz: We used to talk to each other and met up at East. Walk to her home and spend time at the park. Those were really memorables to us. One day, I decided to give you a surprise. Telling you I do not have the present for your 21st. (which i already got it with my BF evon at Taka) Then worst thing strike is Friday Law Class change to Sat Law Class. I have no choice but to meet you evening. From there, you changed...
Start telling me you are meeting your friends and cannot meet me. So I was very very disappointed. I decided to let you choose which day to meet me. You told me no time to meet. So I waited.
When you finally meet me, you never talk to me. I tried everything, my heart cried. My soul sad. But you never know. So I decided to let you go home alone. You said that you cried. But I told my heart pain. We never talk for a month until you started messaging me again. I started with smile and hope. But again... you asked. Why... Why must you be the last one to message me on my 21st?
I started to blame myself. Apologise for everything and wish for a 2nd chance. You told me this.. Age Gap is our biggest problem.. I keep quiet and regret saying.
Then I move on with my life. 2012 came, you message me do you still remember what you have promise me? I told you YES, I will always be your Donald. And you smile. You asked me, do you still remember I said about Age Gap?!? My opinion has changed. I smile. Started with my text and trying to meet up with you like last time. But I failed. Weeks before we met up, you type this... Do you know that everyone only has one time 21st? You told me how important that day was to you. I told you once again how regret i am. I even told you to decide carefully. I really don't wish to quarrel over and over again for this 21st. You said you need time to think about it. I decided to give you more time. You said you wanted to meet me on my bday but you claim that you have gastric. Because the person likes you, so he forgive you. (But whats the truth behind only you know)
You wanted to meet up on Vday. I have class. I gave up. I went for that date. Hopefully it will change. But.. it never appears to be what i wanted... You told me that your mum told your dad about us. (not even together yet) and he object it. So you asked/told me... I told you that you are big enough to decide for yourself. In the meantime, I can seriously sense that you doesn't want this to be continue. So i have to decide for US. I choose to GIVE UP not because of your dad.
IT IS BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.
A lot of things I wanted to say in front of you but i didn't. Reason is because you gave me a lot of excuses. I really HATE IT! Now i have decide the way i wanted this story to be ending, i SHALL NOT REGRET!!!
I HOPE THAT DOWN THE ROAD, YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME. SINCERCELY ME MISS YOU... .. .
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Happy Lunar New Year to the world chinese!!!
Today is the 2nd day of new year and its going to be a happy day because everyone as usual will come over my house for dinner. I don't really like them to come over because everytime they come, they will messed up my room and dropped all the food around the house. They will not pick it up and leave, instead leave those rubbish at home, and thats my home!! Imagine that I go your house eat FREE FOOD and MESSED UP the area. What do you think?!?!?! :(((
Anyway, I should not be flared up in Day 2 of CNY. This year is a different new year, because its the first time, officially no girlfriend coming my house for ang bao. Hahaha... :pPp
I think sooner or later, I will backpack during this festive and forget about ang bao with my ang mo girlfriend. Hahaha... (how i wish to have ang mo girlfriend... hahaha :p)
My cousin, Fong Li & Matthew came back to Singapore for CNY and this time they are spending 7 days with us before going back to Korea for work.
Day 1 at Fong Li's house LO HEI.
Lastly, I wish 祝各位身体健康，读书者学业进步，赌博者發财满满。。
HUAT HUAT HUAT Arrr!!!!!!
Today is the 2nd day of new year and its going to be a happy day because everyone as usual will come over my house for dinner. I don't really like them to come over because everytime they come, they will messed up my room and dropped all the food around the house. They will not pick it up and leave, instead leave those rubbish at home, and thats my home!! Imagine that I go your house eat FREE FOOD and MESSED UP the area. What do you think?!?!?! :(((
Anyway, I should not be flared up in Day 2 of CNY. This year is a different new year, because its the first time, officially no girlfriend coming my house for ang bao. Hahaha... :pPp
I think sooner or later, I will backpack during this festive and forget about ang bao with my ang mo girlfriend. Hahaha... (how i wish to have ang mo girlfriend... hahaha :p)
My cousin, Fong Li & Matthew came back to Singapore for CNY and this time they are spending 7 days with us before going back to Korea for work.
Day 1 at Fong Li's house LO HEI.
Uncle Loi, Grandmum and Me in 2012.
Lastly, I wish 祝各位身体健康，读书者学业进步，赌博者發财满满。。
HUAT HUAT HUAT Arrr!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 18, 2012
First blog in 2012!
Start of the year 2012 is already so busy. Not with school but job. Current Temp job in Iras Stamp Duty is fun!!! To the MAX!!! :PpP
Everyday I gain to learn something different from my past experiences. This time round I am working in a small unit, unlike COU, but with just a small section handling enquiries. I love my current job and my work station as I can see beautiful view. Whats the best is I can take leave anytime! hahaha.... :pPp
Indeed life is good and bad. I need to survive with that little money without any benefit and bonus. Worst thing, money is forever not enough for me. I used to spend like nobody business. Buy expensives stuffs, treat friends for dinners, ride motorbike in the middle of the night, and not forgotten, clubbing actitives. So right now, I am learning to save money and trying to live in a life of poor...
BUT... I WILL NOT LIVE THIS LIFE FOREVER! I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, I am happy at least! Not like last time, grumble over admin job in HDB and work so much. Now is limited and I have more time to studies!!!! Best is I don't need to listen to anyone's shit!!! Just follow my style and work and study. HAPPY DICK = HAPPY ME!!!!!!!!! :))))
Update on latest life, BB Heng got a new BF, yes, a new BF and I admit, Im SAD during that time I saw the post in FB. Couldn't sleep well for that night. BUT... I still move on with my life and act cool with that for past few days although its kind of sad. In fact, I don't even know why Im SAD! Funny part is after one day, Im back alive! It was like just one day kind of SAD. I think I don't have emotion? Orrr I break up too many times that Im numb???? Well, hope she has found the right guy for herself. JIA YOU BB HENG, I GIVE MY BEST WISH TO YOU!!! :))
Whatever it is, I believe in FATE and will leave it to decide my future GF. For the time being, my life is about Graduate and happiness in my LIFE, A HAPPY ME! :)))
Start of the year 2012 is already so busy. Not with school but job. Current Temp job in Iras Stamp Duty is fun!!! To the MAX!!! :PpP
Everyday I gain to learn something different from my past experiences. This time round I am working in a small unit, unlike COU, but with just a small section handling enquiries. I love my current job and my work station as I can see beautiful view. Whats the best is I can take leave anytime! hahaha.... :pPp
Indeed life is good and bad. I need to survive with that little money without any benefit and bonus. Worst thing, money is forever not enough for me. I used to spend like nobody business. Buy expensives stuffs, treat friends for dinners, ride motorbike in the middle of the night, and not forgotten, clubbing actitives. So right now, I am learning to save money and trying to live in a life of poor...
BUT... I WILL NOT LIVE THIS LIFE FOREVER! I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, I am happy at least! Not like last time, grumble over admin job in HDB and work so much. Now is limited and I have more time to studies!!!! Best is I don't need to listen to anyone's shit!!! Just follow my style and work and study. HAPPY DICK = HAPPY ME!!!!!!!!! :))))
Update on latest life, BB Heng got a new BF, yes, a new BF and I admit, Im SAD during that time I saw the post in FB. Couldn't sleep well for that night. BUT... I still move on with my life and act cool with that for past few days although its kind of sad. In fact, I don't even know why Im SAD! Funny part is after one day, Im back alive! It was like just one day kind of SAD. I think I don't have emotion? Orrr I break up too many times that Im numb???? Well, hope she has found the right guy for herself. JIA YOU BB HENG, I GIVE MY BEST WISH TO YOU!!! :))
Whatever it is, I believe in FATE and will leave it to decide my future GF. For the time being, my life is about Graduate and happiness in my LIFE, A HAPPY ME! :)))
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Tonight is a special night. Why?!?
It's my cousin sister, Dolly, 10 years death's anniversary.
This month wasn't a great month. Indeed a sad month right after I am sick for 2 weeks. Also, my grandfather's, 10 year death's anniversary.
Right, it's true. Both my beloved die 10 years ago. And after 10 years, another beloved pass away, my granny. It's difficult for me to explain this logic nor my heart to stop missing them...
Before 2011 ends, I would like to give my sincere pray to all of them who has been watching me in heaven, A Virtual Big Hug & Kisses...
YOU WILL ALWAYS IN MY HEART... .. .
LOVE YOU, DOLLY,
LOVE YOU, GRANNY,
LOVE YOU, GRANDFATHER...
It's my cousin sister, Dolly, 10 years death's anniversary.
This month wasn't a great month. Indeed a sad month right after I am sick for 2 weeks. Also, my grandfather's, 10 year death's anniversary.
Right, it's true. Both my beloved die 10 years ago. And after 10 years, another beloved pass away, my granny. It's difficult for me to explain this logic nor my heart to stop missing them...
Before 2011 ends, I would like to give my sincere pray to all of them who has been watching me in heaven, A Virtual Big Hug & Kisses...
YOU WILL ALWAYS IN MY HEART... .. .
LOVE YOU, DOLLY,
LOVE YOU, GRANNY,
LOVE YOU, GRANDFATHER...
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
2011 is an average year for me.
Why did I say that?!?
Simply Recapz:
First half of the year 2011, celebrate my birthday with BB Heng with our Fav Crab at YCK Rd. I didn't want any celebration due to my beloved grandmum pass away... Till now, I still MISS HER VERY MUCH. :(((
I must admit that I did enjoy the first half of 2011. As much as United State of Amercia with BB Heng and my uncle and aunty to visit my cousin, Fongli and Matthew's Wedding and her Convocation. It was simply awesome during that break and I really really enjoy myself alot... .. .
School started in June 2011, my First Degree Course in my Life. A study which I always wanted to all along... Inspiration by BB Heng. :)
Although life have been tough as I have never thought that it could be that tougher than Diploma, I screwed one of the easiest paper, ODHRM.
Double combo hit when I broke off with BB Heng. :"((
Reason is basically her mum who cannot accepted me after we have been together for these 1 and a half year. Alright, I suppose to be the BAD GUY! The one who broke her heart by flirting around with other girlz after we broke. But...
That is the most easiest way to let BB Heng forget me... So I planned everything includes the Check-In Status on FB.
Right, life still goes on after break up in the 2nd half of 2011. I had a lot of thoughts and was initially falling in love which I thought I am ready, but I am not. Not because I am not ready at all, is because I really don't understand "Her".
So my life still swaying around until I finally found out that REAL FACT:
I NEED TO SLOW DOWN, EVERYTHING INCLUDE MY LIFE.
That moment arrives after I went for a MRI Scan which discover a serious illness in me, a broken ACL. It means I am unable to play soccer like I used to be. A metal plate is going to insert into my knee to ease the pain. During that scanning, lots of time dreaming when I was pushing through the scanning. Its like a dying patient lying on the bed that kind of feels...
Then once again... I realised that...
I NEED TO SLOW DOWN, EVERYTHING INCLUDE MY LIFE.
Recently after scanning, I decided to fire my ex-boss from Academic Centre & Clinic because I find him unreasonable and stingy. Gotten a lot of advise from family members, brother and aunties, friends and best friends... Decided to make my own decision. Looking for a part time job... That is where I found IRAS.
Nonetheless, before I end 2011, had a wonderful and great time spending with my BEST FRIENDS, FRIENDS and FAMILY MEMBERS... Simply LOVE all the Chirstmas Presents and December outings, speically Family Gathering on BOXING DAY!
Basically, I know what I am doing and hopefully 2012 is a GREAT AND SUCCESSFUL YEAR FOR ME AHEAD!
Why did I say that?!?
Simply Recapz:
First half of the year 2011, celebrate my birthday with BB Heng with our Fav Crab at YCK Rd. I didn't want any celebration due to my beloved grandmum pass away... Till now, I still MISS HER VERY MUCH. :(((
I must admit that I did enjoy the first half of 2011. As much as United State of Amercia with BB Heng and my uncle and aunty to visit my cousin, Fongli and Matthew's Wedding and her Convocation. It was simply awesome during that break and I really really enjoy myself alot... .. .
School started in June 2011, my First Degree Course in my Life. A study which I always wanted to all along... Inspiration by BB Heng. :)
Although life have been tough as I have never thought that it could be that tougher than Diploma, I screwed one of the easiest paper, ODHRM.
Double combo hit when I broke off with BB Heng. :"((
Reason is basically her mum who cannot accepted me after we have been together for these 1 and a half year. Alright, I suppose to be the BAD GUY! The one who broke her heart by flirting around with other girlz after we broke. But...
That is the most easiest way to let BB Heng forget me... So I planned everything includes the Check-In Status on FB.
Right, life still goes on after break up in the 2nd half of 2011. I had a lot of thoughts and was initially falling in love which I thought I am ready, but I am not. Not because I am not ready at all, is because I really don't understand "Her".
So my life still swaying around until I finally found out that REAL FACT:
I NEED TO SLOW DOWN, EVERYTHING INCLUDE MY LIFE.
That moment arrives after I went for a MRI Scan which discover a serious illness in me, a broken ACL. It means I am unable to play soccer like I used to be. A metal plate is going to insert into my knee to ease the pain. During that scanning, lots of time dreaming when I was pushing through the scanning. Its like a dying patient lying on the bed that kind of feels...
Then once again... I realised that...
I NEED TO SLOW DOWN, EVERYTHING INCLUDE MY LIFE.
Recently after scanning, I decided to fire my ex-boss from Academic Centre & Clinic because I find him unreasonable and stingy. Gotten a lot of advise from family members, brother and aunties, friends and best friends... Decided to make my own decision. Looking for a part time job... That is where I found IRAS.
Nonetheless, before I end 2011, had a wonderful and great time spending with my BEST FRIENDS, FRIENDS and FAMILY MEMBERS... Simply LOVE all the Chirstmas Presents and December outings, speically Family Gathering on BOXING DAY!
Basically, I know what I am doing and hopefully 2012 is a GREAT AND SUCCESSFUL YEAR FOR ME AHEAD!
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Friday, December 23, 2011
Simply Love It!!! <3
2012 Yearly Chinese Horoscope for Rooster
Overview 2012
You're looking at a year of opportunities
and challenges, and it's up to you to be smart about it. The Dragon brings luck,
and Water favors the Rooster. You should also be happy that the coming year will
be much better than the last one -- indeed, the Rabbit is hardly your friend.
You'll probably do best by focusing on education, networking, communication and
travel, as these tend to bring good results in a Water year. You'll also want to
take care of important things during your five favorable months. If you can play
things right, you'll be fine.
Career
In what could turn out to be a so-so year,
you actually have a lot of control over your career. The Dragon often brings big
changes, so prepare to step outside the box and do some creative thinking. It's
possible to land that promotion, and it's feasible to switch career paths --
you'll just have to take complete initiative. If there are circumstances holding
you back or skills you lack, now is the time to charge forward and make
improvements. Be alert for opportunities and make it your mission to network
with the right people. Finally, be enterprising, step up to the plate and show
your worth to the team!
Relationships
On the love front, it's probably going to
be a busy year ahead for you. Did you know the Dragon loves weddings? Well,
actually, the Dragon loves any reason to celebrate, so you might be attending
some engagement parties -- or even throwing your own. If you're single, this
year should stand out as a passionate, memorable one in which meaningful growth
occurs or a lasting relationship is started. If you're already attached, you
might experience some drama during your unfavorable months, but you should be
able to work through any issues just fine. Demands on your time will threaten to
diminish the romance, however, so make sure you keep those embers burning.
Health
There may be times this year when you feel
out of control (thanks to the Dragon), and this may affect your mental and
emotional state. Because of this, be sure to take excellent care of your health.
Channel your energy into exercise, especially hardy sports such as kickboxing or
mountain biking. Release stress with a hard workout, and don't let your diet
suffer during any rough spots you may encounter. A clear mind and strong body
will be necessary if you want to meet your lofty goals this year.
Wealth
It seems you could come out ahead in 2012,
although it may not become clear until the second half of the year. In the
meantime, be more resourceful than ever as you use your practical, conservative
Rooster tendencies to stay afloat. The Dragon may tempt you into making major
home improvements or buying expensive outfits. Instead, make use of what you
have. You might still be playing catch up from last year, so be smart in this
one. Then sit back and smile if that money rolls right in during the second half
of the year -- you'll have earned it!
Simply Just Love It!!! <3
Overview of 2012
This is the year to come out of recent hiding, Aquarius. Saturn, your traditional ruler, will be making its way to your sector of fame and recognition this year, so get ready! Your standing in the world takes on great importance, especially during the latter half of the year. The total solar eclipse in November in your career sector is another huge catalyst to boost your professional status. Being born under the sign of fame, this spotlight is in keeping with your destiny, darling. It's time to come out of humble reclusion, and let yourself shine!
Jupiter spends the first half of the year in your home and family sector, placing the focus squarely on family dynamics and other long-buried issues. You'll gain many philosophical insights during this period about not only your roots, but your role in your family. This is a chance to expand your viewpoint on past events that have shaped who you are today. You may also find yourself in a more introverted and introspective space during the first half of the year until Jupiter enters your romance and pleasure sector in June.
Perhaps the best news is that foggy Neptune is finally leaving your chart in February, allowing you to see clearly - especially in your relationship to yourself. After perhaps suffering some serious disappointments and disillusionments over the past few years, you have started to doubt your ability to read people accurately. However, you'll no longer be under the influence of Neptune's illusory powers, so you'll be able to get back on track. But beware: Neptune will move into your money sector, potentially obscuring your ability to be spend within the bounds of your financial reality. The upside is that Neptune in your financial house could bring an inspiring and soulful means for you to earn money. The arts - film, dance, photography or painting, in particular - could play a bigger role in your income than in years past.
Romantic
Your romantic sector can expect plenty of planetary action in 2012, bringing an abundant supply of love and pleasure. Venus will be visiting this corner of your chart for an extended stay between April and August. During Venus's retrograde period between May and June, you may enter a period of reflection and reconsideration over recent romantic developments; you may also encounter unexpected reunions with lovers from your past. In any case, you'll be revisiting sweet memories of love to remind you where you've come from - and help direct you where your love life is going!
The new Moon solar eclipse in mid May will make a strong imprint on the love sector of your horoscope for the duration of the year. The effects of the eclipse will be revealed as an unfolding of events during 2012's second half, all having to do with romantic matters. Current relationships could develop quite quickly, causing a bit of a whirlwind in your heart. When Jupiter joins your love house in June, this will only amplify the power-of-love theme.
Although you often pride yourself on being rather detached and objective, you could find yourself swept up in the drug of love before 2012 is finished with you. But with two of the most benefic planets blessing the romantic house of your horoscope during the second half of 2012, how can you go wrong? Enjoy your fate as a hopeless romantic without having to suffer the tragedy of unrequited love. If anything, you'll be the one turning down offers!
Career
This promises to be a stellar career year for Aquarius - your star is clearly rising! You've been in a bit of a gestation period for the past few years, but now you're getting ready to unveil your genius. Though 2011 may have felt like a bit of a stalemate for you, you'll soon realize that you were simply collecting experiences, ideas and dreams that will all be put to good creative use this year. Saturn will be sitting strong at the zenith of your chart for the next few years beginning in October. Under Saturn's tutelage in your career house, you'll be applying the proper focus, discipline and follow-through necessary to make things happen. Your time has come!
While Mars is retrograde until April, you may still be holding your cards closer to your vest as the incubation period continues. But with Mars powering up your sector of resources and other people's money for such an extended period (the first six months of the year), you should have no trouble asking people for backing you might need to get your larger-than-life plans off the ground. You'll be highly resourceful during the first half of 2012, so take advantage of your innate networking skills - they will most definitely pay the bills!
Come springtime, your projects will go off the charts. November's total new Moon solar eclipse in Scorpio will further trigger amazing events in your career house over the latter part of 2012. Themes of death and rebirth - as well as a total transformation of how you approach your career - are certain to emerge, and you'll be required to possess much more power in your chosen field. Do you see yourself as a key player, a leader and a pioneer? Hopefully so, because you're about to be called upon to step into the biggest shoes of your life. No playing small! This is your year to see and be seen, Aquarius.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Second day of the week.
Been sleeping late at night recently. Somehow, I just hate to fill up online job application. So troublesome. :(
Wake up late and receive a call from Sports Council to ask me my preferrence on jobs type. I just want a temp job where I don't need any commitment. Yet, they ask me for a contract base job. Silly, aren't they?!?
Had a weird morning dream:
Lao add me on the facebook message and said, you go and talk to her. Then everyone just kept quiet in the Facebook. I did not even have a chance to talk or say anything, Dreams gone... Anyway, the girl who called me name Yunting. Until now I am still thinking it is just coincidence. :)
Been sleeping late at night recently. Somehow, I just hate to fill up online job application. So troublesome. :(
Wake up late and receive a call from Sports Council to ask me my preferrence on jobs type. I just want a temp job where I don't need any commitment. Yet, they ask me for a contract base job. Silly, aren't they?!?
Had a weird morning dream:
Lao add me on the facebook message and said, you go and talk to her. Then everyone just kept quiet in the Facebook. I did not even have a chance to talk or say anything, Dreams gone... Anyway, the girl who called me name Yunting. Until now I am still thinking it is just coincidence. :)
Friday, December 09, 2011
Recapz:
Officially Quit my Academic Centre & Clinic job as a Sales and Marketer. Its not about the job, its about the BOSS! I DISLIKE HIM TO THE MAX! ;(((
The whole office people is nice and I feels good. The only thing is the BOSS.
He is a stingy boss and wants us to work for him like a maid. How do I say that...
Imagine that you are task to go I.T Fair and queue early morning at 10am and he came only like 11am when the event starts? Worst, scold you in front of the counter and says " How can you do things like that and you are so not resourceful!!!" The reason why he scold me is because I told him a wrong location of the event. This location was told by his neighbour I.T shop owner's staff. He blame me for not resourceful?!?!? WHAT THE FUCK!!! YOU THINK I WORK IN I.T FAIR IS IT!!!
Thats not all... He ask me go Ikea with him cos he wanted to buy new shelves for his new premises. He said his car is TOO SMALL to carry the woods back. Then he ask me to bring it back the next day with his trainer who has a bigger car. SERIOUSLY, WHAT A STINGY GUY HE IS!!! CANNOT EVEN AFFORD TO MAKE A $50 DELIVERY!
He brought me to buy mini radio and I told him it is unable to mount onto the wall. He insisted of getting it cos IT IS FUCKING CHEAP!!!! HE IS SUCHA CHEAPO FELLOW!!! After getting the radio, he brought me to buy dustbin. He don't want to park his car at chinatown and ask me get down and walk every shophouses to check out the design and MMS him! He doesn't even want to put parking coupon!!! CHEAPO AGAIN!!! When I MMS him, he came down of the car and said he wants to look at the design, ask me quickly show to him. Then he tone down and start to ask me if I have enough money to pay first cos he never withdraw any cash. He drives a MERCEDES 2 DOORS CAR, NO CREDIT CARD OR CASH MEH!!! STINGY FELLOW!!!
Of cos, people who knows me well, knows that I paid on the behalf of Goodwill's. That dustbin COST $85!!! FUCK!!! When he unload the dustbin, he yelled at me again, WHY YOU NEVER LOOK AT THE DUSTBIN BEFORE YOU BUY? Then I realised it is a bit dented. Human eyes cannot see clearly unless you concentrate looking at it. Yet, he make a BIG FUSS!!! WHO PAY? I PAY & I KANA SCOLD. SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT!!!
I told myself lucky I only left with 3 days and what can I expect... The next day after I bought the shelf, he SHOUT at me again!!! This time after work as I was inside my cousin's car for Happy Hour, he called and said: Dickson, I thought I ask you to get two shelves?Why only get one? You ah.. Your life is FOREVER LIKE THAT!!!
After hearing that, I was felt so sad and emo! Who the hell is he to comment on my life!!! That time I wanted to FUCK HIM up-side-down. But I still haven't get my pay cheque. So I just keep cool... Argh!!! Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!!
3 days passed. And I didn't help him to solve the shelf problem. No longer his staff, he still call me and ask me what happen to the shelves that I PROMISE TO HIM! BUT...
HOW ABOUT THE PROMISE OF MY COMMISSION !!! WHERE IS MY RIGHT OWN COMMISSION that I have work for the past few months!!!!
In the end, I have to ask my senior to chase after my commission as I have no longer with that company! I WILL NEVER EVER STEP INTO THAT COMPANY AGAIN! OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!
LASTLY, LET ME TELL YOU GUYS,
IF YOU CANNOT WORK WITH YOUR BOSS, SAY: I QUIT!!!
Officially Quit my Academic Centre & Clinic job as a Sales and Marketer. Its not about the job, its about the BOSS! I DISLIKE HIM TO THE MAX! ;(((
The whole office people is nice and I feels good. The only thing is the BOSS.
He is a stingy boss and wants us to work for him like a maid. How do I say that...
Imagine that you are task to go I.T Fair and queue early morning at 10am and he came only like 11am when the event starts? Worst, scold you in front of the counter and says " How can you do things like that and you are so not resourceful!!!" The reason why he scold me is because I told him a wrong location of the event. This location was told by his neighbour I.T shop owner's staff. He blame me for not resourceful?!?!? WHAT THE FUCK!!! YOU THINK I WORK IN I.T FAIR IS IT!!!
Thats not all... He ask me go Ikea with him cos he wanted to buy new shelves for his new premises. He said his car is TOO SMALL to carry the woods back. Then he ask me to bring it back the next day with his trainer who has a bigger car. SERIOUSLY, WHAT A STINGY GUY HE IS!!! CANNOT EVEN AFFORD TO MAKE A $50 DELIVERY!
He brought me to buy mini radio and I told him it is unable to mount onto the wall. He insisted of getting it cos IT IS FUCKING CHEAP!!!! HE IS SUCHA CHEAPO FELLOW!!! After getting the radio, he brought me to buy dustbin. He don't want to park his car at chinatown and ask me get down and walk every shophouses to check out the design and MMS him! He doesn't even want to put parking coupon!!! CHEAPO AGAIN!!! When I MMS him, he came down of the car and said he wants to look at the design, ask me quickly show to him. Then he tone down and start to ask me if I have enough money to pay first cos he never withdraw any cash. He drives a MERCEDES 2 DOORS CAR, NO CREDIT CARD OR CASH MEH!!! STINGY FELLOW!!!
Of cos, people who knows me well, knows that I paid on the behalf of Goodwill's. That dustbin COST $85!!! FUCK!!! When he unload the dustbin, he yelled at me again, WHY YOU NEVER LOOK AT THE DUSTBIN BEFORE YOU BUY? Then I realised it is a bit dented. Human eyes cannot see clearly unless you concentrate looking at it. Yet, he make a BIG FUSS!!! WHO PAY? I PAY & I KANA SCOLD. SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE FUCK RIGHT!!!
I told myself lucky I only left with 3 days and what can I expect... The next day after I bought the shelf, he SHOUT at me again!!! This time after work as I was inside my cousin's car for Happy Hour, he called and said: Dickson, I thought I ask you to get two shelves?Why only get one? You ah.. Your life is FOREVER LIKE THAT!!!
After hearing that, I was felt so sad and emo! Who the hell is he to comment on my life!!! That time I wanted to FUCK HIM up-side-down. But I still haven't get my pay cheque. So I just keep cool... Argh!!! Fuck Fuck Fuck!!!!
3 days passed. And I didn't help him to solve the shelf problem. No longer his staff, he still call me and ask me what happen to the shelves that I PROMISE TO HIM! BUT...
HOW ABOUT THE PROMISE OF MY COMMISSION !!! WHERE IS MY RIGHT OWN COMMISSION that I have work for the past few months!!!!
In the end, I have to ask my senior to chase after my commission as I have no longer with that company! I WILL NEVER EVER STEP INTO THAT COMPANY AGAIN! OVER MY DEAD BODY!!!
LASTLY, LET ME TELL YOU GUYS,
IF YOU CANNOT WORK WITH YOUR BOSS, SAY: I QUIT!!!
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