I have just completed a 3km run in 18.15mins. Passby the peak, lor 1 and here I am; at the playground, lying on the situp bench looking up the sky.

The world is so beautiful.

Tonight is a cooling night for a jog. Tons of memories passing by my tiny little brain. Looking back the past when I was in retail; often came home late about 10.30pm, went jogging without a proper dinner meal and call it a day or night after jog after meal. Those dayz does not have any emotional thoughts, just good. Indeed life had change a lot during my yearz after quitting Tommy Hilfiger. Many have lost contact, some still in mind. The rest, passerby...

Now looking forward tp meet Miranda's dad but seemz like she is still very worried. I knew she is an over-worried child; one of the worst case that I had in many relationshipz. Never blame her, our choice. Just hope that everything is gonna be fine for the whole month.

One more night to holiday. Many had been out for a drink and chilled while me, kept thinking of how to protect the one that I loved from being over-worried. Well well... Like the old man always said: LET THE BOAT FLOWS BY ITSELF AND SOON IT WILL REACH THE JETTY.

Hahahaha... Praying hard for my exams and hope I will make it for graduation day! Amen, may god bless Dickson Loi. <3 p="">

Saw Yunting and my heart beats super fast. How I wish that we can talk more than just a simple hi.

Recapz: Happy five months and two dayz to us. Wish for more communication and more forgiven.

Just came back from a wake at Yishun. Uncle pang left us on monday morning 2am. Although we seldom chat but he still remember me. I still remember last time when he opens a stall at SSDC selling mixed vegetable rice. I always got free lunch while waiting for my practise in there. They even help me to arrange good tester for me. I am glad to have uncle pang this life and I hope next life and next next life as well. Wanted to send him tmrw at 1pm but I can't due to work. I bet there will be a lot of sadden cry. I pray that he will go to heaven and offered to a new family.

I wish to change a job.. But I don't know what is next. Cannot decide now. Brain dead.. :((

Uncle pang, I will miss you a lotz a lotz... :"(((

10 Resolution for 2013:

1) Work harder to earn more

2) Set up my own company name with a small office

3) Visit Makassar in Indonesia as a visit to Miranda's parents

4) Pass every module and graduate from Murdoch University

5) Promote to next level in the company and have my own staffs to guide

6) Buy ToTo strike ToTo; Buy 4D strike 4D; Buy soccer bet win win win

7) Have a strong health and safe in working everything

8) Have more gatherings with my family and friends

9) Accompany Miranda most of the time 

10) Miranda and our LOVE gets stronger and both of us healthier

So longgg 2012... Today is the last day of the year 2012!!!

I want to say that this year I have a wonderful year and some bad but overall everything was great!!!! I want to thanks those who have helped me a lot in this past one year especially my family when I went for knee operation, my SMA (now change to SMF) classmates who borrow their notes and knowledge to guide me along, not forgetting my campmates who went swimming, jogging and sun-tanning when we were extremely bored!!!! Lastly, my girls friends and friends who were often there helping me to solve certain issues...

Recapz of 2012: Jan; join IRAS, work there as a temp staff. Interviewed with Diana and same dept with Victor aka Chelsea fan!!! Suzi and alfi with the rest were great mentor. Worked for three months before heading for knee operation. My dad accompany that day before I am push into the room. One night stay at TTSH. Visitors: Hanisha, Meryl and my family members... Not forgetting, speedy recovery from my FB friends..

Feb: Celebrate CNY with Fong Li and husband Matthew who came back from USA. They are now working and staying in Korea. Also celebrating my 31st bday. Got treat and exchange gift from girls friends and friends wishes from FB.

March: Knee Operation on 28/3/12.

April: whole month resting at home and preparing for exams.

May: passed my tongka stick to storeroom. Hehehe... Celebrate Mae bday at jurong bird park the dim sum restaurant.

June: Looking for a job and preparing for school reopen.

July: continue doing nothing and rot at home.

Aug: Finally got myself a job! Working at Noel Pte Ltd. Jess and Joyce were my bosses but both were not treating that good. So after a month handling their mooncake festival, I resigned and concentrate with studies.

Sept: Continue look for a job and restart new modules. Failed International Marketing and continue my MRA, IM and IMC. Receive disappointment results but continue to work harder as can't afford to fail.

Oct: Started a brand new relationship with my Mrs Loi Miranda Gomasjaya! Simply Love Her!!! After that I found a new job and my current company, Store-11. My boss, Mr Jack Tan is a good guy but stingy. Aunty Wai Fong is a good person but very hard to predict her act. Peter and JY are both from management team. But always like to boost around act like a boss to me. One day I am going to show them my power to them.

Nov: Mid-term exams and pass one month at work. Smooth month.

Dec: Final exams over and prepare for 2013!!!!!

Overall, I wish everyone a wonderful 2013 and a happy new year!!!!!

After September 11 till now... November 15..

HAPPY 1 MONTH & 1 DAY ANNIVERSARY TO MIRANDA AND ME!!!!!

After a year ++ I am now finally attach back with the red string and I felt that we are too similar.

Recapz: Install WeChat at KL. Start using it and realised how fun it is. Back in SG, randomly tried SHAKE, get to know Miranda. So nice and sweet at first. Then came our first meet up session. Told her TPY last cabin, end up she was waiting at the first cabin. That time was the first time after so long I ever touch and so close to a girl coz she doesn't know how to play pool. So after pool, we went window shopping at Cineleisure and had dinner at the food court where they sold Korean food, our first meal together. After eating, I bring her walk around and walk towards Clark Quay but she thought I am a bad person, wanted to bring her to uncertain places. After walking at Clark Quay, I help her took a photo of the Mid-Autumn and we took a bus 145 home. At that time, we were looking at the google map to find her Makassar hometown. After I sent her to the MRT, we continue to chat and meet up more often..

I started to feel my heart for her but she told me she wasn't ready to accept me due to her parents concern. Once again, I thought "OH SHIT" Just like Iris and me last time. But this time round, I will not give up easily. I promise to fight for our future till the day I die. After I tried so many times asking Miranda to be my official GF, she finally agreed. That night is a very long night coz the next day is Alvin, my campmate buddy's GUO DA LI day!!!

So we were finally together and she told me its her first relationship and I told her I am honour. So we dated this 14/10/2012 as our every month, year anniversary.

Eventually, I am suppose to give her a sunflower in the morning of 13/11/2012 which falls on Deepavali itself. But everything was ruin by an idiot msg her. And we got a heat argument and that is the second time I made her cry ever since we were together. But...

I never give up!!! I brought her to Istana Open House and gave her a surprise on this very important day! I get her a card and a photo frame with 4 photos which I felt that she is able to change it anytime she wants. Well, she is really surprise when I gave her the present. As I told her before the day end...

THE BEST THING IS YET TO COME. TRUST ME, YOU WILL MISS ME MORE AFTER TONIGHT!!!

And it really work well on her and I am glad that God gave me Miranda as my GF. I will promise to take care of her and make her my future wife. :)

Nearly a month without a job and i am still surviving. :)

I think a lot of people hate me by now as i am still enjoying my life since my last job. Been doing a lot of things that i wanted to do but no time. Examples: Sentosa and walking around the forest. Really enjoy those momories. But sad to say; no one shares my feeling. Although Eugene was very close with me lately but i somehow feels that i still need a love one to share my feeling.

Yes, i must admit that recently i have been going out with different girls. But they are all my BBF. And yes.. Maybe i put too much effort in listening to their stories. Whereby none actually ask me about my love life. Sadly to say.. I don't think I will be getting married. 31 this year and no gf. No job. Who will want a guy like me... Well, questions arising again.. Whose in my mind?!?

I say S, nice girl, but she has a bf. i don't wanna be a jerk!!! So shes out!
A, nice girl, but she falls for someone who has a stable job than me! Although she hasn't choose, but i rather give in. Cos she always find me as a big brother than r/s. and most importantly, i m sick; really sick and tired of all these brother stuff.
I, good girl. Mature enough till totally no time for me. How to ask her to be my gf when i need 80% attention. Well, i cannot find a good match to her and i really hope she find someone good and matching for her.
M, she is a confuse child. At times, she wanted a bf badly that she picked someone to my surprise!! Omg, totally ridiculous!!! She was a nice girl but she just doesn't know how to appreciate a good guy. The way she handle guys are like... Argh... Don't be bother about her.
H, totally nice and good girl. Its really a waste that she cannot slim down and she is still denied about her overweight. Yet telling me she is doing her best to excerise. Well, i want a gf or wife to be as healthier. But if you cannot meet my little expectation, how to be together?
G, ever since your divorce, i have been trying hard to make you happy. Hoping and thinking over you. But you seriously disappointed me even as a friend. You cut me off from FB! Wtf!!!! Yet asking me to add you back. Seriously, you need to see a doctor to cure it.

I must admit.. Above all the mentions are my best friends forever. I, Dickson Loi, swear to god that they will be my best friends forever and I shall stop them from entering my love life story; not even this close in this life. ❤

Offically unemployed again! Hahaha... Till now I still feels that I have make the right choice. Leaving that company which don't appreciate talent worker like me is a shameful to them. Although the juniors in the team are much more bonding than otheor department but they are just as awful as I felt. Worst than all my ex-colleagues in other companies.

Reason is because they started to boycott me after I told them I am leaving the company in 2 weeks time. They are not encouraging but blame me for throwing the balance stuffs to them. What a joke. Seriously, I really don't think I would want such a friend, not even close to be my friend... The way they totally ignore me and pretending to be talk for the seek of talking, I felt like telling them STOP BEING A FAKESTER!!!!!

I REALLY REALLY THANK GOD FOR THE GUIDANCE OUT OF THE COMPANY.

Seriously, I found potential learning in that company but its just THE WHOLE MANAGEMENT OF THE DEPARTMENT IS SUCKY!!!

I foresee that if that is not the problem, I could stay for a year or even more. But... its too late!!!

I really learn a lot in that company, NOEL. Such as SAP, Contacting the suppliers, production side and not forgetting the store department!!! I only came to have fun and talking to them like my last few days as I was trying to ask them for help. Otherwise, I don't even have a chance to get to know them. Well, its all fated that we were once colleagues... Till we meet again, NOEL!!! :)))

Tired and extremely tired of working in this company. Nothing to do also tired. Got things to do also tired. Worst thing is kana scold or shout for nothing.

First time in my life I work in a company, not your fault also become your fault. Starting I am curious why the turnover rate is so high... Then I start to realise... It's the management that has the problem, not the workers. I ask myself, why do you want to continue working in such company, just leave... When I think of no money, I swallow everything against me. Starting I really thought is because I am slow and cannot cope. Then I start to realise that manager scold me to hint another person. Yet I am so innocent to get it from her!!! I tell myself, asking why!!! I was following someone instruction to do all these. When I start to do my own, manager will question me: why never ask me first before you start? Show me before you send to supplier. Seriously, this is not what I am looking forward to. I heard about your rumours but I have been quietly seating one corner and pretend nothing happened. But why once again pick on me. WHY???

Sometimes, I thought I really found a great job but in the end, its the previous job that is good. Maybe I am stress with my school as well. But I will never give up until end of this month. I DIE DIE want to earn this AUG income!!!

Time to study... Goodnight and goodbye Monday Blue! :(((

Tonight I've done a brave thing. 1 shot kill 3 women. All are important to me. Firstly, I want to apologise to mummy, tammie and jesmiin. Mummy, I did tell John that I am not having anything for supper but if you already make my tea, I am fine. I will still drink. Yes, you wanted me to wash my face with tea coz I just came back from wake. Fine too. But you stare at me when I told you I forgot to shower with that.. I mean come on! Its too much.. You get angry over this small matter. Omg!!! So ended, I still wash it with my face. :( Tammie, I know you are pissed off with me and my delay of timing to zouk. But I really have my reasons. I thought of telling you when I eventually meet you... But you really disappointed me to the max!!! First, I told you I am in school. You say 11pm at orchard. Then you text me at 1030 tell me you are not sure of going down a not. You yourself suggested to drive down. So we have more than enough time. And you said that if its really pack then we go chilled or somewhere else.. I am ony a follower!!! Omg.. I pnly ask to meet at 1130 coz I WENT TO A WAKE WHICH IS NO CHOICE ONE. Tonight is my friend's sister last day on earth. Its really really sad to know that she die of choking incident. But you never know the story, tammie.. Coz you super impatience. I admit its my fault for not telling you coz I don't think its nice to tell another person about bad things.. But really.. I mean it as no matter what, I will still meet you if you are not driving.. We can always take cab one lor. Anyway, I think no point of saying anymore.. So I just blog lor. Lastly is Jesmiin!!! Truely enough I am suppose to go zouk. But the way you talk to me is like talking to your husband. Sadly, I am just your friend!!! Of coz, you definitely stand an importance but please don't treat me like a piece of shit or dog. When I told you I am going wake, I really mean it. Its you who trusted not to believe me!!! Damn disappointed. Worst and painful feeling is the way you talk to me. Your selfishness at that moment for not lending my your notes make me feels that you are like that kind of people. And I never even throw a temper to you. I even help you throw mcdonald waste. I really don't understand you now. Is it because we are too close till you feels that I am the next person after your husband??? Please lah.. I haven't get married nor having a gf yet!!! How can you treat me like that??? Really sad lor.. I said my friend wants to intro me a girl coz he is concern about me. You told me if I not scare of different status.. Omg!!! Instead of congrats to me like marcus did, you straight away rejected whatever I said. Damn!!! Seriously, I really don't know why all these incidents happen within 3 hours but I really really wanted to applogise to all the three of them. I AM SORRY. Until now I did not regret of making my choice of going to the wake and left school early... Never..

Time for sharing some photos I took since Jan 2012. The rest is in my FB. :))

3 months passed. And I have found a new job in Tai Seng area. It was a surprise job for me as I thought they were not going to hire me. Well... Fated.

Company benefit wasn't very fantastic but environment was good. Get to learn more things other than sales. My second week with the new company. Coincidentally, my cousin, Hui Ting was working there too. Get to know new staffs and they are pretty nice people to work along. (For the time being)

Exam is round the corner again. This time is first week of Aug. This year Aug gonna be a busy month for me. Exams, work, and holidays. Hopefully air ticket's price dropped so my campmates and I get to go holidays. :))

14 dayz to 1 year. It is really very fast... And I am still

I am reading through online article of a Private NSF who passed away ytd afternoon, my condolences to his family. Looking through the comments, i realised that a lot of singaporean parents are not willingly to send their sons to NS Training. I believe that most of them fear that their children will DIE when they enlisted into Army. Some of them feels that its meaningless to even join the forces. But what lies behind Army, no one knows execpt those who had gone through...

People always think that their children look fit and healthy at 20s but why are they leaving earth? At times, training is tough, totally agreed. I remember those days outfield training was tough. 4D3N without showering, wearing smelly uniforms and keep walking through forests like we never know when it will end. Everything was just FUCK UP. But...

My officer never failed to encourage us; Cannot Bath right, Powder Bath lo. Smelly Uniform right, take out field pack one and change lo. Tired of walking right, at least here got forest shelter, outside HDB to your destination got fully sheltered meh. Thirsty, got two full water bottle, how to get dehydration? With these that I have gone through in my life, I seriously felt that how can a person die during his training?

I really thinks that no one wish to see things happen like this. Personally I believe that this is an unnatural death.

Operation is over!!!

I am back at home resting and my knee feels great. Although there is a slight pain but still endurable. Many many thanks to those who really concern for me. Thank you for the sms, whatsapp and FaceBooking. Hehehe... :))

I am officially ironman. Hehehe... Now most important thing is to rest at home and speedy recovery. Another important thing is to study hard for up-coming exams. :)))

Nonetheless, I am bless by god and friends and family. Thank you and love everyone! Muack~!~

Mark today!!!

Its an important day in my life for now. Officially going to be a part man and part robot. 1 hour and 30 mins time i will be going to operate my right knee and have it steel with screws. Sound scary but thats life. Nervous?!? Of coz i will lah!!! Never thought an operation will happen to me.

Fasting from last night 12am till now. Almost 12 hours without food or drinks, not even plain water. I guess i ate too much good food. Hahaha... :p

Exams is coming again round next month. 14,15 & 16th April. Unlucky or lucky? Consecutive 3 days of exams. WOWOW!!! Dead man...

Afterall I quit my current job in IRAS. They were caught by surprise about my leaving due to 3 days notice and i think most of them was like... what?!? today is his last day?!? Hahaha...

Appreciate the Stamp Duty Team for the past 3 months of teaching and guidance. I was pretty luck not to get shitty colleagues and most of them are pretty nice people. Before I left yesterday, they bought me a box of chocolate and one of them gave me ang bao of $38. OMG!!! So touching lah...

Well, I have to start all over again and rest my leg and prepare for exams. Everything in smooth condition. At this point of time, I just want to concentrate on my studies and healing... :))

Alright, my parents bluff me. They told me its $250, yet its only $60. FML, I know. :((

14 Days to operation. This time I am on real business. My right knee is going to be operated and insert some stainless steel things. Yes, I must admit that I LIE TO EVERYONE!!!
I am going operation earlier than my schedule, reason is because I want it to heal ASAP!!!

Recapz: 6ht ICT 2012, met up with buddies and slack for the first week. No longer able to go outfield with them at such condition. 2nd week of ICT, trying to hide iphone inside my shoes and trying to SIAM outfield. Stupid idiot Commanding Officer still want me to go outfield. Damn idiot!!!
Alright, went for a 3D2N outfield. Get sunburn abit on arms and trying to tell IRAS people that I was GARANG! LOLxxx!!!! :pPp


Cleared 2012 ICT but was announced that next ICT in JAN 2013!!! Freaking hell faster than i can imagine. Went back to school on Monday and met up with Jesmiin for dinner at food junction Bugis. Had a half night class as usual and back to Tuesday class where I had presentation on that night 13/3/2012. I was on half day leave for medical check up. Before hand was cursing and swearing why must I do a blood test and everything. Guess the god heard my swearing and granted me a small wish. Just some simple Q & A and I can go. Was lucky to find Sally Kor who is FREE to meet up with me before I go presentation. We met up at Raffles Place and walk passed Fullerton Hotel. That was the first time in our life walking into Fullerton Hotel. We went for Starbucks and had a wonderful chat. Was pretty surprise with what she had told me. I hope things get better for her and Chester...

Affer Starbucks, presentation in class. I brought my pant but I never put it on as I really find that's stupid to do that. Well, at least I put on a shirt which look smarter, I believe!!! LOL....

Wednesday came where my supervisor Suziyana was out of office for next 3 weeks. Happy Marriage to her and Happy Honeymoon Holiday. No government but a lot of voice mails. After work, went for my LAST RUN & SKIPPING of 2012.

2.8km & 517counts of skipping...


I WANT TO RUN AND SKIPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!   :(((

Well, I know myself well enough... Out for a season. I believe I can do it and I WILL BE BACK!!! :)))

I STIRKE 4D!!!

I did not realised until I took my stack of 4D and TOTO out. I was so happy. Its been awhile since I have strike my last 4D number. This time is purely LUCK & well... I must say it again.

DRAGON YEAR IS MY LUCKY YEAR!!! HAHAHAHAz....

THE number is 9861. I only bought $1 which means I have earn $250. :pPp

I totally cannot recall why I bought that number. I only remember to ask my Daddy to buy for me on 12/02/2012 which falls right after my birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! GOD GAVE ME A BIRTHDAY PRESENT!!! :D

I'M A HAPPY BOY, FOR SURE!!! :P

I think i must be crazy. I block and deleted all those from COU except those uncle and aunties from FB. I know i shouldn't even do that. But think about it, why do i care so much?!?

When you add them into FB, what did you get from them? Nothing... They just like to Stalk alot of time. I SHALL HACK CARE AND DELETE THEM FROM MY ACCOUNT.

Well... I must say this one and for all. Im not going to accept anyone unless that person can read my mind and know what i want. Seriously, I just want to go to the BEACH!!! A SIMPLE WISH BUT NO ONE ANSWER. Hais....

Dear Cheryln Choo, I have put in my effort. Im Tired!!! Too tired to patch things up for your 21st. Just like I never attend Yiwen's 21st. I guess it really take a lot of time to heal cos I took a lot of time to get back Yiwen as my friend again. :(

Recapz: We used to talk to each other and met up at East. Walk to her home and spend time at the park. Those were really memorables to us. One day, I decided to give you a surprise. Telling you I do not have the present for your 21st. (which i already got it with my BF evon at Taka) Then worst thing strike is Friday Law Class change to Sat Law Class. I have no choice but to meet you evening. From there, you changed...

Start telling me you are meeting your friends and cannot meet me. So I was very very disappointed. I decided to let you choose which day to meet me. You told me no time to meet. So I waited.
When you finally meet me, you never talk to me. I tried everything, my heart cried. My soul sad. But you never know. So I decided to let you go home alone. You said that you cried. But I told my heart pain. We never talk for a month until you started messaging me again. I started with smile and hope. But again... you asked. Why... Why must you be the last one to message me on my 21st?
I started to blame myself. Apologise for everything and wish for a 2nd chance. You told me this.. Age Gap is our biggest problem.. I keep quiet and regret saying.

Then I move on with my life. 2012 came, you message me do you still remember what you have promise me? I told you YES, I will always be your Donald. And you smile. You asked me, do you still remember I said about Age Gap?!? My opinion has changed. I smile. Started with my text and trying to meet up with you like last time. But I failed. Weeks before we met up, you type this... Do you know that everyone only has one time 21st? You told me how important that day was to you. I told you once again how regret i am. I even told you to decide carefully. I really don't wish to quarrel over and over again for this 21st. You said you need time to think about it. I decided to give you more time. You said you wanted to meet me on my bday but you claim that you have gastric. Because the person likes you, so he forgive you. (But whats the truth behind only you know)

You wanted to meet up on Vday. I have class. I gave up. I went for that date. Hopefully it will change. But.. it never appears to be what i wanted... You told me that your mum told your dad about us. (not even together yet) and he object it. So you asked/told me... I told you that you are big enough to decide for yourself. In the meantime, I can seriously sense that you doesn't want this to be continue. So i have to decide for US. I choose to GIVE UP not because of your dad.

IT IS BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.

A lot of things I wanted to say in front of you but i didn't. Reason is because you gave me a lot of excuses. I really HATE IT! Now i have decide the way i wanted this story to be ending, i SHALL NOT REGRET!!!

I HOPE THAT DOWN THE ROAD, YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE BETTER THAN ME. SINCERCELY ME MISS YOU... .. .

Happy Lunar New Year to the world chinese!!!

Today is the 2nd day of new year and its going to be a happy day because everyone as usual will come over my house for dinner. I don't really like them to come over because everytime they come, they will messed up my room and dropped all the food around the house. They will not pick it up and leave, instead leave those rubbish at home, and thats my home!! Imagine that I go your house eat FREE FOOD and MESSED UP the area. What do you think?!?!?!   :(((

Anyway, I should not be flared up in Day 2 of CNY. This year is a different new year, because its the first time, officially no girlfriend coming my house for ang bao. Hahaha... :pPp

I think sooner or later, I will backpack during this festive and forget about ang bao with my ang mo girlfriend. Hahaha... (how i wish to have ang mo girlfriend... hahaha :p)

My cousin, Fong Li & Matthew came back to Singapore for CNY and this time they are spending 7 days with us before going back to Korea for work.

                          Day 1 at Fong Li's house LO HEI.

Uncle Loi, Grandmum and Me in 2012.

Lastly, I wish 祝各位身体健康，读书者学业进步，赌博者發财满满。。。

HUAT HUAT HUAT Arrr!!!!!!

First blog in 2012!

Start of the year 2012 is already so busy. Not with school but job. Current Temp job in Iras Stamp Duty is fun!!! To the MAX!!! :PpP

Everyday I gain to learn something different from my past experiences. This time round I am working in a small unit, unlike COU, but with just a small section handling enquiries. I love my current job and my work station as I can see beautiful view. Whats the best is I can take leave anytime! hahaha.... :pPp

Indeed life is good and bad. I need to survive with that little money without any benefit and bonus. Worst thing, money is forever not enough for me. I used to spend like nobody business. Buy expensives stuffs, treat friends for dinners, ride motorbike in the middle of the night, and not forgotten, clubbing actitives. So right now, I am learning to save money and trying to live in a life of poor...

BUT... I WILL NOT LIVE THIS LIFE FOREVER! I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I am happy at least! Not like last time, grumble over admin job in HDB and work so much. Now is limited and I have more time to studies!!!! Best is I don't need to listen to anyone's shit!!! Just follow my style and work and study. HAPPY DICK = HAPPY ME!!!!!!!!! :))))

Update on latest life, BB Heng got a new BF, yes, a new BF and I admit, Im SAD during that time I saw the post in FB. Couldn't sleep well for that night. BUT... I still move on with my life and act cool with that for past few days although its kind of sad. In fact, I don't even know why Im SAD! Funny part is after one day, Im back alive! It was like just one day kind of SAD. I think I don't have emotion? Orrr I break up too many times that Im numb???? Well, hope she has found the right guy for herself. JIA YOU BB HENG, I GIVE MY BEST WISH TO YOU!!! :))

Whatever it is, I believe in FATE and will leave it to decide my future GF. For the time being, my life is about Graduate and happiness in my LIFE, A HAPPY ME! :)))

First Blog in 2012!!!

Happy New Year Everyone!!!

God Bless The World & Every Children.

WORLD PEACE!!! :))